whitecoast said:In a nutshell, could the energy I'm saving in trying to be impeccable be wasted by focusing my attention on the blissful pleasures of meditation? As another draw into illusion, or an incentive to disengage from the world? I know the beliefs about renunciation and "letting go of the world" that the Theravada Buddhists practice, and I want no part of that.
I think the state of bliss will be there since it might simply be a chemical refection of something much deeper that you may be making contact with. I'll feel it when pondering on ideas and seeing patterns of significance in their interconnections but even then, I think, this is still a 'state' that's limited (to greater and lesser degrees). What you might be making a connection with (and this is just my opinion) is something that goes even beyond conditioned states and even beyond ideas themselves. Possibly it's like being in a receptive mode of readiness to receive something where ideas and patterns take form in your consciousness.
But whatever it is, it may be a world that's 'beyond form' that your making a very, very brief contact with and it may feel blissful when this happens but I don't think it's a 'blissful world.' It's just that your state of non anticipation to receive something from this formless world (that takes some kind of form in your consciousness) can feel' blissful' when your in this pure state of non anticipation which may only last for a very brief moment before, of course, it can (and probably will) become all subjective when you cling to the forms and the feelings associated with it! Just my opinion of course FWIW.