So it seems that it means that we have to have such a similar attitude to world around.
No hate, no sending of hate back, no backfire, you can do different things, sometimes you have to protect yourself or your close ones, but without all this bunch of negative emotions.
Sort of like that.
I must admit that since I began concentrating on “positive-only” mode of thinking and feeling, I’ve been experiencing even more bursts of anger. This is partly because, I think, the more seriously I focus on positivity, the more I become keenly aware of apparently insurmountable number of negativities that I’m surrounded with (both within and outside me), and this drives me mad. STS forces naturally exacerbate my desperation, and I become madder. I think a great majority of our socioeconomic etc. life conditions support STS polarization, by design, and trying to focus on “positive-only” is like having to struggle with an ocean of adversities. But the lack of a continuous or regular effort for advancing towards gradually more positivity doesn’t sound acceptable to me either. A lot of patience is needed.
Accepting / experiencing no negativity is an impossibility under these conditions and it would be unnatural as well. Just like you said, “doesn't mean that you have be 100% ‘blindly happy’ or ‘positive guy’.” Yes, even when I say “positive-only”, it doesn’t mean zero experience of negativity. It’s about consciously walking on a reliable path to more and more positivity.
My anger and desperation cause me to think, “Either stop focusing on positivity this much, or find a way of becoming stronger for your purpose.” Tending to take the challenge, I notice that the situation has something to do with the concept of religion/philosophy. With our relation to God. Based on what I perceive from the precious channelled information we have at hand, God in its core (7D) is 100% positivity, 100% being (although I suspect that, like the symbolism of the black dot in ‘yang’, 7D must also have a potentiality for negativity so that the illusion of life in its lesser densities/dimensions can be created, which, by the way, the C’s say, creates 7D in turn). Lots of things I can’t be sure about and don’t actually worry much about since I perceive that the utmost, deepest reality is reliable, it’s nothing to be feared about. That’s the main thing I need to know about it. What we maybe ought to worry about is our current situation, what we do here and now, what we choose, where we go. I feel sure about the need for attaining more and more positivity, which also seems compatible with the cosmological info we have, since you need to increase your positivity / STO polarity to a certain level to get rid of this STS environment by passing to the STO realm permanently. I’m aware that this is not a task to do in a day or two. As I said, this is about being on the right path. Knowing what you are doing. If we advance towards our goal against many obstacles, we naturally learn more and more about our environment with its various aspects and actors. Sorry for talking in a didactic tone, I don’t command this knowledge, I’m trying to convince myself rather than you. Trying to increase my faith.
We have motivation to live, to exist, and this is about our being drawn by gravity to God / 7D , which happens to be us and all, the core of being, the pure essence of all existence, infinite intelligence. Since God in its essence is pure positivity/being, our journey towards it is only possible by gradually increasing our positivity. Some increase their STS polarization / negativity to graduate from 3D to 4D but, as I said before in another thread, attaining a minimal 95% STS is almost a leap to non-existence (anti-God, 100% STS), and then, if they want to continue to exist, they have no choice but gradually increase their STO/being polarization even if they want to persist in STS mode some time more. What makes the exceptional graduation from 3D to 4D in STS mode possible is, I think, the keen (but extremely selective) increase of knowledge (of manipulation!).
When I trust that God, in its 7D core, is pure positivity/being, and that all I need to do is gradually raise my positivity in my journey to my essence (unification with all/one), this awareness gives me some critical psychic strength against the great adversities of our life conditions. Increase of positivity/being is not only about smiling, it can and must cover many issues of negativity, especially in our situation, but, yes, it certainly boosts one’s morale, raises one’s frequency and endurance more and more.
Any positivity, to the extent of its purity, is connected to (and one with) all positivity, all being. Steadily increasing one’s positivity / being (which means progression in our journey to 7D in the long run) is all that is needed to gradually overcome or resolve all our difficulties, obstacles, karma, etc. I believe that increase of knowledge/awareness is directly related to this and somewhat identical. Knowledge of self is knowledge of being / positivity, of progression to it (and also of the obstacles to this progression, for sure). Our level of being is our level of positivity. You know, “positive” means “there is / exists”.
Our relation to God is somewhat complicated by our relation to our environment / society, which involves so much negativity and which, therefore, provides more opportunities for 3D STS-oriented beings and higher STS to relate to us somehow. But social interaction, some of which can also be very positive, is natural, necessary, and inevitable. But strict identification with our 3D life/society can also discourage us from advancing to God, which is our truest being that we need to progress towards. Balance is needed naturally. Without a strong religious bond with God (knowing what it really is), we can easily get lost in 3D life/society due to excessive identification with it. I think that meditation etc. are tools of positive dissociation so that we can turn our focus back to God / being / positivity to balance possible excessive negativities we have been experiencing due our relation to STS realm.