Actually I had that kind of moment of surrender, to get rid of all this tension. It just appeared from thin air, few weeks ago, when I was on the balcony having a smoke.I have a question. How are people perceiving the encroaching situation with regards the sense of fear and danger they feel?
Are you feeling it whispering to you to surrender and submit? How does submission look like? Will there be a release of tension when the needle goes in and the cold liquid is injected deep into your veins? I'm curious to know how others perceive this in relation to themselves as sometimes I almost feel this little devil on my shoulder whispering to me to just submit and things will be easy. He says it'll only take a second and I won't feel anything and it'll all be done before I know it.
It was like a momentary, clear thought of what so many people feel, perhaps. Sweet persuasion with calming feeling.
Too sweet for my taste. But I guess, that nothing that is connected to such things are that simple. It was first experience of that kind for me.