On the subject of being "beamed" with thoughts of suicide of whatever else, just a reminder that wearing silk as a protective measure may be of some help as mentioned here. Talking precautions using wifi, and perhaps wearing a silk scarf on one's head to sleep at night (along with silk pj's) should be looked into.
And then there's 'mental blocking' - knowing that these types thoughts are likely NOT your own and employing a little righteous anger in the direction of anyone or anything that would attempt to dissuade you from your chosen path.
And then there's 'mental blocking' - knowing that these types thoughts are likely NOT your own and employing a little righteous anger in the direction of anyone or anything that would attempt to dissuade you from your chosen path.