This is another album which I wholeheartedly recommend, by the erstwhile Chili Pepper Mr John Frusciante. It is called Shadows Collide With People, and if you think about it for about a quarter of a second I reckon you'll see that it is very much a record with cosmic connections. This may well be one of my eccentricities, but quite often when I listen to my records I listen out in particular for something that has that C's flavour. For those old enough to remember early 80's TV adverts it is my Del Monte moment, I look for that specific flavour and taste.
This guy Frusciante has it in spades. His solo albums are like dialogues with the Universe, and I must admit I bloody love his work; it is fearless and tremendously inventive. He runs through every style of rock n' roll, with folk, psychedelia, country blues, new wave stomp-a-thons, he has even made an eerily spectral electronic album which I reckon should have a wider audience too.
What I love about his story also is that his solo albums are like a personal soul quest since getting off heroin. It is absolutely tremendous to see a man save his very life and then enrich millions of us with his remarkable tales of his inner struggles, angsty poetry, sometimes perhaps a little embarrassing, but always, and this is the KEY, brutally honest. His heart is on his sleeve, and man, his sleeves are massive.
So far, these are the stand out tracks for me.
Omission
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ug4a8kApRpQ
Second Walk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Gms1YZuf7U
Every Person
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5C-OTvJ4jyQ
Regret
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HgwMZboZcjk
Ricky
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MY5cZWeidmw
Wednesday's Song
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XwUqVZcZUP8
This album is still seeping slowly into my subconscious. Man it is so wierd. For many months I seem to stagger around like an uptight skeleman, resisting the loveliness of my music collection, and then something clicked. My music was not reaching my heart. Or at least not enough of it. Too much of it was old stuff from years gone by, and I could barely relate to the albums any more, so much seemed like cliche. I simply had to go out and buy some new music. This is one of those records. It is sad, joyous, and never less than honestly reflective.
He is a man slowly through his records rediscovering himself, getting to know himself again following years of harrowing abuse. Plus I also think his spiritual leanings have been more than piqued during these years. As an interesting side note, I first learned of the existence of Ouspensky's ISOTM through reading a brief recommendation of the book by the former Smith Johnny Marr in a newspaper, I think it was the Guardian. I paused for a moment; I purchased The Perennial Philosophy by Aldous Huxley on his advice through a similar channel, but somehow it's significance escaped me for that time. Truly, my loss, but I was clearly not ready. Not long after that though I found the Cassiopaea website! Marr has since collaborated with Frusciante. I think the pair of them are on quests not dissimilar from those that we share with each other here!
There is a strong element of these songs being confessionals, but the melodies are delicately woven, and although his voice may not be to everyone's tastes, he is a passionate singer, ably backed on his records by a musician I had previously not heard of, Josh Klinghoffer. Again, his contributions are superb. Guitarists will love this record I suspect, and it is quite a relief to say that the solo work is infinitely more subtle than the Chili's work (not to diss them though, they really moved me on more than one occasion over the years, beyond the macho posing there were delicate and vulnerable statements made on Californication also).
Between John and Radiohead, I think I have the soundtrack for 2011 already with me. I cannot stress enough just how much I needed to rediscover my love for music and song in a pure and sober state, because that was not the way I had become accustomed to enjoying it over the previous decade. This really represents a big turning point for my emotional development, because I was becoming something that this song cycle alludes to, a shadow colliding with a person, and in the most tragic of cases, yes, indeed they do even eclipse and replace that essence inside. So, a vital emotional and spiritual travelogue from one of my new heroes. I've heard many people state that it is not healthy to heroise others, but if taken lightly a point can be made. I truly believe that in our little interactions with each other through life, or in any medium, we can lift and inspire, maybe, yes, even save each other.
As Laura has said, we can choose to be our own miracles. In those moments, maybe also we each may very well become heroes to those we touch too...