You are right Maat. I am ashamed to say it here but I sincerely have no financial means to prepare for this although I am working hard to find a solution! In the meantime the work is focused on my body and mind. I hope that a solution will come
I sincerely think that for this kind of living, money will not be very helpful, but knowledge....
And no need to be ashamed. And to be fair, if you asked me the same question just one or two years ago, I was like 'no ! I prefer to die !"
Just like living this "temporary" totalitarian world today, I'm grateful to my grand-father to have somehow ruins my childhood with his stories, but with that I was prepared, sensibilizated, and not so chocked today. Hope I'm clear, I have a hard time to say it in english...