Puck said:
Wow, interesting session. Now I'm super curious as to what genetic 'glitches' I may have... since I'm allergic to pretty much everything and am losing my ability to tolerate nicotine I haveta wonder.
I'm also on the joyous side, given what happens here everyday.
This is kinda increasing my anxiety about 'staying the course' with my job and master's program. It just seems like a waste of time, it feels so fake. /shrug
Indeed, I don't really consider the long term prospects of my university course and job these days, they are just ways of keeping a roof over my head until, as the C's say, things get REALLY interesting. I think that if we can read the signs accurately, then there will come a point where it is clearly time for us to abandon these relics of the 'old life' and adapt ourselves to what is coming. How and when this will happen, though, is a total mystery.
One thing I do not enjoy is listening to people talk about their plans for the future, when the universe clearly has other plans. It makes me feel sad, they have no idea what is coming..
un chien anadolu said:
Thank you Laura and the crew for another interesting session.
It seems to me that each time C's recommendation for us to keep calm and somehow enjoy the show (by not forgetting the big picture) is getting more frequent, which is normal since everything is getting much worse day by day.
That's why i think they may have expressed the words like joy, enjoy several times in this session.
I agree, this is going to be very important IMO, to learn to face what lies ahead without identification and to keep the grand scheme in mind. My only wish right now is that, when the 'time' comes, I will be at a level of development to really see myself from the C's perspective, and to experience it with joy and act as an instrument for helping others.
Their remarks about the peaceful future after deterioration truly did fill me up with joy, but it is not yet guaranteed that we will make it, which gives me anxiety. I guess this anxiety should be transformed into a motive force for ever-increasing self work.