Thank you somuch for investing energy into a new session, i hoped for one, but between the backbreaking chrystal work..
i concurrr with rrraven:
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I am looking so much forward to world wide ''in unison'' singing and maybe even dancing and EE
and I don't care about the time slot ...anytime the chateau finds doable is good for me I will make the time...even if it is in the middle of the night
hopefully we don't ''break''skype
in my minds eye I can see this world map with little lights popping up as members log into skype :D :D
DCM bless you :D all
The crystal helps me to fend off exaggerated negative thoughts, and to have more patience, also by having something to focus my intend with.
From this tread i also get pointed out that positive dreaming can be STS. I needed to know that, thanks.
My child is evaluated as being severely dyslexic, and i am too, didn't realize that before. For me it is problematic with numbers, names, songtexts, even faces. So i compensate with remembering impressions of people, playing back conversations, picturing information and looking with a "magnifying glass" at details later, indirect ways, as i can't trust to remember automatically..
It gets worse over time, and i fight this degeneration as hard as i can.
The weekend before, i took ISOTM with me, reread the epic dissociation chapter, "war is sleeping people killing eachother", took it as theme for the week, and got angry with myself, finding that i dissociate sometimes for days
. When remembering what happened, f.i. yesterday, the times i was dreaming have a different flavour, or are grey-ish, osit, The ones that will fade.
Still struggling with accepting the song, lost Laura's version, same as accepting the EE, lost the recording, somehow sabotaging myself. Just breaking the obvious counter-programming doesn't work, thinking about how to proceed here. Maybe, as this is so important, there is a lot to gain. I surely want to be at the wedding/crystal-matrix-event, that's all that matters!