being someone who thought that he would never smoke, to say the least, I am really starting to feel the benefits of it.
Me too. I always thought that I will never smoke but I started accidentally some time ago and was surprised to observe quite astounding and unexpected benefits.
To give you some background, my first encounter with a cigarette was at a very young age. I filched one cigarette from my grandfather and tried to smoke it. I remember it vaguely as a very unpleasant experience and I didn't feel like trying again for a long time.
Besides, in my family, smoking is perceived as something utterly horrible. For example, when my mother sees someone with a cigarette near the house, she tends to make a comment that it's probably a robber watching for an opportunity to steal a car or something. She thinks that smoking is disgusting and used to tell my sisters that if my father were a smoker, she would never marry him. I was also programmed to believe that smoking is bad, but it was not so strong as for the other members of my family. For me, it was not a problem to hang on with my colleagues even if they were smokers (for my sister it was).
Later, when I found this forum and reevaluated my knowledge in many areas of life, I also changed my mind about smoking completely. But still, I thought about myself as a person that doesn't need to smoke.
Some time ago I suggested to my friend that she could consider starting smoking again because it may be beneficial for her. Later it proved to be true. I suggested also that it would be great if she would smoke 100% pure tobacco. So she bought pure tobacco and a filling machine and come to me for help with cigarette preparation. It was then when I decided to try smoking myself again. I did it and perceived it as nothing special and did not feel any urge to do it again.
Later I was going on a mountain trip with another friend and decided to bring a few cigarettes with me just in case. One day, when we sat near the peak and were watching the sunset, I had an idea to smoke, and I did it. This was the moment when I unexpectedly noticed something strange. My visual acuity improved a lot. I was able to distinguish the houses in the valley on the horizon. Something unthinkable just a moment before. I was so excited that I decided to try smoking more often and observe the effects more precisely.
Since then, I smoke a few cigarettes a week, and still notice the eyesight improvements in about 80% cases. I guess it may be related to polymorphisms associated with choline deficiency. I also perceive improvement in mental clarity when I smoke, as well as a little more willingness to talk (I'm not a talkative person).
Summing it up, tobacco for me is like a supplement. I don't feel any urge to take it, and I don't have much pleasure from taking it. I still dislike the taste and the smell but I observe and like the beneficial effects it has on my body, mind, and spirit, so I'm open to more testing.