EGVG
Dagobah Resident
truth seeker said:I have to agree. Time and time again, we've tried to be supportive but you give into "it". If you ever expect to move past this, you need to be willing to help yourself. Why is it that you seem to hold such contempt towards yourself? What gave you the idea that you aren't worthy of love? Really looking at those questions is one place to start if you choose, but if you aren't willing to fight for yourself, how can you expect others to?anart said:Quite frankly, I'm wondering why you continue to come to this forum. We have tried, over and over again, to help you, to support you, to guide you and to let you vent when you need to and you won't lift even the smallest finger to pull yourself up out of your own self-inflicted misery. It's hurtful, quite frankly, because you aren't just hurting yourself, you're hurting those of us who care as well. All you seem to really care about is you - you, your pain, your suffering that defines you - you're in love with it - because it's EASIER than actually caring enough about yourself to change.
That's all I'm saying about this - after all the time and energy this forum has spent trying to help you, and it hasn't made even one speck of difference, it's obvious what you truly value.
I have to thank you guys for all the help, this forum has saved my life. In retrospective when I found this place my life got a light. And I've keep that light with me. Now I'm having a lot of physical trouble posting this. I need to do a lot of work on myself and I feel I should go away from here. And return (if you'll have me back) when I'm mature enough to really work on myself. It's not fair for others networking here to have me in the forum actively.
So this is goodbye.