Thanks Luks, this is very helpful. I'm sure something will click for me.Maybe I would help you find the solutions, and @Chu , if need be, or others will correct me if they admit that there is a reason.
I think that FOTCM Community does not expect from you any lofty and binding you, declarations. Many things will coming up through Networking. If, at the current moment, nothing specific coming to your mind, you can type (in Membership Application) something like: "I am open for the suggestions and asks of the Fellowship that can lead me to the new way of service to the Community".
The second way is to follow the suggestions that @Nienna gave you. You can type it in the application and also continue or start doing one of the activities that Nienna suggested to you.
When it comes to donations. The more the FOTCM will have resources in the money, the more and more for the people (and it is correct regard the Crystals and other things). My experience with FOTCM shows me that they know what to do, and @Laura does not allow something to be wasted. So, additional donations are always good and expand the FOTCM. (Of course, if it is not by price of your basic needs and your family. They are also important!)
I know that wise donations is one of Laura's main principles for FOTCM and it is what I cherish.So, additional donations are always good and expand the FOTCM. (Of course, if it is not by price of your basic needs and your family. They are also important!)
I was a recipient of a very giving person several years back. He help me solve a very expensive and challenging problem and when he said no charge something shattered deep down inside and an new source of joy came bubbling up. This was an awakening of how giving to others is a powerful healing force and so I enjoy donating to FOTCM and as good fortune will have it I am able to do more soon.