CASE STUDY
Barry is a 60 year old married man who presented with a preoccupation with death in conjunction with breathing constriction and tension in the throat and face. He reported having seen the movie
The Cider House Rules in which one scene included a physician sniffing ether to get high.
When I saw this scene I immediately became extremely uncomfortable. I wondered how the doctor could sniff that ether without being terrified of dying. All I could think about was the fear of dying. My whole body was shaken for several hours after seeing that scene.
During a brief history intake it was found that Barry had experienced a tonsillectomy when he was three years old. He hypothesized that the tonsillectomy was related to this experience but after numerous therapeutic attempts he was unable to access the memory or change the symptoms. My initial techniques were also unable to access these issues and emotions related to this experience. Then I dialed the flicker rate to different strobe rates until I found one in which his body reacted. Specific colors of visual stimulation were systematically brought forth until the combination of far red, blue and indigo provoked the precise response to his symptoms. At a delta brainwave state of 1.2 cycles per second, viewing these three combined colors, Barry reentered the exact state of consciousness in which the ether-tonsillectomy experience took place. After the initial awareness of the death fear, his experience progressed to a profound ecstatic state of joy within a couple of minutes. Barry reported a sense of being bathed in love. He called it a near-death experience.
As Barry attempted to explain his experience it became clear that he was fixated in fear from the trauma of the ether mask. When this trauma was reentered, it progressed into the realm of ether intoxication and ultimately to a freedom from his long-held fear. This ecstatic state was later repeatedly recaptured by using the same light combination of colors and flicker rate again.
In this case, several attributes of the therapeutic use of color illustrated how it was beneficial in a case that was previously therapy-resistant. When factors of depth perception and strobe rate color can become the ultimate means for retrieving implicate memory and buried emotion. This case also showed how specific colors could be used to resonate with the exact emotion and physical experiences to progress a previously fixated experience forward in time. Specifically far red activated the death fixation while blue and indigo activated the physical experience of the ether mask on his face. Barry was fixated in a primitive parasympathetic phase when color catapulted through all of Porges phases into the transcendent phase.
S. R. Vazquez, Ph.D.,
Color: Its Therapeutic Power for Rapid Healing