What happens if you fail in the work?

[Buddy]

I just want to say something that was on my mind and that lately happened to me and to put my mask down.

Hi dannybananny. It sounds like you're a bit depressed right now and this state is coloring your projection of your future.

To be honest and put down all illusions on basis of knowing my machine I think I'am not going to catch this train for 4D in this lifetime, in this 3, 4 plus something years we have, seems not enough time for me, like mission imposibble(i should have been born earlier)

Due to the non-linear dynamics of love and complex systems, it might not be such a good idea to think that anything is set in stone. In terms of a "guarantee", it would be much better if we act as though this is the last hour of life, anyway, and thank DCM for anything more, rather than worry about "3 or 4 more years" - not to mention even more than that. :)

There is a principle of 'self-organization' in this Universe; there is a saying that there is a core of truth in every myth; there is a balance point for every physical object, there is a simple truth in the midst of every complexity and every question contains its own answer.

As above, so below. As you feel, so things look. As things look, so you feel. Looping, looping, looping; feeding back what you want or expect to see. Your mind, powered by the emotional or feeling center, is that powerful, danny.

It sounds to me like you just need to take time to process some emotions and get your energy levels back up. You probably forgot that there are just as many fun things to do in life as there is hard work to do.

You are the creator in your mental universe. When a black hole moves to center stage, break its symmetry by finding the lie that holds it together to turn it inside out, exploding into new growth! :)

 

[dannybananny]

Please note that most people have a natural subconscious opposition to unparagraphed blocks of text. Smaller groupings are not only more pleasing to the eyes, they also bear a subtle welcome to the reader.

OK, pardon me for that.

If you think about the fact that you will be where you need to be when you need to be there, you can drop all worries about catching the wave. Since each reincarnation removes previous live's memories, you will neither suffer no benefit from incarnating again in 3d or in 4d for the first time. You will just live like everyone around you.

Take time to be kind and gentle with yourself and remember that helping yourself so you can help others is part of the STO path.

Everything is as it should be - you are learning and the universe is unfolding as it should.

In terms of a "guarantee", it would be much better if we act as though this is the last hour of life, anyway, and thank DCM for anything more, rather than worry about "3 or 4 more years" - not to mention even more than that. Smiley

There is a principle of 'self-organization' in this Universe; there is a saying that there is a core of truth in every myth; there is a balance point for every physical object, there is a simple truth in the midst of every complexity and every question contains its own answer.

As above, so below. As you feel, so things look. As things look, so you feel. Looping, looping, looping; feeding back what you want or expect to see. Your mind, powered by the emotional or feeling center, is that powerful, danny.

You are right, I was not living but worrying, concentrating on the future and not being here and now. Sometimes we forgot to enjoy in small things in life. and we hurry when we should enjoy the ride in slow speed.

It sounds to me like you just need to take time to process some emotions and get your energy levels back up. You probably forgot that there are just as many fun things to do in life as there is hard work to do.

This happened to often in past because of pressure and surroundings, getting oppressed with work so it loses its purpose and becomes something that you do on force.

Everything is as it should be - you are learning and the universe is unfolding as it should.

I hate to see you suffer emotionally, especially if you suffer alone. So please, continue posting whenever you feel such deep sorrow or fear for your future.

You are the creator in your mental universe. When a black hole moves to center stage, break its symmetry by finding the lie that holds it together to turn it inside out, exploding into new growth! Smiley

Your words are comforting and thank you for your replies, I really appreciate it and now I got little bit emotional with few tears, I'll try to be more brighter and lighter in my mind. :)

 

[Gonzo]

Hi dannybananny,

I sure hope you are feeling a little better. I should have emphasized that I get down when I look around and only see negativity and forget that I am choosing to see the glass half empty. On the other hand, it would be totally appropriate to feel down with respect to the state of mankind's affairs these days and it is entirely possible things will get worse before they get better. But all of these things are subjective.

If we look at the cosmic picture, everything is in perfect balance, but from where we are sitting, we see the imbalance toward entropy and cannot see who it is offset in other dimensions and densities.

I think this is where a leap of faith is required, which engenders hope and fuels perseverance.

We can't anticipate the future, as we are in the process of collectively and individually manifesting it. we have but our intention to work toward our objectives to focus on.

With respect to the past, we cannot change it and must therefore acknowledge its passing and release it. That leaves us with the now. I remember being told a long time ago, something to effect of:

The past is history, the future is a mystery and today is a gift, which is why we call it the present. (For non native English speakers, the word present is another word for gift).

I came outside to have a smoke and write this. I looked straight up and what did I see? The constellation Cassiopeia.

There is so much for us top explore and learn from this present life.

We have so many brain cells we don't seem to use, so many life forms on the planet we have yet to discover, so many people we have not yet met. We are surrounded by mysteries. I try to remember this when I get down and think the world is a miserable place and humans are a plague. Such negative thinking is precisely what "they" want us to think so we miss the beauty, benevolence, compassion, the wonders that await us.

My partner, being raise Catholic and having run as far from the church as soon as she was old enough, cannot use the word "God". It has become so tainted that she has yet to reclaim the name. However, she chooses to call God, Sweet Mystery. I like that. It makes me smile each time I hear it.

Keep working toward having eyes to see, ears to hear, and a cleansed heart to know and love the holiness of all creation and you will be fine.

With love and respect,
Gonzo

 

[Azur]

Beautiful post, Gonzo.

As simplistic as this may sound, the day-to-day details of mundane living is not the end-all and be-all of our existence here. It's easy enough to get caught up in it, and oft times it is somewhat self-calming to think that taking care of this little thing or that little thing is the most important thing. You keep doing these little things, thinking that if you just hold the line and do it, you'll be ok. All the while there is some big, ugly, nagging feeling squatting in the back of your mind.


And then you turn around, look at this thing back there, and hit a brick wall. You deflate, feel beaten. Seeing a little bit beyond the walls of the rat race maze, you wonder "why am I doing this?" All of it is meaningless shite! Thing is, is that in this World, those little things NEED to be done, regardless of what set of eyes you currently have "on".

Hitting the brick wall may sound like this: "This is so much BS! I can't stand it anymore! This is stupid, these people, otherwise intelligent, are scared parrots, WTF is this crap!?! Is this really all there is? Go to school, follow the pattern, get a job (you have to eat, and there's no land to be had unless you PAY, even if you wanted to work and grow your own food), rubber stamp meaningless documents, retire and die?"

The answer is an empathic NO! There are so many more things going on (some rotten, a lot VERY beautiful!) than we see if we don't RESTRICT OUR VIEW OF WHAT IS THERE BY ACCEPTING THE MUNDANE PATTERN SET BEFORE US BY SOMEONE ELSE.

It takes energy to actually look around beyond what you think you've already seen. Look again, always look again. There is gold all around in plain sight, you just have to want to see it, and that isn't quite free. A little bit of energy/work, you'll start to see a little more than you did before. No promises, but it's almost a bootstrapping process once you've seen enough: it'll become almost effortless to pull up the energy you need because you want to see more.

It's always a choice you make.

 

[Gonzo]

Thanks Azur, I sometimes worry I come across as preachy, which is not what I want - I only mean to offer a perspective that another might not have considered.

But rereading my post I realize I don't take my own suggestions to heart and put them to practice enough.

I have tools that help steer me back on course when I fall, but I don't always remember I have them.

After looking at my words I think I need to step back a bit and learn how to better advise myself. It is so easy to offer counsel to others while ignoring one's self. In a way, it is a form of self importance that I really want to conquer and get beyond.

The very fact that I worry about being preachy tells me there might be a grain of truth to it in my intention. What makes me worthy to preach? How can I comment on the splinter in my brother's eye when, in my own, there is a plank?

I appreciate this forum more than I can ever express. I thank Laura, Ark, tout le gang à le chateau, those who help at SotT, members of the QFS, this forum, and the Divine Cosmic Mind for the constant opportunities to grow in the safest, most caring and loving environment I have ever known.

Forgive my sentimentality, but I am feeling intense gratitude right now and felt I needed to express it.

I worry about some day losing this forum for the wealth of knowledge and experience shared here, not to mention the love. And so I struggle to fit as much work as I can into each day.

I do admit that some days it seems like I take one step forward and two steps back though. But I have come to look at the Work this way:

One cannot fail at it. In every breathing moment, one is either doing or not doing the Work. That is all. There is no judge. There is no judgment day. There is just doing and not doing, action and inaction. One moves either toward creation or toward entropy.

I will endeavour to continue the Work so that I may be of use to others, both here and beyond.

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Wow, I just had a huge cry. I am tempted to just delete what I was writing, but I have decided to post it and let it fly in the hope it has some benefit for someone. I hope it is not noise.

Gonzo

 

[andi]

I'm happy you didn't delete the post Gonzo. :)

 

[rsnedaker]

Gonzo,
I don't think you seemed at all preachy. What you said was very inspiring to me. I even got chill bumps when you said you looked up and saw cassiopaea. I think I am going to bookmark this thread so I can reread it when I am feeling down. Kind of like I do with the I will persist until I suceed poem here: http://quantumfuture.net/quantum_future/scroll3.htm

Much appreciated, Thanks!