Session 22 July 2012

[nicklebleu]

Ya'll keep in mind that "soon" for the Cs in this particular context can mean the next 12 to 18 months!!!!

I have a feeling that major changes will start any week now. If you know something about Terrence Mckenna time wave zero, just to remind you - if the Wave is due to arrive two years later, just look at the chart:
_http://www.fractal-timewave.com/timewave_calculator.php#content
So we should have the year 2010 now after correcting the end point. As we see rapid growing it means the start of dictatorships at many countries of the world then, after six months, the chart falls down, which may indicate Apocalypse (revealing all suppressed truth).

egzopolityka,

Don't forget that the C's always stress that the future is open, until the many possibilities collapse into one particular future. So trying to "calculate" the future down to a precise point in time is always going to turn out wrong ... à la trash-in, trash-out (even though the basic premise or function might well have some truth in it).

I don't think that it is very essential to try to figure out when precisely "it" will start - it will start, when it starts. And until then I'll try to gather more knowledge, meditate, improve my health and diet, clean my machine and try to observe the things happening around me, to be as ready as possible, when the show begins ...

Anyway, my tuppence ...

 

[Courageous Inmate Sort]

Ya'll keep in mind that "soon" for the Cs in this particular context can mean the next 12 to 18 months!!!!

I have a feeling that major changes will start any week now. If you know something about Terrence Mckenna time wave zero, just to remind you - if the Wave is due to arrive two years later, just look at the chart:
_http://www.fractal-timewave.com/timewave_calculator.php#content
So we should have the year 2010 now after correcting the end point. As we see rapid growing it means the start of dictatorships at many countries of the world then, after six months, the chart falls down, which may indicate Apocalypse (revealing all suppressed truth).

egzopolityka,

Don't forget that the C's always stress that the future is open, until the many possibilities collapse into one particular future. So trying to "calculate" the future down to a precise point in time is always going to turn out wrong ... à la trash-in, trash-out (even though the basic premise or function might well have some truth in it).

I don't think that it is very essential to try to figure out when precisely "it" will start - it will start, when it starts. And until then I'll try to gather more knowledge, meditate, improve my health and diet, clean my machine and try to observe the things happening around me, to be as ready as possible, when the show begins ...

Anyway, my tuppence ...

Given the current world situation - I'm thinking mostly of psychopatic damage on society, Earth Changes/Fire in the Sky and people "falling apart" - maybe it can be said that it has already begun. The Cs seem to have pointed this out on the quote below:

From session 9 April 2011

Q: (L) What caused the TV personalities to talk gibberish?

A: All of the above mentioned factors.

Q: (L) So, it could be diet, their DNA is degrading, they’re not able to receive the cosmic changes – that sort of thing?

A: What do you think about the ”new” explosion 3 to 4 billion light years away? They think, that is.

{Here it seems the Cs are referring to recent news of an explosion that is going on in the center of a small galaxy said to be 3.8 billion light-years away. See:
http://www.tgdaily.com/space-features/55258-bizarre-cosmic-explosion-observed
http://www.technewsworld.com/story/Cosmic-Fireworks-Erupt-When-Black-Hole-in-Dragons-Belly-Swallows-Star-72239.html
“Astronomers say they have never seen anything this bright, long-lasting and variable before. Usually gamma-ray bursts mark the end of a massive star and emission from these events never lasts more than a few hours. But radiation from the blast continues to brighten and fade from the location a week after the explosion.”
And: “Rather than the short-lived gamma-ray bursts typically associated with the death of a massive star -- most last no more than a few hours -- this explosion continues more than a week later to emanate pulses of high-energy cosmic radiation for an effect that's brighter, longer lasting, and more variable than scientists have ever seen.”}

Q: (L) Are you saying that it’s not as far away as they’re saying it is?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) What is it representing? What is it doing?

A: The wave has begun in earnest!

Q: (L) What do you mean?

A: Energy is pouring into your universe from higher densities.

Edit: quote correction.

 

[Search]

Hi Courageous Inmate Sort, I was reading that part of session that you quoted. :) And I guess that at the moment you posted it I was exactly on that piece of text that you set in bold. Also they said in that session :

A: And be also aware of the deterioration factor for some.

 

[bngenoh]

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder as the saying goes, I don't understand why people got all teary eyed, my response to the video was, "okay" It did not move me at all, but that may be due to many things.

This is true, I find orchestras to be a particularly fine example of beauty. A large group of people coming together and synchronising their actions to create music seems to me a metaphor for what STO life would be like.

Yes, a great metaphor of what could be. Put it another way, it is like the glimpses or flashes of self-consciousness, it just brings me back to the work and what I need to do for I have chosen to do it.

When one factors the context of this place and the truth of that statement, glimpses of what could be are essential so as to give our struggle some meaning, but I don't trust images and my response to them anymore, I only trust actions. Joy, love, trust, etc, they are phantoms to me. Serenity is what I seek, I don't care for joy, I only care to know, learn and understand. I still listen to music though, but just as background noise when I am using the computer which is close to the living room and the t.v. It is merely a tactic so that this mind can function better in the midst of all this.

I know that I am just as mechanical and the state I have found as most useful to constantly struggle against this, is not joy, but serenity, so I cultivate that above any other state of mind. With serenity, I can be and observe without expecting anything from anyone or anything, but with such states as joyous rapture the little I have encountered of it that is, my judgement is numbed, I am at peace and do not seek anything, it is not useful for me in my aim and so I do not cultivate it.

From what I gather you seem to see positive dissociation as a waste of energy and would rather focus on the real and practical for reaching our goals. I am curious as to whether it has always been like that for you, or did you lose interest in music etc after beginning the Work? Personally I have always liked to listen to music for 'inspiration', even after I understood that the effect it has is only temporary and due to brain chemicals. Each of us is different I guess

No, I don't see positive dissociation as a waste of energy, quite the opposite really, I see it as a very constructive use of one's energies because it is a conscious form of rest at least the way I use it.

As an experiment, I just listened to a piece of music that used to move me a lot Shockwave Sounds - Call For Heroes. While listening to it, I can still feel the way it used to move me, but it is much fainter, I am here noting it and noting the impressions it is making upon my organism, corresponding associations, etc. I can hold the feeling if I so choose but I have no need for it anymore, this is just how I am right now, and as you said, "each of us is different."

Don't you think there is a point to utilizing, experiencing and learning from ones spectrum of (lower) emotional tonality?

Looking at a dictionary; serenity can span from calm to most high or august. Does it work with a presence of 'terror of the situation' and 'death by your side'? Personally I'm not sure that I should be cultivating a specific state, well yeah the magnetic center, but that means working on things 'it' doesn't like, moving out of my comfort zone for shocks (something that I need to turbo step up on). Learning and cleansing the lower centers is turbulent and the upward motion needs friction it seems, can this be done from a state of serenity?

For your first question, yes. For the rest I shall give an example from my experience. When I was literally being trampled upon, and the person who was doing it was a power possessor in the relationship. The quite natural feelings of wanting to strike back had to be held in place, it seemed that the more I tried to control the feeling of anger the stronger it became, probably because the trampling continued. I struggled against this anger which became white hot as it were. I absolutely could not unleash it once it overcame a certain threshold; I had to hold this fire within me and feel it the whole time while simultaneously putting up a calm demeanor, after this period of struggle, the white hot anger became blue and cold and I attained to an inner state where I could look upon this situation, act in it however I chose, feel everything, but yet be inside myself, looking out upon the world while being inside.

That is what I call serenity, it is not properly a state of peace because all the vicissitudes of life can still be felt, but they are naturally put in context. For me, it is the perfect place to work from because the friction can be seen for what it is and utilized in the way I see as most efficient, that is why I cultivate this state, it is a most useful place to be, see and act from, osit.

Thinking about it, I think what I describe as serenity is what Don Juan called impeccability the instance cited above, was the strongest I have ever gotten it to. I have attained to similar states when I meditate consistently for a period, this is how I shall cultivate it among other exercises.


Interestingly enough I just came across this quote:

"Mirth is like a flash of lightning, that breaks through a gloom of clouds, and glitters for a moment; cheerfulness keeps up a kind of daylight in the mind, and fills it with a steady and perpetual serenity."

While it is always important to try to understand a person's intent and know their historic behaviour in order to discern danger from their actions, it should, in my mind, be a separate process from appreciating whatever beauty may have resulted from their efforts, be it by accident or by intent.

To judge an act by the actor put one in a position of missing the gems in the cracks of the pavement, perhaps missing messages from the divine through the most unexpected of messengers.

Willfully closing one's eyes and heart to the reality around oneself because an aspect of that reality is unpleasing just doesn't make practical sense, OSIT.

Gonzo,

You have a knack for cutting through to the essential, and isn't that insight. What you said in the above, especially what I put in bold, is what I have always known and sometimes experienced, but did not put into words and thus it was not conscious.

Yes, just because it is ugly and nasty, causing us pain, does not mean we look away, in fact it means just the opposite, go to it, investigate it and begin to know it and your relation to it, osit.

can you see beyond that to the joy that human beings playing music together can bring and how just that simple event can evoke powerful emotions in people trapped in a world gone mad? Having an open and active emotional center is really - really - important. In fact, you can't get any where esoterically without one. Perhaps videos like this can help stir a little positive emotion in a world where it's very hard to find impetus for such? Just a thought.

Hmm anart,

Carlise's comment comes to mind:

A large group of people coming together and synchronising their actions to create music seems to me a metaphor for what STO life would be like.

For this:

Session Date: June 9th 2009

Laura, Ark, An**, Joe, Allen B, Craig P, P L, Ar***, Chu, Gaby, Scottie

Q: (L) This is where I start to get nervous. What if they don't answer?
A: Cassiopaea will not let you down!!!!

Q: (laughter) (L) And who do we have with us tonight?
A: Fortunaea which reminds us that you might like that from Carmina Burana.

Q: (Discussion of Carmina Burana)
A: Some of those lyrics are truly ancient even if the music is not.

Now this is music, this is one of the few that move me deeply, I feel it deeply inside. Thanks for bringing this up because by association, I thought of this thread which shows the power of "a large group of people coming together and synchronising their actions to create music" to quote Carlise, even in the Congo, Carmina Burana speaks to the indomitable spirit of humanity and that is worth fighting for. Now I feel something.

suelarue thank you for that poem, it brought to mind a poem I wrote a long time ago along those lines.

When one factors the context of this place and the truth of that statement, glimpses of what could be are essential so as to give our struggle some meaning, but I don't trust images and my response to them anymore, I only trust actions. Joy, love, trust, etc, they are phantoms to me. Serenity is what I seek, I don't care for joy, I only care to know, learn and understand. I still listen to music though, but just as background noise when I am using the computer which is close to the living room and the t.v. It is merely a tactic so that this mind can function better in the midst of all this.

I know that I am just as mechanical and the state I have found as most useful to constantly struggle against this, is not joy, but serenity, so I cultivate that above any other state of mind. With serenity, I can be and observe without expecting anything from anyone or anything, but with such states as joyous rapture the little I have encountered of it that is, my judgement is numbed, I am at peace and do not seek anything, it is not useful for me in my aim and so I do not cultivate it.

For some reason, these statements remind me of these comments made by the C's, in particular what I bolded. You say you are searching for peace, serenity, which is a noble attainment. I do enjoy what small times of serenity I receive, but learning can and does lead to joy (sometimes not), depending on the lesson, and trust is essential to have with people who are of like mind. So there is something deeply missing in what you are saying if from my understanding, joy, love and trust are an expense not worth considering in your striving for serenity.

I see joy, love, trust, etc, as results of working to attain an aim, & in my time here, I can say that you all have come the closest anyone has to those concepts in this lifetime, which has been relatively short but then, aren't all lifetimes "short." ;) Let me tell you that is really saying something, I do hold you in my heart. The serenity I work towards, is merely a useful state with which to work to attain to the higher states of joy, love, trust and BEING all rooted in knowledge.

Thanks for posting that session, it is a good reminder Turgon.

Thank you for your post bngenoh; it reintroduced me me to my own tendency to detach myself from the workings of the world, which is sometimes for me pure escapism. That could be different for you, but it is a useful reminder for me.

[...]

And thank you Turgon for the quote; it undelines the need for finding the right balance between constructive detachment and positive interaction.

"Be in the world but not of it" as the saying goes, it speaks to both points that you have raised above Hithere, balance is truly a hard thing to dis-cover, but a worthwhile treasure to seek I think, and maybe, just maybe if we, in the words of the snip from Ulysses posted by Alana; "To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield," we shall find it, but I'm not holding out any illusions, tis work.

Thank you as well, for bringing up that point Hithere.

Strangely enough the hardest thing to do for me, though, is to simply have faith. When I'm stood in work for hours on end flipping burgers, it's easy to slip into closed mindedness and forget myself and why I'm here. Hopefully soon enough I will not have to use my time and energy working for a soulless employer just to survive, comets might just give us some independence! But for now, lessons lessons lessons!

Carlise, let me tell you that you are a source of inspiration to me. and yes having faith as in real faith is so difficult for me as well, the anti-christ without and within have done a masterful job in stepping on that seed, but yet since it speaks to something that is eternal, and something that I have chosen to strengthen, I shant let them step on it any more, at least when I become aware of myself.

We would have a dreary life, for sure, if we let the intellect swoop down, picking apart all our joys before we have a chance to experience the delight.

Nor should we let our emotions be free from scrutiny of the intellect.

We need both the Intellectual and Emotional centers operating fully, each doing the work that they are designed to do.

Yes, we would have a dreary life if we let the intellect swoop down and pick apart any and all emotion that is engendered by a given impression and subsequent association, that's where I've been these past few days, and it takes work to rein in the intellect as in Einstein's quote, one of my favorites by the way:

The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift.

The way I see it, the evil is just riding on the coattails of something truly creative and inspirational. If you don't learn to tune it out, sort the B from the A influences, you'll lead a rather dull existence, I would think.

Yes one would dugdeep, this discernment thing is a real killer of a lesson, but worthwhile as I see it. "Evil" or entropy, cannot create anything, but it can definitely use, through distortion, what has already been created, osit.

 

[egzopolityka]

Ya'll keep in mind that "soon" for the Cs in this particular context can mean the next 12 to 18 months!!!!

I have a feeling that major changes will start any week now. If you know something about Terrence Mckenna time wave zero, just to remind you - if the Wave is due to arrive two years later, just look at the chart:
_http://www.fractal-timewave.com/timewave_calculator.php#content
So we should have the year 2010 now after correcting the end point. As we see rapid growing it means the start of dictatorships at many countries of the world then, after six months, the chart falls down, which may indicate Apocalypse (revealing all suppressed truth).

egzopolityka,

Don't forget that the C's always stress that the future is open, until the many possibilities collapse into one particular future. So trying to "calculate" the future down to a precise point in time is always going to turn out wrong ... à la trash-in, trash-out (even though the basic premise or function might well have some truth in it).

I don't think that it is very essential to try to figure out when precisely "it" will start - it will start, when it starts. And until then I'll try to gather more knowledge, meditate, improve my health and diet, clean my machine and try to observe the things happening around me, to be as ready as possible, when the show begins ...

Anyway, my tuppence ...

The future is open, but some events are much more likely to happen than the others. Why do I think Reptilians want to create dictatorships in the world two years before the end? The reason for that may come from a results of a psychological experiment by Stanley Milgram. It was used in a French movie " 'I'... come 'Icar' ", starring Yves Montand. It seems that during dictatorship members of society very easily accept authorities decisions hurting people about. Once a soul accepts hurting its neighbours, it quickly changes polarity from STO to STS. Reptilians just need two years of dictatorship for all human souls to change polarity that way to STS, so that they can easily take over the planet.

 

[scottiet]

I too find the C's anticipatory joy rather unnerving to say the least. Greater changes are indeed in the air.

I guess that, from a cosmic perspective, humanity is mostly a destructive virus on the planet. And since nothing has ever been able to get them to clean up their own mess or stop destroying everything in sight, such joy on the part of all who have suffered - including the planet itself - is understandable.

Ain't that the truth!

 

[Aiming]

Thank you for posting this session, Laura! But what I am most appreciative of at this moment is the dialogue that has happened between forum members since then.

I've spent the last three hours (I'm a slow reader) reading everyone's thoughts, feelings and responses to this latest session, and that, more than anything has been incredible, to say the least. For those who don't know, I have trouble both dealing with and containing my emotions, so I often bottle it up and become rigid and shelled up. I have been feeling this way for the last few weeks, trying to break free of it. When I end up in these states, my perception is often of being disconnected from everything around me along with an overall sense of underlying mistrust and anxiety - which often leads to anger.

When I read this latest session, I found it difficult, if not impossible to partake in any joy, even though I know why a cleansing needs to happen. I see it and feel it, the direction society and people are heading in. How everyone around is just concerned with their day to day, soap opera dramas and full-fledged beliefs in the 'status quo' that's being maintained by media and government. The subtle programming that pops up everywhere in culture, leading us to slavery and the worship of material goods over, and at the expense of all else. There isn't even the slightest inkling that the world as we know it might end and that if only more people would wake up to our dilemma, could something be done about it. And here I am, all alone, struggling to maintain a strategic enclosure, to be as externally considerate as I can while trying to understand how much I can and should say without violating the free will of others who may not want to hear anything about what's happening, or even care to have a thought about it. A joyless task. So I ask myself, what's the point!?

I find myself worried about myself and what is going to happen to me in the future. How I'm not ready for these changes and still have more Work to do, and that I'll never be prepared in 'time', that I'm disintegrating. Me, me, me ... But through reading this thread, I felt myself soften up quite a lot. The first time I've felt like this in a while. Christian's video link opened this up, not because it evoked an emotional response, but from the shock that I didn't respond, when normally music touches me very deeply. I only then realized that I really had 'shelled up' that nothing was getting through at all.
(...)
And it's times like these where the realizations start to hit, how insignificant, yet unique we all are or can be. That if we die, at least let it be with an open emotional centre/heart so there can be acceptance and understanding of the Universe's and Earth's need to cleanse itself of the damage we, as human beings have caused it over the last 10,000 years. And instead of worrying about myself all the time, care for others and tend to their needs, which requires energy taken away from maintaining illusion and the neurotic mind and shifted toward awareness geared to the reality of the situation. Instead of anticipating the future, gain small victories against the predator, here and now. Make this my Aim, one that I know I'll falter at or forget many times, but seems to be the only worthwhile way to spend the time we have left.

Thanks for sharing this with us, Turgon, and very well put. I, too, am finding the thoughts and feelings that have been shared in this thread to be really valuable. One thing I find amazing every time it happens is how the various input from many members morphes one's own viewpoint/understanding, and how, in this process, one's own stand becomes clearer and how this results in some sort of learning as well. It also stands out for me every time again, how in fact, from the bigger picture POV it's all about which thought centers we align ourselves with. Once you align yourself with a certain thought center, all else travels down from it, and shifting from one to the other makes a huge felt/seen difference (even though it is on-going because it needs to be maintained as in reminding oneself whenever one is shifting back) or so it seems to me.

So, in reading everyone's responses and sitting with them and mulling over them and looking at what Mother Earth's detox cleanse means/implies on a personal level, I came to realize that in fact I was very cut-off from my own feelings concerning this and instead used an artifically detached state (as opposed to a detachment reached via Work on oneself) to view it all - this way I wasn't feeling the impact of what it means on a personal level at all. So the first thing that came up after a full EE session, in which I was holding images of comets et al happening around the world, was waking up the next morning feeling a state of urgency about putting together an emergency travel backpack, and to gather practical survival skills, just in case of when push comes to shove and I do need to leave. This was followed by what you also mentioned, the Me Me Me stance, of: 'Am I even gonna survive this? How am I gonna survive this? I'm in such a sorry state, don't know enough, chances are really slim I'm ready for this' etc.pp. So, I just want to thank you all for sharing your viewpoints, as it has set these and other things in motion. As in facing what feelings are coming up and then applying what we learn here, and coming back full-cycle with a more fully integrated view (which is still on-going of course).

And I fully agree that thinking about oneself all the time is like a prison and only feeds into spheres which I don't want to feed, and the only thing that makes any sense at all is to shift this perspective, turn it around, because in the end, what matters is what we do with our time... and in this mindset I find something that is joyful, even in the face of all the sick BS all around, or, as someone else has put it, joy and sadness go hand in hand, there's not one without the other.

P.S. SAO, I too think that opening a thread with some practical survival skills is a good idea. Who knows if there won't be situations coming up where these skills will help us help others. Knowledge protects and all that - just in case.

 

[KJN]

Now in relation to the item b) it is time to Increase in a Objective way, the flood of INFORMATION to the others, using all the tech that we have ( Facebook, Google+, Cassiopaea site, etc...) and specially when in person with people that we can infer that it is possible for them to understand ( Small STO oriented people. that we know).

This is something that we would encourage everyone to put some effort and energy in to. You can just see it like broadcasting a signal or shining a light in the darkest of times.

I have been thinking about the above for a while now and it occurs to me that "Letters to the Editor" might be a simple way to share objective knowledge. I subscribe to a local, hard-copy newspaper. Most days I just glance through the paper, but sometimes I actually read the letters submitted by persons in the community, especially if they touch on topics raised in the forum or reflected upon by the Cs.

The public-written letters are from a broad range of people with all kinds of ideas and motives––alas, often spit-backs of popular, polarized agendas or pathetic levels of misinformation at the mercies of overly emotional thinking processes, and submitted mostly for self interests. With that said, there are some, though, that have nuggets of value from respectable sources.

It might be an opportunity for the forum to reach a significant number of people with “wake-up” information as a service-to-others mini-project. Utilizing an already existing vehicle, could we articulate some of the basic premises and findings on topics, such as: global warming, ice age, comets, cycles, diet, EE, etc.? It might be a way to offer a variety of exposures that foster objective understanding, stimulate questions and the subsequent search for answers.

If this is an acceptable idea, forum members could give feedback as to relevant topics. We could create four or five short paragraphs per topic that have Chateau-approved wording, message and validated research references. Forum members submitting to hometown newspapers (or equivalent) could conceivably reach a big and new demographic (a new concentric circle?). And, it is free.

My apologies if this idea has been tried or rejected in the past. I did a search and didn’t find a mention of anything similar. I also don't know if this idea would put anyone in jeopardy. I am not invested in how this plays out, just offering it as a possibility for consideration FWIW (Perhaps this is a U.S. thing; I am not up to speed on hometown news in other parts the world.)

 

[anart]

The future is open, but some events are much more likely to happen than the others. Why do I think Reptilians want to create dictatorships in the world two years before the end? The reason for that may come from a results of a psychological experiment by Stanley Milgram. It was used in a French movie " 'I'... come 'Icar' ", starring Yves Montand. It seems that during dictatorship members of society very easily accept authorities decisions hurting people about. Once a soul accepts hurting its neighbours, it quickly changes polarity from STO to STS. Reptilians just need two years of dictatorship for all human souls to change polarity that way to STS, so that they can easily take over the planet.

Human souls on this planet already are STS - no need for them to 'change polarity' to get there.

 

[Gawan]

P.S. SAO, I too think that opening a thread with some practical survival skills is a good idea. Who knows if there won't be situations coming up where these skills will help us help others. Knowledge protects and all that - just in case.

What about these two topics, at least they sound useful:

Preparedness

and

How to prepare for the coming Ice Age?

 

[Courageous Inmate Sort]

Hi Courageous Inmate Sort, I was reading that part of session that you quoted. :) And I guess that at the moment you posted it I was exactly on that piece of text that you set in bold. Also they said in that session :

A: And be also aware of the deterioration factor for some.

Thank you Serg, that was exactly what I was thinking about when I mentioned people "falling apart".

 

[paralleloscope]

Thinking about it, I think what I describe as serenity is what Don Juan called impeccability the instance cited above, was the strongest I have ever gotten it to. I have attained to similar states when I meditate consistently for a period, this is how I shall cultivate it among other exercises.

Thanks for clarifying bngenoh. It's interesting that you have defined a (pre sensual?) working state for impeccability to work through, at least that's how I read it. So you actually managed to keep 'it' below the neck while pounded on, excellent! that's an experience I've yet to win.

 

[StandingOnTheEdge]

I heard this poem read yesterday after a very profound world premiere concert at the Cabrillo Music Festival in Santa Cruz, based on the interviews of the Kitchen Sisters who broadcast on NPR. I immediately thought of Laura and the Chateau Crew and the C's. It has taken a bit of time for me to express my gratitude for this last session, and I hope this poem expresses and translates my deep gratitude for all the work that you do.


Love After Love

The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other's welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

Derek Walcott

 

[OneSoul]

Just a quick note of thanks, Laura and everyone, for doing and sharing the latest session.

One part of the conversation was a reminder of the C's' comment from some time ago; when I read this ...

Q: (L) What are you excited about?

A: Peace will come!

I thought of this from October 22, 1994, on the failure of the Lizards/4D STS' efforts ...

Q: (L) How can you be so sure it will fail?

A: Because we see it. We are able to see all, not just what we want to see. Their failing is that they see only what they want to see. In other words, it's the highest manifestation possible of that which you would refer to as wishful thinking. And, wishful thinking represented on the fourth level of density becomes reality for that level. ... Therefore they cannot see what we can see since we serve others as opposed to self, and since we are on sixth level, we can see all that is at all points as is, not as we would want it to be.

 

[Nem]

Thank you for the new session lighthouse crew!