I understand you fine Adamos (I think? Lol!), you're doing good (more than can be said of myself, coz I only speak one language, and you at least 2!)Thank You for reply. Yes, You are right - I used not proper designations cause language barier (I'm still learning English language and I supose it is not comfortably for forum's members and guests to read what I wrote...).
Let me to try to explain.
When I say "physical aspect of gravity" and "deform" I'm meaning curvature/tortion of infinitely many-dimensional space which affects every density level.
I want to figure out what is root cause of this curvature/tortion, so there is a working hypothesis: consciousness affect space in this way: the less level of consciousness the being has, the more distorted a bit of surrounded the being space is. (Like I wrote in previous post) it's connected somehow with assumption, that the less conscious the being are - the less number of dimensions of space the being is aware of. In other words: infinitely many-dimensional space surrounded a being (being having certain level of consciousness) is distorted in manner to "show" to the being only that many dimmensions of space how many the being can be aware of (can "see" it).
It is root cause of curvature/torsion of space I suppose.
Why cosciousness of the being simply don't "cut and throw away" this other part of space which the being "can't see" (be aware of) rather than distorts the space?
I think - that is because infinite dimensional space (as a "medium", "Aether") is consistent (my thought: two "pieces of space" can not be separated by "no-space"). What is more: that's why this kind of distortion of space caused by 1D being affects (in some manner) the space for all higher densities beings too (beings of higher densities can be aware of this distortion) and vice versa ( -> gravity affects all densities). But we must remember (according hypotesis above): distortion of space caused by - for example - 4D being is much, much lesser than distortion of space caused by 1D being because of its consciousness thus it's very, very, very difficult "to see" this 4D being's distortion (changes in space, in gravitional field for example) nearby plethora 1D beings (mass, matter). That's why 4D beings can't immediatly ingerate in "1D world" because they haven't 1D body like we have, their body is "subtle").
Explanation (simplification): 4th space dimmension in Kaluza-Klein theory "looks" like extreme small circle- diameter c.a. 1.6 x 10EXP(-35)m - the smallest circle that can be (it's unlike than infinite "straight line" in Euclidean space).
Lets imagine that for neutron (as example of 1D being) every dimension of infinitely many-dimensional space looks like this tiny, tiny circle (acording the hypothesis above). This squiggly/swirly small piece of space is neutron "body" - we could say. So what/where is its consciousness ? There are "unstable gravity waves" - I think - which propagate on these circle-shaped trajectories...
You have given me much to think about. Bear with me, as this is rather difficult to explain even in my native English tongue. I may jump about a bit and repeat myself:
Session 5 October 1994
A: Review. If the concept was the eating of the fruit of the tree of knowledge provides all knowledge, then one is being deceived, because no one particular source can provide all knowledge. Therefore, when one believes in the deception, one has now trapped oneself within parameters. And, forevermore, the human race, will be poisoned by the very same problem which is reflected in several different ways: one is always seeking the truth through one pathway instead of seeking it through a myriad of pathways; and also believing in simplistic answers to very complex issues and questions.
And always... "Love is Light is Knowledge". Ok. But how does this translate into the nuts and bolts of it all at 3D? I struggle...
The Cs talk about consciousness is of different realities of consciousness merging at a single point to create "like a thermonuclear blast". I envisage this process like the degeneration of a torus field morphing into a sphere - and back out again. Combine the torus/sphere morph-merger overlaid with polarizing forces of a magnetic field, the north/south polarization of STS and STO orientation respectively - continually spiraling outward and back round, under or over, before channeled back up through the conscious core center, and out again. This is the basic structure of the conscious template. Each cyclical turn is that point of converging myriad realities re-merging like the torus/sphere as with both of STS/STO all-convergence 'flash point', an end of experience-cycles whereby the respective STS/STO polarized multiple realities simultaneously snap together creating a sort of mini-Big Bang of individuate consciousness expansion - AND contraction back into STS! This is key to understanding something I don't think is adequately understood, and that is: the ongoing process of creating Cosmic Energy to fuel Consciousness expansion.
But first: Of the "myriad of realities" is the "myriad of pathways" required for greater experience for greater knowledge necessary for attaining greater awareness - to better align effectively enough for graduation to a higher density.
However, there must surely only be one TRUE "reality" out of any "myriad of realities" when defining STO orientation, because STO must oblige Ultimate Truth, and ultimate truth can only be singular and ABSOLUTE. Therefore there can only be one true STO "Reality" to come off of it as a result - and in doing so enable the formulation of a new torus-field conscious awareness-expansion cycle, because only STO can expand and create anew, ie continual creation obliging STO principle.
All other 'realities' are manifested for the purpose of experience for multiple lessons - all to ascertain the one true STO reality upon re-merger convergence.
But what of the STS-ensnared realities of the many wishfully-thought faux 'truths'? What happens to them? Are they simply discarded like you suggest? I don't think so. I think they spiral back down into the pool of STS at the STS-oriented 'collection' poles, because the myriad of STS realities are equally important and, ultimately, serve a purpose in furthering creation expansion.
The re-converging STS realities don't "explode" into the (presumably) higher vibratory state as described such "like a thermonuclear blast" - but instead, being of the STS constrictive principle, do so "implodes", inverted as restriction, back into respective STS realities.
Why do I think this must be so? Because, although the Cs always talk about "Balance", there must be more to the meaning of existence in relation to having Balance than can merely be projected as simply a level playing field held in an STS/STO equal equilibrium such as that at 4D - because, as a level of its own, the perfect balancing-act of 4D STS/STO "level playing field" would be an impasse, and an impasse makes for lack of development. That must be why there are severe imbalances between STS vs STO of other density levels.
I've often thought: Why can't everything sit at the 4D level playing field of equal STS vs STO polarity? Its straight up and fair! Why must there be a continuous learning development at all? It produces unjust pain and suffering. Can't Existence just chill out and be always balanced, fair, forever?? STS do its STS things and STO does whatever STO does and "learning lessons" through interaction of their own without infringement? Surely its not down to boredom??
I concluded: No, because level 'Balancing' of fairness is stability, and stability is dead-pan, like a flat lake without any waves thrashing about to create forces of stress/tension through "unevenness". Two even forces in equilibrium is stabilization. Stability is nice but lackluster. Sufficient enough force cannot result from stability of equilibrium and therefor energy cannot be sufficiently produced. The unstable turbulence of the imbalances of forces at play CAN produce Energy. Lots of it! Without energy the cyclical expansion of creative consciousness cannot continually expand Ad infinitum thus ensuring the STO "creative principle" truly abides.
Energy therefor MUST come from the stresses and tensions of destabilized polarized forces imploding/exploding as the STS/STO principles interact through constant convergence/re-convergence cosmic energy feed-back loop - the resultant cosmic kinetic friction via Cosmic fusion-and-separation. That is, the fusion and separation of STS/STO interplay up and down through the densities, much like a seesaw motion working a piston, or pressure valve, is dependent upon the STS contraction principle as the implosion force required for increased constriction-intensity for the build up of a high-pressure valve, further squeezing air into a smaller space, building up increase of pressure, compressed, into physicality, before released as massive amounts of energy back out, dispersed, into the ethereal.
No Energy = No expanding Consciousness powered ad infinitum. Cosmic friction resultant of STS/STO interplay produced by way of two interactive opposing forces of polarity, IS the fusion-and-separation absolutely fundamental for producing "Energy".
To be without this, is to be without Energy.
So, as STO dispersal "explodes" outward as the expansive creative force, simultaneously the opposing forces of STS does so contractually "implodes" inward, super-sucked back down the tightening recoiled funnel to be super-absorbed back into deep dark recessive wells of STS re-converged, pooled as compacted condense mass/matter that makes 1D physicality. But contraction and compaction must stop right there at the very edge of descending into total oblivion. Any further compaction, and STS contractually sucks itself into "non-existence" - save for its faintest trace of STO-reflection (as represented being the white spot within the black half of the Yin Yang symbol (FOTCM logo)). This little spec of STO-reflection, buried deep in extreme STS, literally holds back the bulk of STS-contraction from the brink of hyper-contraction descending completely into Nothingness.
Its at this very edge, the very threshold of existence/non-existence, this determination point poised in a sort of hyper-tension 'stasis' if you will, that contorts space around physical mass. That contortion also makes for a quantum inversion-connection with STS thought-centers at 6D thus completing unified consciousness. OSIT.
Its important to remember: STS is a significant "force" - and "a force" is significantly "A Something" within Creation - even if its principle represents "anti-Creation".
Anyway, so to sum up: The ultimate friction resultant of STS vs STO fusion-and-separation creates the ultimate of energies needed to fuel further expansion of Universal Consciousness - the whole ongoing process is metaphysically expressed as the never-ending cycle of "learning lessons" manifested via the "grand illusion of limitation". That is, the learning of lessons is the conscious-expression of creating limitless energy via the conscious-expression forces of limitation, for the sole purpose of Conscious awareness-expansion. And that being, the production IS the vigorous cyclical interplay of STS/STO density progression AND regression.
I hope I made some sense, and didn't come across as saying the same thing 4 different ways, I wanted to make sure my point got across and was understood best as possible. I will try to clarify further if I needs be... But this subject is way above my pay grade really... Its more Ark level stuff.