May I post my session transcripts here?

[CME]

Thanks Laura, that's similar to what I've heard from others. Chinese medicine folks say that's also slang for Heroin.
I ask because many years ago, before any of this Work started, I had a random thought/voice say that to me. Been trying to figure it out ever since, and thought maybe some of you folks would know!

 

[Oxajil]

I do appreciate greatly the warnings and pointers, and I will take them all to heart and double-down on my light invocations and light rules.

What are light invocations and light rules?

 

[lainey]

Thanks Laura, that's similar to what I've heard from others. Chinese medicine folks say that's also slang for Heroin.
I ask because many years ago, before any of this Work started, I had a random thought/voice say that to me. Been trying to figure it out ever since, and thought maybe some of you folks would know!

Chasing the dragon is a term used to describe smoking heroin.

 

[lainey]

I do not claim to be in contact with or part of what I/They/We call a “Soul Complex”,

They are not shy, but their name is untranslatable into 3D language. It’s a pulsating, rotating, geometric-folding-morphing AKL structure that means, more or less “This soul complex”

So which is it?

 

[Mike]

So, to summarize, I'm doing The Work from two different angles: My writing (pretty easy for me now, albeit still working out the kinks in voice and flow), and my deep AKL dives to learn what I can learn, explore, and send out some deep manifestations of love and stability for our future (strange as all get-out and still, on occasion, terrifying to experience).

I haven't read enough yet to make any comparisons, I honestly just had a "hey, that's a pretty cool coincidence" that I talk to what sounds like a Cass to me, and you all work with a Cass group. Thus far that's all I have!

Ok, then I'd recommend you spend time coming up to speed on Laura's work and what this forum is geared to and for. Probably the quickest way would be to read 'The Wave' that Nienna mentioned. Because when you use a term like 'The Work' as above, I don't think you have any idea what it means to regular forum members. We aren't using the same dictionary and probably why the responses from more regular and experienced members is along the lines of freaking out about what you are doing and involved in and why you don't have the context to understand why that is. Also, probably one of the boldest claims a person could make on the forum is being in contact with the C's and you don't really understand why that is or even who and what the C's are.

 

[karo]

Is this okay, can I get some help here?

I don't know, this is all still quite new to me

Okay, you all tell me where this ought to go

you all would know better than me

You all tell me what to make of this

Everybody gave excellent advices here, as you asked for, and I may only second that strongly - reading The Wave or listening about differential diagnosis/Knowledge and Being series, or any other podcast on sott with Laura talking about "contacting other realms" could be beneficial and may answer your questions, I think immediately, but it is up to you what you will do.
During reading your post about this conversation, CME, it didn't feel right inside, like Alejo said; althought I'm not native English speaker so I do not always get a very precise wiev of what is written sometimes, this time I get the impression from your "conversation" that this voice is wanting you to surrender and give up your body somehow, go travel in other realms, so under you absence they may do cozy nest over there. But its more like a sensation I've got from reading your session, I may be wrong based on my non-total and precise understanding.
And one thing that I would like to contribute with is that - Cassiopaeans gave name straight away when asked for it.

 

[CME]

Mike, I have surmised the same. Apologies all, for the consternation I'm causing, but it does give me a warm heart to hear y'all worried for me and don't even know me! That is so sweet!

I am working from my own lexicon, so I'll read through yours better. Note on that, a 1000-page PDF is a little intimidating!

My work is different by shades and flavors from your work here, so that was presumptuous of me to come into your house and start throwing around your terms. My work sounds strange and dangerous to you all (and I'm not claiming you all are not correct to be worried, I do hear you), because I can see now you all work quite a bit differently than the methodology I've developed/stumbled upon.

I can get excited and shoot off at the mouth way too much for my own good. FWIW, I'm excited to be here and I have been really hoping there is some kind of peer group for me, with My work.

Someone asked yesterday about 3D, 3D+ - same thing. 3d+ I use interchangeably with 3D, I've heard it called that as 3D plus time, to differentiate from 4D. Some people get picky about their Ds. I think just 3D and AKL is better to avoid the obvious problems.

This might help frame things, for now:

Are any of you familiar with Frank DeMarco's work? I'm new to his books, but started first with the book "Awakening from the 3D world: How We enter the next life -- a Rita Book".
Frank worked with a group of researchers to transcribe and write several books, mainly talking to what they call TGU, The Guys Upstairs - his higher self, more or less. Rita was a friend and peer who passed away after several books they wrote together. In this book he is channeling Rita, or what was Rita but is now more than Rita, to help folks understand and wrap their mind around the AKL stuff, after life and higher dimensions.

If you know this work, the sessions in this book have a very good level of resonance with my work, FWIW. Its books like this that have been my anchor to sanity, to be honest. When I bump into nearly identical work, after the fact of what I've already written about in my sessions not before, then it calms my worries about some of the mental health issues some of you have mentioned.

In the mean time, I will go back to lurking on The Work threads, and being my mouthy opinionated self on the current events and other threads! Some studying, reading, and foundation laying are in order for me.

Peace & Love all!
-CME

 

[karo]

I wanted to edit my post, but time expired: I quoted you CME in this way, because in your later posts you seems like you do not see all the feedback everybody gave you, that you were asking for. Little contradictory it seems because you replied to everybody very convinced to what you are doing and proving to us that it is all good, even if on the beginning you sound more like you don't know what it is all about.

 

[Mike]

Apologies all, for the consternation I'm causing, but it does give me a warm heart to hear y'all worried for me and don't even know me! That is so sweet.

People change and change perspectives etc, but when I was in the Navy, and still even now, I never would have imagined a 'former tactical team chief' in the US Army involved in PSYOPS ever saying such a thing, especially if that was a senior enlisted position. Must have been quite the change...

I will go back to lurking on The Work threads, and being my mouthy opinionated self on the current events and other threads!

Well, when you get into and learn about 'The Work' information and threads here, then you might come to understand what the Work really means to us and why it might be best to observe yourself and not necessarily act on the propensity to being a "mouthy opinionated self."

 

[CME]

People change and change perspectives etc, but when I was in the Navy, and still even now, I never would have imagined a 'former tactical team chief' in the US Army involved in PSYOPS ever saying such a thing, especially if that was a senior enlisted position. Must have been quite the change...


Well, when you get into and learn about 'The Work' information and threads here, then you might come to understand what the Work really means to us and why it might be best to observe yourself and not necessarily act on the propensity to being a "mouthy opinionated self."

I'll be the first to admit I'm a "special" kind of unique, and not always in a good way.
Yes, E7 so Chief for you,
Navy... I thought something smelled fishy in here!

 

[Michael B-C]

I can get excited and shoot off at the mouth way too much for my own good. FWIW, I'm excited to be here and I have been really hoping there is some kind of peer group for me, with My work.

My last comment for you CME. First I appreciate your willingness to admit old unfortunate habits that you are aware of and try and keep in check. We all have them so good luck with holding those horses at bay! I would however mark your card about the above. I’ve been around this forum long enough to see the regular arrival of those with their own idea of how things are or should be here. They often start out mixing half-hearted modesty with a consistent insistence that the folk here need to see a new light - borne by them of course. The pattern I’m afraid is always the same. Questions get asked and ignored. Suggestions on a need to catch up on reading and learning are given but ignored (though with plenty of 'yes, of course, leave it me!' along the way). But what also doesn’t change is a constant insistence that they bring the truth and a desire for members here to start listening to their love and light (which invariably becomes more and more contaminated by word salad and self aggrandizing statements). Then when they realize they are not going to get what they secretly want - a pliant and worshiping following - they explode into rage and start throwing accusations and all kinds of paramoralistic statements. I’m not saying this is what will happen with you. But maybe tread very carefully with yourself. If you have any idea that people here will swing in with your 'Work' and a 'peer group' will join you in your 'Work' you are very much mistaken. When I read that someone told you that you were the next Edgar Cayce my concern was raised for you. This seed that was planted way back may well be coming into flower but not as you expect. Let me tell you, none of us are special. You are not special. I am not special. So beware Greeks baring gifts! These kinds of mind viruses will destroy whatever potential lurks in there beneath all the pretension. Until you clean your machine (the essence of The Work by the way - and a lifetime, if not several lifetimes – painful undertaking) you will not know yourself or who you really are. So good luck with your first attempts at diving in here – but take it slower. And do try top learn before you preach!

 

[CME]

Michael, FWIW - this is what they like to tell me constantly, every time I think I might be special in any sort of way. I assure you all I am not, and the last thing I want is a following. What I want is a little bit of feedback that I am possibly not completely bonkers. I've long since decided I can be bonkers and it doesn't matter, if the message is sound and worthwhile, I'm okay with being crazy.
I like my quiet life and one of the big reasons for CME is so I can have this stuff fire-walled off from my comfortably cozy life that I really do not want to disrupt. I know there are a lot of charlatans and BS'ers out there.

I do thank you all for the lessons - this IS why I jumped in, after all. Here to learn and share, not to preach.

 

[Oxajil]

I have been really hoping there is some kind of peer group for me, with My work.

Why the emphasis on my? I dunno CME, but I hope you also look into topics/threads about self-importance. It's something we all deal with, and I hope you consider the possibility that your work has been feeding your ego and self-importance.

This is the Cassiopaea forum which is based on Laura's work, covering many topics. Having said that, enjoy your reading on the forum, I hope you're also here to learn.

 

[Ophiuchus]

Michael, FWIW - this is what they like to tell me constantly, every time I think I might be special in any sort of way. I assure you all I am not, and the last thing I want is a following. What I want is a little bit of feedback that I am possibly not completely bonkers. I've long since decided I can be bonkers and it doesn't matter, if the message is sound and worthwhile, I'm okay with being crazy.
I like my quiet life and one of the big reasons for CME is so I can have this stuff fire-walled off from my comfortably cozy life that I really do not want to disrupt. I know there are a lot of charlatans and BS'ers out there.

I do thank you all for the lessons - this IS why I jumped in, after all. Here to learn and share, not to preach.

There's an awful lot of "I" in your posts CME... just saying.

 

[Laura]

Chasing the dragon is a term used to describe smoking heroin.

Lainey is correct. Absinthe is "the Green Fairy"!