I can see there are some good meta-questions that trend through many of your replies here - very correct and obvious concerns, pointers, and questions, so I'll try to lay out a few baseline things for how I work that will help answer a lot of the above comments.
I’m not sure if you all have a similar acronym, so I’ll keep using AKL for now. Akashic Level, all things not of 3D or 3D+time level. The other Ds, IOW.
- While I am new here and new-ish to The Work, I am by no means a naïve newbe in many facets. I won’t bore you all with my full CV, but I rate myself at PHD-level knowledge, if such a thing existed, in the Conspiracy and Esoteric realms. Of course, I have not read everything, and I’ve gravitated towards what I’m interested in, but I can hang with the best of them. I know full-well the realms I’m dipping my toe into, and I do not go off into battle without my armor and my weapons, so to speak. I was an excellent soldier, and I’m an advanced martial artist… As they like to tell me, all things that balance scale. This means what “works” in our 3D world can be extrapolated to work in AKL. As above, so below, IOW. I know Sun Tsu well and I do not go into battle without knowing my enemy. Not that I think of this as battle, but it’s a good metaphor, IMO.
- I am absolutely and without doubt a Light Worker, and I only work in the light. However, to get to this point I have had… enough dealings with the dark to understand what I’m dealing with, at least inasmuch to ensure my own protection. This goes for both AKL dark, possible alien interference (hollow moon, Saturn signal matrix- I’m not sure it’s a thing, but best to protect against it anyway), and 3D human based high technology- project blue beam and Monarch type stuff I mean. I literally have “light path” tattooed on my arm in Japanese Kanji, and I have a solid light-invoking process that I work within. On occasion I’ve tried working without my light invocation and strange things have occurred. Not scary, not dangerous at first, but strange enough to let me get a baseline of what dark feels/tastes/sounds like and to know how I can keep it in its place. Suffice to say, I’ve met my dark side peeps and we’ve come to an understanding. And by this I mean I invoke the universal law of Free Will and lay down the law for how I operate. They are welcome to come work with me if they choose, to, but I only work in the light. I find this a healthier place to work from, acknowledging the dark, over there across the street, and sometimes I’ll even meet them in the middle for a chat, but I NEVER let them come into my side unless they agree to my light. I am of course speaking here in metaphor, but that’s the best we can do sometimes. They are sneaky and, I suspect, often times try to tunnel in through my ego, so I’ve gotten quite good at nipping any/all non-light based manifestations, conversations, day dreams, and other AKL-level meanderings. This quote from the FOTCM PDF file is an excellent summary of how and why I do My Work as I do it, and where the idea of CME comes from.
Life is religion. Life experiences reflect how one interacts with God. Those who are asleep are those of little faith in terms of their interaction with the creation. Some people think that the world exists for them to overcome or ignore or shut out. For those individuals, the world will cease. They will become exactly what they give to life. They will become merely a dream in the ”past.” People who pay strict attention to objective reality right and left, become the reality of the ”Future.”
- Manifesting a healthy future for Humanity and the Earth is my core goal. I do not claim to be in contact with or part of what I/They/We call a “Soul Complex”, I think what y’all call QFG (I still have a lot of resources to get through) - but there is a remarkable amount of interconnection with this statement above and what I’m doing. I don’t mind woo-woo work, but I really prefer to stick with some level of reality that is workable and provable, even in AKL level work. The message matters, not what we call it or how we frame it (in 3D). This is a message they have told me over and over and over again.
- Some of the schizophrenic voice some of you are reading into is me/they still finding our solidified voice. I drift back and forth between who is “talking” so sometimes I’m in good flow, and other times “Me” steps in to comment. Usually where the swearing or childish jokes come in, that’s definitely “Me”.
- I’m still not quite sure how to label this thing I can do. As best I can tell, it seems to be a blend somewhere between channeling and claircognizance. I do not technically hear voices, as some do, but it’s easier to write that way sometimes. On occasion a full voice does come through, and once in a while it sounds like an old English grandmother, and I’ve taken to calling “her” Cassandra or Cass. However, even the other night I wasn’t “hearing” in that way. I sit down and write, I close off my conscious mind, more or less, get to a point known in Zen and martial arts as Mushin – no mind. And I just let it flow from there. Sometimes my ego grabs hold and takes us down rabbit holes. When it seems to be getting off the rails, I pause and pull us back into alignment.
- “They” don’t like names, at least 3D human language names/words. I’ve had long talks with them about names and use of language, and the summary of it is language sucks already for conveying meaning even one person to another speaking the same language and dialect, even. It’s a very, very poor vehicle for communication. When I’m talking to “them” I essentially have a foot in two worlds, so to speak. One here and one AKL – again, metaphor but it works. So “they” talk to me in AKL language and everything that comes through has to be filtered through Me, my ego, my biases, my thoughts feelings and emotions. This is why “they” couldn’t quite get a bible quote right, because I do not remember it. This of course presents a lot of problems with lost in translation, and it’s one of the major hurdles I’ve been working to overcome. Getting sold control over my own mind and ego and just letting the message flow, with as little commentary and modification as I can manage.
- They have told me who they are, but they do not like me to use names because a name then pigeonholes us into a 3D thought complex of what that name means. They are not shy, but their name is untranslatable into 3D language. It’s a pulsating, rotating, geometric-folding-morphing AKL structure that means, more or less “This soul complex”. 3D ego me wants a name, demands a name at times, yet they consistently push back when I ask for one. All names used herein are mostly of my own creation. When I ask “Can I call you Cass?” or whatever, they usually, more or less, say “fine, if you want to call us that, whatever, but we’re not that. We are that, but we are so much more so be careful using a limiting word to describe the limitless.”
So, not they are not dark entities hiding and refusing to answer. They always answer, but I fail to be able to accurately translate the answer.
I’ll go back through my notes for the first time Cassandra came to me. I’m not 100% sure how I came to that name, but it has a certain resonance to it and they did say it’s okay to use, so I ran with it.
I have a lot of session notes that fill in a lot of what I’ve said able, I’ll dig it out over the next few days if you all want to hear more.
The 2/25 session notes are raw and very much my own shorthand, so can sound disjointed and confusing to some. Hell, they are confusing to me some of the time and I write the darn things! I found them interesting and they were fresh in my mind from the night before, so I figured start with the end not the beginning… But I can see some context and background posts are in order.
I do appreciate greatly the warnings and pointers, and I will take them all to heart and double-down on my light invocations and light rules. I’ll dig out one of my first sessions; I think you’ll all appreciate what they told me when we started, about love, light, and how to discern dark from light. They did help me get started in the right direction.
