Session 18 May 2019

[BlackCartouche]

5. it might have also crossed my mind that if I kick the bucket, I don't want to be remembered as the old creepy dude with the super mega stash of porn (that I didn't even get to see most of!)

Well, I hope you don't live in New Mexico, or you might find your collection re-appearing in your living room after you thought you chucked 'em out!

Back to the ideas on timelines.
So we have the idea of merging timelines, timelines "jumping forward". The idea of timeline diverging because a different decision causes diverging causal chains, timelines merging would imply previously divergent timeline merge because at some point (at the point of merging) their causal chains are the same (or just congruent?) going "forward".

I find this very interesting in relation to STO Candidacy. If there are multi-timelines of other 'selves' experiencing 3D reality, then it would stand to reason any of our other 'selves' also "learning lessons" in the other respective timelines whose 'selves' are eligible for STO Candidacy, would HAVE to merge with each and any other STO Candidate 'selves', respectively, because STO orientation is to be aligned with Truth - and because Truth is objective and therefore singular, then there can only ever be "One Truth" as an objective singularly aligned entity of the Self all pointing in the same direction, straight and true, before thustly qualifying for STO. Those other timeline 'selves' that don't merge stay split as being too much STS-driven... Continued on in the cycle as fractured and fragmented 'selves' not yet learned to find 'their' way out of the multitude of illusory realities and falsehoods that adhere to STS subjectivity.

I would conclude natural timeline mergers (at an individual level, or group of individuals sharing the same wavelength together in unison) are likely the effect of strengthening STO Candidacy.

 

[JeanneT]

I read this session days ago and have continued to reread because I had such a profound reaction to ALL of it. It started with the greeting: "Good evening children! Joyeaeia of Casseopaea here with you in love of the infinite creation". I am a person who is generally pretty guarded with my emotions and do not come to tears very easily. For some reason, the greeting this time stirred an emotional reaction and I felt some pretty intense goose bumps . In addition, I felt a deep longing that seemed to be for a tribe or group well known to me but unknown on a conscious level. The session continued to bring tears as each teaching or comment seemed to be speaking to parts of me that have been under cover for awhile.

Years ago, I took a Jungian class while in college at Naropa. It was a great place to get an education for someone like me. Everything was a process instead of filling the head with facts and spitting it back out again. I remember being asked to identify one or two of my favorite childhood stories and then examining them carefully to see what archetypes or strong themes may be present or influencing our adult lives. The theory of course was...one's identification with certain material found in first stories could unlock clues to what we are working on throughout life. We then had to write a paper.

Upon reflection, the stories that stayed with me were not necessarily my favorites but do still penetrate at a deep level. One, especially, has been in my thoughts since reading what the C's had to say this time. It was a story about squirrels who were gathering nuts to hold them for winter. There was one little guy who was just having fun and ignoring the warnings of others. He knew better but delayed so long that he ended up with no food for the long winter months. This story, for me, (whether I remember it accurately or not) has the flavor of a childhood version of the parable of the 10 virgins and has long been planted in my subconscious. Many days, I feel like the squirrel who failed to remain vigilant, even when he knew better and therefore blew his chances of survival...unless of course, his friends offered to share their nuts. Furthermore, even if he was rescued from starvation, his choice to dissociate caused potential danger to others of his group.

I am so thankful for this session as it spoke to me and very strongly...and just at a time when I was feeling down and lacking in purpose. Osteo-arthritis, isolation during a long winter, family drama and the world situation in general, had thrown me into more of a depression than I had even realized. The moment I read the transcript I felt like things were cleared energetically and I feel on track again.

 

[Carl]

I recently watched the Avengers: Endgame movie and have been in discussions and self-reflections about timelines.
After reading this session about Ark's duplicate cap and merging timeline, I find myself thinking that there is a lot of literature (books, movies) about parallel timelines (e.g. Sliding Doors) and diverging timelines (you make a different decision, a different timeline diverges from that difference in decision).
But I can't remember reading about separate timelines merging. It would be great fodder for sci-fi writing. I have it listed in one of my "topics to write about when I find the time to do some serious (fiction) writing".

Anyway, the conventional idea of diverging timelines is; make one decision, you're on this timeline; if you had made a different decision you are on another timeline. Both timeline exist and have the same past (causal chain) up until that one decision where 2 different choices are made and therefore result in different causal chains (i.e. timelines)

So the "merging timelines" idea would be:
timeline 1 (2001): eating healthy, exercising, working with a "clean machine" and learning faster
timeline 2 (2001): not eating healthy, not exercising, learning stuff that's wrong

timeline 2 (2019): (finally) eating healthy, exercising, working with a "clean machine" and learning the right things

timeline 1 merges with timeline 2; timeline 1 "jumps forward". "Jumps forward" could mean bringing everything you in timeline 1 learned from 2001 to 2019 (18 years of knowledge) to timeline 2 (where your awareness is currently at.

That's one interpretation. I have to go out for a bit and will expound on other ideas in a few hours.
(Btw, anyone is welcome to get the ideas I post here and write some good fiction; or work out scientific theories or whatnot; I need no credit or acknowledgement. Just happy to flesh out ideas and read good fiction.)

Thanks for this cause I just could not wrap my head around what y'all meant when talking about "forward" or "back" in terms of parrallel timelines but this makes a bit of sense.

It also provides a kind of mechanism for how one can heal the "past" by healing the present. And talk about opening yourself up to "infinite possibilities"!

 

[Ruth]

In fact I can imagine that not just Hitler aligned himself with that dark forces but the majority of Germans, entering in the play like a game but a satanic game, selling their soul and the price they paid was horrendous, if you look at the sufferance of the Germany during the war. So it is very important to know the past and to be aware of the dark forces that can take a leader and a group of people and a country and a continent and the earth!. Knowledge protects.

So THAT's why the USA is having such a hard time? A lot of Americans seem to have 'sold themselves to the devil', or to the highest bidder, literally having no idea the trouble that follows.

I've been looking into the concept of evil lately. The most interesting thing about it is how it cloaks itself in virtue. Many times it doesn't completely get away with it. The one thing that people have in their favor is their 'gut feeling' or intuition about it. That perhaps something they are being 'forced' to do, or 'persuaded' to do, isn't really right for them, good, or noble at all. It definitely seems to be one path to destruction for a society.

Here's one symptom of the corruption/destruction and downfall of society. In the USA is so often has to do with money and poverty, but also drugs and crime play a big part.

And when it comes to international affairs, I have to start thinking that maybe Ayatollah Khamenei was way before his time when he started using that strong negative metaphor when describing America. These are really troubling times for everyone living there.

 

[will01]

What a great session, thanks for sharing.
Seems like it had a big impact on everyone and I am no different. Still going back over it to absorb it all.

 

[ScioAgapeOmnis]

This topic reminds me of the saying "God helps those who help themselves". If we go with the notion that you are/go where you fit, then Gandhi's "be the change you wish to see in the world" takes on a whole new significance. It's not just leading by example, but now you got timelines and frequencies and a very real possibility of entering a timeline where your FRV fits best, at points of convergence or divergence. Especially in the cosmic environment where such things may be happening more and more.

We often think of our lessons and FRV as being important to land in 4D STO when the wave comes (which may already be in progress now anyway), but possibly overlook that a bunch of smaller and similar quantum jumps happen all the time before the final destination. In fact, I would imagine that the final jump shouldn't feel like a shocking giant leap into a crazy new reality - if you were doing the right thing along the way, it should feel like a natural progression and probably make sense at the time it happens. Kinda like what they said about doing EE in terms of easing the "hyperkinetic senate" at the final transition, you should be quantum leaping in smaller steps and align with other versions of yourself when your FRV is resonant with it and the timeline in question. The resonance bit is probably super important.

In fact I think I read somewhere that this is similar to how UFO's travel huge distances quickly - they create an energy pattern around themselves that matches their destination, and reality reacts by merging them into the destination where this energy pattern exists naturally, in essence transporting the UFO where it "fits".

So here's hoping we all have the drive, resolve, and commitment needed to change ourselves using every means available, and by so doing, resonate with a reality where we fit, one that is not so chaotic, entropic, ignorant, and STS.

 

[Rhythmik]

Truly amazing session thank you, and thank you all for being such a solid network of support and sharing. As many have said this session was profound for me also. I've gone through some grand changes and realizations this year. After tricking myself (or being tricked) for so long, things have become much more real. I notice and see the signs when I'm aware (and don't ignore them). Those STS traps are real killers, fraught with temptations and negative thoughts, and I understand not being able to go back to normalcy. I feel like I've been given so many chances and more recently I've felt this overall sense of gratitude. Even just with interacting with my family members, things that would have previously irritated me and made me angry I simply let slide and even appreciate a little because I know I will miss even those things when they are gone, and I try not to take my situation for granted as so many others have it much worse.

I don't know too much about my ancestors but this session made me think of my grandmother who died when I was 5. I had moved overseas then but she would have been a huge part of and influence to my life during those years that I cannot remember. One of my earliest memories was the trip overseas I took with my father to scatter her ashes. Recently I was visiting family and I came across a book of poetry she had written, I did feel something interesting when I began to read the words. Funnily, today I spoke to my father (who's quite 'normal') and it was the first time I casually mentioned that the earth is cooling and we might soon be facing some civil unrest and possible chaos. He kinda laughed it off and joked "have you been talking to my mother and brother?" (also deceased). It seems that he heard a lot about "the end of the world" when he was younger lol. None of my family really believe what is going to happen, but they know that if it goes down I'll be (somewhat) prepared.

I thought it was a good idea to fast one day a week.

I was thinking this exact same thing recently. Thank for you clarifying it.

My diet has been lacking lately and it actually contributed to me missing a great job opportunity. Lesson learned, it was a tough one but after something like that there's no chance I'll be slipping.

dissension

What is meant by this vice? Is it simply arguing in a disrespectful, aggressive or disingenuous way? I find it tricky to balance expressing my thoughts publicly and debating without being worried I'm interfering with free will. I assume that the intent matters, ie debating for the goal of finding truth, as opposed to the goal of convincing someone or 'winning'. But sometimes sticking up for truth can be contentious.

There were so many other events around the ND fire about other Christian churches with fires or attacks. There was a lot of suggestion that Muslims were doing it.

There was also the fire at the Al-Aqsa mosque on the same day as Notre Dame. Both faith 'enemies' targeted simultaneously?

I was actually in STS Ground Zero around the time that fire happened, I was visiting family in the Galilee region and I really wanted to visit the Church of the Multiplication (which I knew had also been attacked by local arsonists a few yrs back). I was in town for a while and the weather had varied from cold-average but the day I went to see the Church it was the warmest, clearest and most beautiful day of the entire trip.

I blame the Hedgehog !!!!!!

I'm not sure what this is in relation to but I was just downstairs walking past some of my stored belongings and I noticed a Sonic the Hedgehog figurine that a friend of mine had given me. I hung it on my wall 15 mins before I read this comment

 

[Aeneas]

Thank you for an inspiring, positive and mind-blowing session with many practical pointers of the way forward. Also a thank you to all who have shared, written lists, given positive suggestions, Qidong etc. Very inspiring!

In case it hasn't been mentioned as I am only up to page 10 in this thread, then perhaps these items can be added as optional extras: Reiki sharing/receiving, neurOptimal sessions and talking/singing to water.

Regarding water, then when looking at the structure of the DNA, then the 3' end, has an H+ and and OH-, sticking out. They are the components of water, so if the water is charged or more highly ordered, then when water enters the body, it is perhaps part of the mechanism that will play a role in unclogging the protein receivers and thus help in the receivership capabilities of the person.

 

[JeanneT]

This topic reminds me of the saying "God helps those who help themselves". If we go with the notion that you are/go where you fit, then Gandhi's "be the change you wish to see in the world" takes on a whole new significance. It's not just leading by example, but now you got timelines and frequencies and a very real possibility of entering a timeline where your FRV fits best, at points of convergence or divergence. Especially in the cosmic environment where such things may be happening more and more.

We often think of our lessons and FRV as being important to land in 4D STO when the wave comes (which may already be in progress now anyway), but possibly overlook that a bunch of smaller and similar quantum jumps happen all the time before the final destination. In fact, I would imagine that the final jump shouldn't feel like a shocking giant leap into a crazy new reality - if you were doing the right thing along the way, it should feel like a natural progression and probably make sense at the time it happens. Kinda like what they said about doing EE in terms of easing the "hyperkinetic senate" at the final transition, you should be quantum leaping in smaller steps and align with other versions of yourself when your FRV is resonant with it and the timeline in question. The resonance bit is probably super important.

In fact I think I read somewhere that this is similar to how UFO's travel huge distances quickly - they create an energy pattern around themselves that matches their destination, and reality reacts by merging them into the destination where this energy pattern exists naturally, in essence transporting the UFO where it "fits".

So here's hoping we all have the drive, resolve, and commitment needed to change ourselves using every means available, and by so doing, resonate with a reality where we fit, one that is not so chaotic, entropic, ignorant, and STS.

I agree, FRV is the key and being aware that thoughts, feelings, spoken word and resulting actions all carry a vibrational resonance with which we continually align ourselves and find an energetic fit. I do try to catch myself when I slip into the lower vibration and replace it consciously. However, often the ego likes to be the boss and I have to be vigilant with even my thoughts.

I have been trying out an active meditation inspired by the May 18th session. I begin by tuning into all the cells of my body and thanking them for doing their perfect work. They are pure intelligence in their own right and I acknowledge that. I see all the cells as pure Christ light and then also see the protein antenna in their perfection aligning with my soul. This activity has been quite beautiful and I feel like I am part of a team...my mind, body and soul respectively working together to come into alignment. This is not forced, but very gentle and filled with gratitude for all of creation.

 

[Miracle]

Thank you for a fascinating session! The manifestation of a new cap reminds me of a scene from the movie 'Prestige' involving Tesla technology and the multiplication of hats.

As a routine, I think. That's where you confine your intake of nutrients to a window. For us, (me and Ark), it is between 9:30 a.m. and around 4 p.m. (16:00) We may occasionally have a bite or two of something after 4 in the afternoon, but usually, no. So, that is a 6.5 hour window in which we eat our two meals of the day, then 17.5 hours without eating. It's easy to do and we never feel hungry.

I have a similar eating routine as my work schedule rather conveniently confines my available meal times to 9am to 3pm on most days. For those who have yet to take intermittent fasting a serious try I highly recommend it. I've never felt better than when I'm 'on point' with this routine and immediately feel worse when I cheat!

The repair guy returned it and I asked if he had put on a replacement blade shield. He looked at me strangely and assured me he had not, as it was not damaged. So, there is my mower. blade shield not missing a piece of steel and here am I with a piece of steel that broke off the blade shield.

Now that's super weird Gordon! I'd these kinds of things, appearing and disappearing items, happens a LOT more than people think, and to that extent they're not really that unusual. Perhaps timelines, big and small, are also shifting and merging a lot more than we suspect.

It does make one wonder how often these things happen! I had an experience about a month ago where I was coming back to my house from a long walk and a short distance away I heard and saw my roommates cat chase a squirrel behind a huge oak tree at the top of a hill. I stopped dead in my tracks knowing that I left kitty inside when I went for my walk. So I kept my eye on the tree the entire time it took me to get up to my porch and sit down. Then I smoked a cig and just stared at the tree. No noise one would expect during a high-speed feline chase; no movement at all. I stared at the oak tree for probably 10min feeling just completely bamboozled as to what I (think) I saw. I walked inside and found kitty right where I left him. Pretty weird. Then again it would have been even weirder if we had 2 of the same cat!

 

[lilies]

And when it comes to international affairs, I have to start thinking that maybe Ayatollah Khamenei was way before his time when he started using that strong negative metaphor when describing America. These are really troubling times for everyone living there.

What if parts of America will really descend into Hell? Their Hollywood Prophets even saw this possibility and created all kinds of movies, in which some good people - The Saved - being literally lifted to heaven by beams of light and the majority, the rest, had to deal with the landscape quickly becoming literal Hell: great cracks appearing in the street, on the green lawn, red glow emanating from them, lava began spewing forth and hordes of demons emerged screaming and wailing, swooping up and down in the air and started possessing people. The entire region swiftly turned into a picture of heavily overcast, black skies and red glow of lava + patches of "Hellfire" everywhere. Screams, howling, monstrous growls becoming the background orchestra. This Is the End (2013)

 

[MirAd]

I reread sesssion thrice. It was mind-bending, especially two caps part, which is material proof of merging timelines. Works well for skeptic in me, still influenced to a certain level with materialistic thinking patterns.

 

[Mandatory Intellectomy]

I find it tricky to balance expressing my thoughts publicly and debating without being worried I'm interfering with free will. I assume that the intent matters, ie debating for the goal of finding truth, as opposed to the goal of convincing someone or 'winning'. But sometimes sticking up for truth can be contentious.

I think you got it right with the intent. Expressing thoughts or opinions doesn't interfere with anyone's free will. Telling them they have to believe you might. You can even be persistent about what you think or believe. You just shouldn't be persistent about what others should think or believe. And obviously don't try to upset them on purpose. That's what I think dissension would be about.

 

[lilies]

Recent Ancestor dream:
My admired and greatly missed grandmother, who lived a life for others, carried the power in the family bloodline. The power to vocalize, I think, - translate into funny words - the daily FRV-state of pets and people. So the dogs were always given their new nickname, which changed every day. The customary, normal name of the dog was only there for discipline & call back. Just like Fulcanelli talking to the birds using the Language of Birds.
Having inherited this power from her, the dog of the house has a different name each day, probably depending on its vibrational-emotional state. The pets, upon hearing their new names, seem always become animated.

The reader could ask:
- So you can relate to dogs, make an emotional connection to animals. How about connecting to people?
Me (deflated):
- Umm... err... uh.. Yeah. Not so much..

Grandmother, while caring for all of the children of the expanded family on various vacations, mesmerized us with her amazing stories - made up on the go - about three heroes, named in the true fashion of Fulcanelli's jargon or bird-language. She was a true Bard, an Irish Seanchaí (master of stories). She had the power to creatively create in her tales and sewing and cooking. My greatest life regret is that I feel I was not caring more for her, especially in her later years, until her departure 12 years ago. I have the room protection crystals constantly touching her picture, of course, but I estimate with a well founded suspicion, that I'll get a thorough beating from her, once we meet in 5thD.

In the recent dream last week, I was asking her about * inheritance *, a made-up dream-subject I probably have seen in a couple of movies, but it perfectly served its purpose:

I was emotionally hurt. Indignant in my ignorance I approached her and asked:
- Grandma! Why have you left me out of your will? You don't mention me in your will, but everybody else. You left nothing for me.. I don't understand! I was good to you, I cared about you.. Why?

By the time this conversation reached its peak, she was so angry about my stupid ignorance that in the end she screamed like an eagle into my face:

- You cared about me? What about in your early adulthood, my dear? You call that caring, for me, the elderly??! Really??!

The power in her screaming voice hit me like being slapped by a giant's hand.. I was stunned and had to think back.. found myself in the past and realized that I was a truly ignorant savage then, a stupid and immature fool, who could hurt people with unmeasured words and inaction. I never learned how to deeply care for people when it really mattered.

It dawned on me that I didn't deserve being included in her will at all, because I was an ignoramus nobody then. At that time I didn't really care about her or anybody. I had fundamental troubles with recognizing deeper emotional connections to anybody really - to feel the pain of people. The fact that my parents were antithetical in this respect, unable to teach us the meaning of compassion being bad examples themselves, didn't help.

So I saw it clearly. There was no other way, but to admit it. In a much lower voice, barely audible, I had to tell her the truth:
- Oh.. I see now. I was an ignorant nobody, an emotional brute. Incapable of deep caring or feelings.. I totally deserve being left out of your will..

This scene was reverberating in me still, when I read the vices section of this session. In the same beaten voice, I have to admit now:

- I'm dissociating too much. I feed negative thought loops. My diet isn't ketogenic. I'm fighting with licentiousness. I cradle enmity. I give in to strife and anger as a result of my current life situation, well deserved: The gnashing of teeth.

True, there are a number positive changes, increasing in number as the months go by.

But I had to realize that I identified too much with the Predator lately as hatred feels so sweet, when spoken out in a monologue. However, I saw that there is only Darkness, a permanent future abode in the Valley of the Shadow of Death, where all this evil in my heart leads. So I had to unglue myself from this dark mud and stand up with a decision.

The positive route is, where I AIM to go. I'm not giving in to the Lizards so that they could claim in the future in the End Times: We won!!

I won't give them the satisfaction of dragging me down to hell.

I want to go with the Light.

 

[lilies]

I have been trying out an active meditation inspired by the May 18th session. I begin by tuning into all the cells of my body and thanking them for doing their perfect work.

Thank you for mentioning this method! I was using it in recent weeks with the intent to stir and activate stem cells all over my body, with the help of visualizing a beam of heavenly light flooding the cells and in the last couple meditations to consciously will my telomeres to grow back and become longer.