Just had a terrifying experience

[Alejo]

Hello all,

Don't mean to hijack the thread, but in reading this I was reminded of something that happened to me this morning around 6 am, I was laying down on my bed asleep and my dog was sleeping with me, I have had dreams all night long about everyone I've met in my life, and quite an awful night.

In any event, I heard someone opening the front door of my apartment with the keys, so I assumed it was my brother, he had gone out last night and when he does he usually comes back home around that time, and whenever anyone as much as touches the door my dog wakes up and barks, well I heard the door opening, my dog woke up, and ran out of my room, but didn't bark, I gave it no thought but was left expecting my brother to walk into our room as we share one.

He didn't, so I figured he probably stayed in the living room, seemed strange but not impossible, I went back to sleep and woke up about 2 hours later with the strangest feeling as if I knew something subconsciously, as I'd I was about to be given bad news, a very strange sad feeling, and immediately went looking for my brother, he wasn't home (!!) I took a shower got ready for work and left, texted my brother asking him if he had been home earlier and if he had left, he replied that he hadn't been home at all, didn't think anything of it until now, and that same feeling lasted me the whole day.

And I may be a bit too late, but just occurred to me that, if spirit attachments usually feed off negative energy, and in some instances injuries in certain parts of the body can allow the proper vibration for an attachment to come and lodge in them, maybe what you felt back in 2010 was the process of lodging of such type of entity..my 2 cents

 

[Lizziespreparetogovegan]

Hi,

I know this post is about a year old, but if you are still around and happen to see my response.. I was wondering how you are doing now? If you have experienced it again?

I spent a long time naively believing that I was alone in these experiences, and obviously it does not make me happy to hear these things happening to you - but I find it fascinating, and after reading through all of these posts, I am even more fascinated, since this is the first time I've heard others recount experiences that so closely match mine.

This pure, unadulterated, evil would come in dreams, horrible nightmares, and manifest itself normally as a tall being, human looking, but always something a bit off about them - the eyes, the face, the proportions were a bit strange, too lengthy perhaps. Sometimes it would "appear" in different forms, but normally it comes as a very strong and palpable energy present in the room. If I confronted the energy in any way, in dreams or otherwise, I would be overwhelmed by what I could only describe as "pure evil". If I were to explain it to someone, it would be an evil that couldn't possibly be "of this Earth" and I have never felt anything remotely similar to this. It permeates your being, goes directly to your soul, and is paralyzing in the fear it could induce.. And when I would wake from these sort of dreams, the presence would be there - the sort so powerful, and so deeply malevolent that I would be shaking violently, sweating, basically paralyzed by fear. Several times I thought maybe I had been possessed..A few times, I would hear something in my ear, right before waking, "I really love this, laying here next to you.." yet I was half asleep and could not be positive of what I had heard.

Hi Relaxbear, welcome to the forum

What you've described sounds almost identical to what happened to me, indeed whatever it was seeming 'pure evil'. The shaking violently, sweating and being paralyzed by fear was exactly my own experience. I'm not doing too bad at the moment although quite shortly after these experiences I did go to pieces somewhat, my emotional and mental state going severely downhill which I wrote about on the forum.

And this energy can appear regardless of location.. And it comes often with these dreams, where it feels like my body is vibrating intensely, with a huge amount of energy I feel I could use if I only knew how to harness it.

Again, I can relate to this. I'd describe it as an extremely powerful negatively charged energetic 'hum' which seems to surround the entire body and charge the consciousness with an absolute sense of terror which is completely unparallelled in any other state of consciousness. It always follows some horrific dream. Unlike your own experience, I've never heard any voices.

After the episodes I wrote about in this thread I've had the experience perhaps 4 or 5 times over the last year or so but nowhere near as powerful as the ones I've described, particularly the one in the initial post where I felt as if this energy may literally take my life. Whilst they're deeply unpleasant I feel more able to cope, know what to expect and generally manage to 'reset' myself with some pipe breathing which is an integral part of the Eiriu Eolas breathing program which many of us here have benefited hugely from.

I also had an interesting experience about 6 months back. My 5 year old son often still climbs into our bed in the night-time/ early hours of the morning and did so one night when my wife was working a night shift. In the morning when we woke up he asked who the person was that had got into bed with us in the night-time. I remained very calm, didn't make a big deal of it and asked him what they looked like. He didn't seem at all phased and just replied something like he didn't know but he was a black person and had climbed into the bed and laid between us. I told him I must have been asleep and didn't see anything. I then asked him what he thought the person was doing and why they were there and he said very matter-of-factly that 'he was trying to turn you into a baddie'. Well, who knows. Five year olds have very active imaginations but it's certainly possible there was something else going on here, I simply don't know.......

And I may be a bit too late, but just occurred to me that, if spirit attachments usually feed off negative energy, and in some instances injuries in certain parts of the body can allow the proper vibration for an attachment to come and lodge in them, maybe what you felt back in 2010 was the process of lodging of such type of entity..my 2 cents

I think after the initial encounters reported in this thread I spent a long time worrying about who or what was doing this to me and actually became a little obsessed with being 'attacked' or 'possessed'. As I say, these experiences have continued sporadically but have significantly wained in their intensity. Over the last year, I've really become less concerned/obsessed with them. Primarily because it's become glaringly apparent that other problems, certain persistent programs, narcissistic wounding, deeply engrained habits, STS traits (ie my OWN MIND) probably poses an equal if not a much greater threat to my well being than things coming in to 'get me' in the night! It's interesting as I can recall (but can't seem to locate right now) some information in the cassiopaean transcripts about the possibility of some types of abductions being done by ourselves in the future to fulfill a service to self agenda. I'm diving into the realm of speculation here but I've considered the possibility these experiences being the focus of some kind of 'battle' with a future self that has a very STS disposition. In a practical and immediate sense these episodes seemed to be the trigger for alot of self pity, I began drinking alot for some months afterwards and a general concern with myself and the neglecting of family responsibilities. Of course this is just speculation but perhaps in some ways I'm not that far off here. It would also tie in with what my son said about that thing trying to 'turn me into a baddie'.

Anyways, if you see this, I'd like to talk to you more about it, if possible, share experiences.. Thank you, and hope you're doing well.

Thanks for your concern. I'm just wondering how often you've had these experiences yourself. Do you have any coping mechanisms? If you have a read around the forum, it seems that making a consistent and determined effort to raise your FRV via the work, diet and practicing Eiriu Eolas gives provides significant protection in the fact that they remove the emotional/energetic hooks for these things to get stuck into. This place is a truly great resource for all of the above. And again, welcome to the forum

 

[truth seeker]

Thanks for your concern. I'm just wondering how often you've had these experiences yourself. Do you have any coping mechanisms? If you have a read around the forum, it seems that making a consistent and determined effort to raise your FRV via the work, diet and practicing Eiriu Eolas gives provides significant protection in the fact that they remove the emotional/energetic hooks for these things to get stuck into. This place is a truly great resource for all of the above. And again, welcome to the forum

This question is for the both of you, is it possible for you to say what your diet currently looks like?

 

[Lizziespreparetogovegan]

Thanks for your concern. I'm just wondering how often you've had these experiences yourself. Do you have any coping mechanisms? If you have a read around the forum, it seems that making a consistent and determined effort to raise your FRV via the work, diet and practicing Eiriu Eolas gives provides significant protection in the fact that they remove the emotional/energetic hooks for these things to get stuck into. This place is a truly great resource for all of the above. And again, welcome to the forum

This question is for the both of you, is it possible for you to say what your diet currently looks like?

Well, I've been gluten and dairy free probably for nearly two years now. I also excluded caffeine about the same time and did the exclusion diet about 18 months ago where I discovered that eggs and avocado were also completely toxic to my system and so stopped these foods completely.

I've been introducing as much fat into my diet as I can for about the last 6-8 months allbeit in a very unsystematic way. Physically, I feel twenty years younger than I did a couple of years ago. However, I still have a problem with sugar. I'll manage to cut down to just a few pieces of gluten free bread a day but then eat a gluten free cake if there's one on offer which kicks off intense sugar cravings which I can indulge in for days, even eating chocolate bars. I really need to get more disciplined about this, the story of my life......

 

[anart]

However, I still have a problem with sugar. I'll manage to cut down to just a few pieces of gluten free bread a day but then eat a gluten free cake if there's one on offer which kicks off intense sugar cravings which I can indulge in for days, even eating chocolate bars. I really need to get more disciplined about this, the story of my life......

Sugar was, by far, the hardest part for me. Even now, if I have more than 20 or so grams of carbs a day, my sugar cravings reappear, so I have to be really careful about it, since I seem to be very carb sensitive (others seem to have more leeway there). It does get better - once you break the sugar cycle, the cravings basically disappear - unless you up your carbs again. At least that's how it was for me. It only took me five days of zero sugar to break through, though, so if you can commit yourself to about a week of zero sugar and really low carbs (like 0 to 20) you'll see the difference - just plan to be in a terrible mood for most of that time!

 

[Ollie]

However, I still have a problem with sugar. I'll manage to cut down to just a few pieces of gluten free bread a day but then eat a gluten free cake if there's one on offer which kicks off intense sugar cravings which I can indulge in for days, even eating chocolate bars. I really need to get more disciplined about this, the story of my life......

Sugar was, by far, the hardest part for me. Even now, if I have more than 20 or so grams of carbs a day, my sugar cravings reappear, so I have to be really careful about it, since I seem to be very carb sensitive (others seem to have more leeway there). It does get better - once you break the sugar cycle, the cravings basically disappear - unless you up your carbs again. At least that's how it was for me. It only took me five days of zero sugar to break through, though, so if you can commit yourself to about a week of zero sugar and really low carbs (like 0 to 20) you'll see the difference - just plan to be in a terrible mood for most of that time!

I experienced something similar over the Christmas period when I was experimenting with recipes based on coconut and chocolate - overly so. It took a bout a week to wean myself off sugar cravings.

 

[Gertrudes]

However, I still have a problem with sugar. I'll manage to cut down to just a few pieces of gluten free bread a day but then eat a gluten free cake if there's one on offer which kicks off intense sugar cravings which I can indulge in for days, even eating chocolate bars. I really need to get more disciplined about this, the story of my life......

Sugar was, by far, the hardest part for me. Even now, if I have more than 20 or so grams of carbs a day, my sugar cravings reappear, so I have to be really careful about it, since I seem to be very carb sensitive (others seem to have more leeway there). It does get better - once you break the sugar cycle, the cravings basically disappear - unless you up your carbs again. At least that's how it was for me. It only took me five days of zero sugar to break through, though, so if you can commit yourself to about a week of zero sugar and really low carbs (like 0 to 20) you'll see the difference - just plan to be in a terrible mood for most of that time!

I experienced something similar over the Christmas period when I was experimenting with recipes based on coconut and chocolate - overly so. It took a bout a week to wean myself off sugar cravings.

I second the above. I've been eating extremely low carb and zero sweet since the beginning of March last year. This Christmas I made a treat with nuts, coconut and stevia. I was amazed to see how that woke up all of my long gone carb cravings. My mood got worse, overall my behavior deteriorated. Not nice!
In a way it was actually good I did it, I don't think I would have noticed the state I was in before, hadn't I gone out of it for so long, to then briefly re experience it again.

Also:

if you can commit yourself to about a week of zero sugar and really low carbs (like 0 to 20) you'll see the difference - just plan to be in a terrible mood for most of that time!

Indeed! You really have to stop all sugar to be able to stop the cravings. The mood was a big one for me then, I was untreatable! A wild beast you wouldn't want to get near to.

Edit: changed word

 

[seek10]

However, I still have a problem with sugar. I'll manage to cut down to just a few pieces of gluten free bread a day but then eat a gluten free cake if there's one on offer which kicks off intense sugar cravings which I can indulge in for days, even eating chocolate bars. I really need to get more disciplined about this, the story of my life......

Sugar was, by far, the hardest part for me. Even now, if I have more than 20 or so grams of carbs a day, my sugar cravings reappear, so I have to be really careful about it, since I seem to be very carb sensitive (others seem to have more leeway there). It does get better - once you break the sugar cycle, the cravings basically disappear - unless you up your carbs again. At least that's how it was for me. It only took me five days of zero sugar to break through, though, so if you can commit yourself to about a week of zero sugar and really low carbs (like 0 to 20) you'll see the difference - just plan to be in a terrible mood for most of that time!

I experienced something similar over the Christmas period when I was experimenting with recipes based on coconut and chocolate - overly so. It took a bout a week to wean myself off sugar cravings.

last week, I also observed lot of sugar craving. I tried some coconut treats , tweaking hard chocolate recipe posted on forum , maximising the organic coconut powder ( since it has little or no carbs) and using organic chocolate as glue ( again minimising chocolate as it has carbs ) and using either organic coconut oil/organic coco butter with little organic coconut milk. It came so good, it became addictive, though I reduced the intake to make it that is only carb I was taking and it is less than 20 grams, still sugar cravings came. It has been 4 days that batch is done, and my sugar craving gone too. Thanks for sharing.

 

[Paa]

Ah, after looking around on the internet for a long time to an answer to my experience, here it is.

It's pretty much exactly the same as I read from others. I believe it was December or January 2 years ago.

I had just started researching aliens, but this was maybe the night when I went to bed and had realized that this is actually real, so I guess I was a bit in fear falling asleep. Woke up at like around 4am, felt this presence of something, and then this massive, unreal fear coming over me like I've never felt it before. Heart started pounding. Then I felt some urge to start praying for protection, over and over - mind you, I was born and raised in a Christian family and didn't know what to believe at the time.

After a while my head felt like it had 10000 volts going through it, making it shake uncontrollably for what felt like 20 seconds, and it was impossible to have a single clear thought during that period. Then it felt like something was either forced out of me, or in - but I think it was out of me.

I was boiling hot and covered in sweat afterwards, and couldn't sleep. So I went up and wrote a note on my computer just to make sure what I had experienced was real.

This was my first ever experience that was out of the ordinary for me in my life, I was either 19 or 20 at the time, so it was a hell of a start. I knew nothing about breathing techniques and the importance of saying no, you are violating my free will etc, but have learned that since I started to look for answers within myself.

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Shortly after that came a sleep paralysis experience which was just as scary. In the dream, or whatever it was, I woke up and saw this small wrinkled gray standing at the end of my bed and slowly pulling down the blanket. I couldn't move or shout - I wanted to yell for help, but I couldn't say a word. After a while feeling that fear, I woke up. Very unpleasant experience. First ever and so far only sleep paralysis experience.

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After those two experiences I had a few times where I woke up very abruptly, from some unpleasant loud bang/sound in my head. And also, in awake state when going to bed my legs and body felt twitchy and like there was energy stuck in certain parts, trying to fix things. A bit uncomfortable at times, made me twitch certain bodyparts at times for unknown reason. This continued for maybe 1-3 months.

Later last year, summer of 2011 in ~August sometime, I instead had one fantastic experience (filled with love to the point where I had trouble breathing and brought to tears - best feeling I've ever had) and also one very special and personal dream, where it felt it was all about pure love instead. Some synchronistic events followed. Overall, the total opposite experience from how that year had started off.

 

[ScarletBegonias]

After a while my head felt like it had 10000 volts going through it, making it shake uncontrollably for what felt like 20 seconds, and it was impossible to have a single clear thought during that period.

Welcome to the forum, Paa. I can relate to the feeling of energy during my SP episodes.

I was boiling hot and covered in sweat afterwards, and couldn't sleep.

A rush of adrenaline will do this.

I knew nothing about breathing techniques and the importance of saying no, you are violating my free will etc, but have learned that since I started to look for answers within myself.

Learning these things can be quite helpful during these episodes. Other things that have helped me are knowing that people do not die from SP and that it is only a temporary condition. Also, focusing on moving my big toes seems to help me come out of it quickly.

Shortly after that came a sleep paralysis experience which was just as scary. In the dream, or whatever it was, I woke up and saw this small wrinkled gray standing at the end of my bed and slowly pulling down the blanket. I couldn't move or shout - I wanted to yell for help, but I couldn't say a word. After a while feeling that fear, I woke up. Very unpleasant experience. First ever and so far only sleep paralysis experience.

After those two experiences I had a few times where I woke up very abruptly, from some unpleasant loud bang/sound in my head. And also, in awake state when going to bed my legs and body felt twitchy and like there was energy stuck in certain parts, trying to fix things. A bit uncomfortable at times, made me twitch certain bodyparts at times for unknown reason. This continued for maybe 1-3 months.

These sound like really scary experiences to have to endure for up to three months! I found that improving my diet (dairy, gluten, sugar and alcohol-free now) has helped minimize these episodes in addition to having a regular sleeping pattern. There is good info in the Diet & Health section of this forum that may interest you and also a newbie section for introductions. Again, welcome here!