Karen
A Disturbance in the Force
The initial collection of immoral events in the Bible is not surprising. There was no avoiding the entirety of the Bible growing up within a mission group charged with translating it into less-known languages, so perhaps I was more exposed than most. (As teens we used to joke among ourselves at the irony of being allowed to read these themes in the Bible while they were condemned in other books.)
I'm often surprised at how little of the Bible actually is taught by the various denominations since I graduated from the mission and moved into US culture. Everyone tends to gloss over the disturbing parts. I distinctly remember many sermons declaring that the actions so clearly outlined in The Bible Unmasked only prove that God can use even the most destructive and evil people in order to accomplish his ultimate purposes. (Therefore our sin does not prevent his work. How powerfully forgiving of him.) Also it was said that God is not above the destruction of innocents for the furtherance and protection of his plans, which always bothered me, though I was unwilling to challenge authority enough to ask for clarification or consider why this seemed wrong.
The awful stories were used as threats, the positives as lures, and most of us meekly went along, hoping not to endanger our relationships with a god of wrath by loving him so he would love us, while saying he loved us first so we could love him. It was a useful control structure for maintaining demonstrable conformity within a worldwide group. The basic pattern was at least outwardly accepted by those who wished to use the system for their work, though private conversations reflected a large variety of opinions on the matter. If I couldn't fit such judgment and love into the same character, I assumed that this sharp contrast was due to the cultural climate of interpretation at the time, and not necessarily reflective of the higher intention or perspective behind events.
That I didn't understand how these things could be didn't mean there wasn't an explanation somewhere, so even as a child I set about paying attention to see if I could learn what it might be. It's been a long journey, and I lost years to a black hole of depression before being jolted out of that deathlike state about ten years ago.
This year I was excommunicated from my church for refusing to accept their authoritative demand that I stay with my abusive, cheating husband and save him from himself. Apparently, this search for truth has led me into dangerous territory as far as their authority is concerned, since they demanded I stop "fellowshipping" with their members even in casual situations. It was painful, but also surprising to discover the strength these years of study and struggle have developed. Who knew I could stand against people I deeply cared about, and find confidence that I was right to live out the truth of my inner being instead of conforming outwardly and attempting to deceive them...
Reading through The Wave and various other threads and searches here, I've realized that in agreeing that God must encompass both evil and good (STS and STO?) in order for free will to exist, then it isn't so startling that the biblical stories convey both evil and good as "from God" since both are part of moving the story forward, however the religious twist the interpretation of motives for their own purposes. You really can support anything you want with the Bible the way it has been written, and many chose to do so. However, the twisting of the story doesn't remove the element of truth woven throughout, though it is disguised. The whole wouldn't be so convincing without the truth, which is probably why the truth remains despite its contradiction of the established perspective.
Also, Laura's further collection of mythic parallels in this thread reinforces a smaller glimpse I've had of a similar phenomena. The prevalence of flood myth among remote groups is often triumphantly proclaimed among missionaries as another evidence that the Bible is true.
Even as well-known myths clearly demonstrate that these powerful beings were known by the larger cultures of history, I have long been certain that "aliens" are still known among (all?) the primitive/remote cultures. My family and friends around the world have related stories in so many forms, clearly linked by this theme. It was easy to see that these beings still influence daily lives, often consuming people (or parts of them) or terrorizing them with curses, creating the need for sacrifice or ritualized protection. I have a whole folder of the mythic roots of the group with whom my parents worked, and some of the stories and experiences related to them by their local friends are clearly indicative of alien abduction.
"Angelic and demonic" manifestations are so evidently historical that the study of alien/dimensional/density interaction seems a natural progression of biblical, historic, and scientific study. After years of interest, starting with a book on aliens in the Bible at some point in my childhood, I'm thankful to have come upon this collection of knowledge now that I finally have the freedom to invest time in serious thought to discover how it alters my perspective.
It's all fascinating. Apparently I have trouble saying so in a concise manner, though it's difficult to know what to eliminate. Let me know if I've meandered too much (and where) so I can refine the process and communicate well within the group dynamic.
I'm often surprised at how little of the Bible actually is taught by the various denominations since I graduated from the mission and moved into US culture. Everyone tends to gloss over the disturbing parts. I distinctly remember many sermons declaring that the actions so clearly outlined in The Bible Unmasked only prove that God can use even the most destructive and evil people in order to accomplish his ultimate purposes. (Therefore our sin does not prevent his work. How powerfully forgiving of him.) Also it was said that God is not above the destruction of innocents for the furtherance and protection of his plans, which always bothered me, though I was unwilling to challenge authority enough to ask for clarification or consider why this seemed wrong.
The awful stories were used as threats, the positives as lures, and most of us meekly went along, hoping not to endanger our relationships with a god of wrath by loving him so he would love us, while saying he loved us first so we could love him. It was a useful control structure for maintaining demonstrable conformity within a worldwide group. The basic pattern was at least outwardly accepted by those who wished to use the system for their work, though private conversations reflected a large variety of opinions on the matter. If I couldn't fit such judgment and love into the same character, I assumed that this sharp contrast was due to the cultural climate of interpretation at the time, and not necessarily reflective of the higher intention or perspective behind events.
That I didn't understand how these things could be didn't mean there wasn't an explanation somewhere, so even as a child I set about paying attention to see if I could learn what it might be. It's been a long journey, and I lost years to a black hole of depression before being jolted out of that deathlike state about ten years ago.
This year I was excommunicated from my church for refusing to accept their authoritative demand that I stay with my abusive, cheating husband and save him from himself. Apparently, this search for truth has led me into dangerous territory as far as their authority is concerned, since they demanded I stop "fellowshipping" with their members even in casual situations. It was painful, but also surprising to discover the strength these years of study and struggle have developed. Who knew I could stand against people I deeply cared about, and find confidence that I was right to live out the truth of my inner being instead of conforming outwardly and attempting to deceive them...
Reading through The Wave and various other threads and searches here, I've realized that in agreeing that God must encompass both evil and good (STS and STO?) in order for free will to exist, then it isn't so startling that the biblical stories convey both evil and good as "from God" since both are part of moving the story forward, however the religious twist the interpretation of motives for their own purposes. You really can support anything you want with the Bible the way it has been written, and many chose to do so. However, the twisting of the story doesn't remove the element of truth woven throughout, though it is disguised. The whole wouldn't be so convincing without the truth, which is probably why the truth remains despite its contradiction of the established perspective.
Also, Laura's further collection of mythic parallels in this thread reinforces a smaller glimpse I've had of a similar phenomena. The prevalence of flood myth among remote groups is often triumphantly proclaimed among missionaries as another evidence that the Bible is true.
Even as well-known myths clearly demonstrate that these powerful beings were known by the larger cultures of history, I have long been certain that "aliens" are still known among (all?) the primitive/remote cultures. My family and friends around the world have related stories in so many forms, clearly linked by this theme. It was easy to see that these beings still influence daily lives, often consuming people (or parts of them) or terrorizing them with curses, creating the need for sacrifice or ritualized protection. I have a whole folder of the mythic roots of the group with whom my parents worked, and some of the stories and experiences related to them by their local friends are clearly indicative of alien abduction.
"Angelic and demonic" manifestations are so evidently historical that the study of alien/dimensional/density interaction seems a natural progression of biblical, historic, and scientific study. After years of interest, starting with a book on aliens in the Bible at some point in my childhood, I'm thankful to have come upon this collection of knowledge now that I finally have the freedom to invest time in serious thought to discover how it alters my perspective.
It's all fascinating. Apparently I have trouble saying so in a concise manner, though it's difficult to know what to eliminate. Let me know if I've meandered too much (and where) so I can refine the process and communicate well within the group dynamic.