BHelmet
The Living Force
goyacobol said:BHelmet said:Anyway - I got my draft notice about that time too. I will never forget my number (155). I fought it - I resisted - I refused to go. It was a pivotal point in my life. I just 'knew' I would die if I went, whether physical or spiritual/psychic death or both. Talk about high level stress. I had my self psyched up enough to jump out of a 2nd story window picture window at the induction center in LA if they had said 'You are going'. What a berserker! But yeah - stress like that really made music a place of refuge and support, especially when there was none at home.
BHelmet,
It's interesting that we both made it through those sometimes confusing and stressful years and are now possibly facing "the unknown" this time around. I know this thread is mostly for sharing the music but our thoughts about the music I hope is sometimes good too.
I can't help but think of this excerpt from Carlos Casteneda's book The Fire From Within Chaper 1 The New Seers:
He explained that one of the greatest accomplishments of the seers of the Conquest was a
construct he called the three-phase progression. By understanding the nature of man, they were
able to reach the incontestable conclusion that if seers can hold their own in facing petty tyrants,
they can certainly face the unknown with impunity, and then they can even stand the presence of
the unknowable.
"The average man's reaction is to think that the order of that statement should be reversed," he
went on. "A seer who can hold his own in the face of the unknown can certainly face petty
tyrants. But that's not so. What destroyed the superb seers of ancient times was that assumption.
We know better now. We know that nothing can temper the spirit of a warrior as much as the
challenge of dealing with impossible people in positions of power. Only under those conditions
can warriors acquire the sobriety and serenity to stand the pressure of the unknowable."
Today there is no shortage of petty tyrants to face and if we can make it past them and through these times I feel we can then face the "unknown with impunity".
LOL yeah - I can't remember the gradations of petty tyrants - the Draft Board and US Army are NOT the Pinches Tiranitos level - more like Gigante Huevon de Tiranos. Something like that. And some of the same characters from my life at that time are ironically returning once again as we face that unknown.