Thank you for this session. It's really helpful. I used to work closely with someone with these characteristics some years ago. When I was reading the Wave, there was a part that discussed souls from perpendicular realities, which made me think this person might belong to some alternate 'soul' group... because he just didn't seem human. And although he had manipulative and dominating characteristics, he didn't strike me as a psychopath either - not that I should trust myself to be able to tell or not. He seemed smart enough to know and 'fit' within certain boundaries for survival. I think I remember Lobaczewski saying that psychopaths have 'dysfunctional instincts', which didn't seem to be the case with this person.
This individual was simply like no one I had ever met, and I'd get the strangest vibe from him. He was really intelligent and good in certain areas (although his assuredness in himself made him appear smarter than he was), and at times he seemed to have psychic ability, which if he was so connected to an aspect of nature, would make sense. For example, he would pick up on a thought I was having, immediately after it came to mind. I don't recall what the thoughts were, and in retrospect, perhaps it was me who was mechanically thinking his thoughts!
It's funny because at a point when I was having a lot of difficulty with him, I remember finding a speech by an anthropologist who was discussing women's cycles, and how the dominant woman in a group would bring the other women into her cycle. This helped me noticed how strongly my emotions could change in his presence, way more than any others, and that allowing myself to be dominated would bring me into congruence with his state. The state I noticed was one that's disconnected, hidden and closed off to others. There was also a sense of bitterness, dull disgust, and even hatred. But if this person didn't have an emotional center, maybe it was some chemical mix in me from being influenced by him. I don't know. I had to constantly remind myself that I couldn't trust him, no matter how good he appeared to be at certain things. Trusting him could amount to getting burned, and I needed to allow myself to feel anger over certain situations to disconnect from his nature.
Thanks again for the session. Very much appreciated!