Currently in Distress

[Evan]

Looks like the mods took my suggestion for breaking this off from the How Are You Feeling thread, and even took my suggestion for the title: Currently In Distress!

Aww, thanks guys!

As for the DMSO, I just received the cream. It was a bit more than I could afford, but I got it for the bruising due to my platelet count being too low. So a juice variant also? With aloe vera? I’m to drink this?

 

[Gaby]

Rub the cream over your achy body. Don't drink it.

You can get oral DMSO liquid on amazon:

DMSO 99.9% Pharma Grade, Pure Liquid Dimethyl Sulfoxide 8 fl.oz in Glass Bottle, Non-Diluted, Low Odor: Amazon.com: Industrial & Scientific

DMSO 99.9% Pharma Grade, Pure Liquid Dimethyl Sulfoxide 8 fl.oz in Glass Bottle, Non-Diluted, Low Odor: Amazon.com: Industrial & Scientific

www.amazon.com

 

[Evan]

Looks like the mods took my suggestion for breaking this off from the How Are You Feeling thread, and even took my suggestion for the title: Currently In Distress!

Aww, thanks guys!

As for the DMSO, I just received the cream. It was a bit more than I could afford, but I got it for the bruising due to my platelet count being too low. So a juice variant also? With aloe vera? I’m to drink this?

I just checked (and reread @Gaby ‘s post), and this stuff (at least on Amazon is $30 for 8oz liquid). That’s $2 per tbsp. I don’t have access to cash. I could theoretically blow up my last credit card, which has a $300 limit. But that’s where the dream ends I’m afraid. Plus, I need that card to keep my Wi-Fi connection or I’m cut off from you at Cass. That’s worse than the hospital.

 

[Beau]

I just checked (and reread @Gaby ‘s post), and this stuff (at least on Amazon is $30 for 8oz liquid). That’s $2 per tbsp. I don’t have access to cash. I could theoretically blow up my last credit card, which has a $300 limit. But that’s where the dream ends I’m afraid. Plus, I need that card to keep my Wi-Fi connection or I’m cut off from you at Cass. That’s worse than the hospital.

I'm going to send you a direct message so you can share your address with me. We'll ship you a couple bottles.

 

[Evan]

I'm going to send you a direct message so you can share your address with me. We'll ship you a couple bottles.

Wow @Beau ! That’s incredibly touching. Here come the waterworks.

 

[meadow_wind]

I'm going to send you a direct message so you can share your address with me. We'll ship you a couple bottles.

I was gonna say "I'll buy it for you", but since you take care of it... I have a 27$ (euro) credit with Chu because I sent more money last time.
I give it to Evan.
@Chu, FYI (from our last private conversation).

 

[Evan]

So, going back to what you were talking about in your first posts about this…

It sounds like you are in a place where you feel you are responsible for your medical condition, and for the problems it has caused you and your partner, and that the cause of the condition together with the consequences will lead to you having your soul smashed after you transition. That’s what you meant when you were talking about losing your memories and experiences.

Is that right?

Yes @T.C. that’s about the size of it. I feel like I’ve smashed my life, and therefore my soul trip to 5D might not be the “review” and “degauss” we all expect, but straight to the shredder, so to say. I do feel like I’ve spent my life as a peacemaker, always being the voice of reason when friends were having troubles. Always the designated shoulder to cry on. All of my school teachers said I should have been a lawyer. I decided to be a musician. And so, as an example of faking it till making it, I partied like a rock star, and in the process have all but killed my body and countless brain cells. I did more acid than Garcia. Many long journeys in the desert. I even lived in a Coptic Monastery for a time, and seriously considered the way of the monk. I ended up right back at home, leading an even better band, packing clubs and trading my earnings for my bar tab. Then who should show up at a local gig, on my birthday no less, than the girl with the big green eyes who hung out in my family’s pizza place at the beach? You guessed it, Wendy. That was the beginning of the third chapter of my life. I’m on the cusp of the fourth, and here’s what’s become my thread, playing out in the eyes and thoughts of the community that I call my other home. So that’s the “short” version.

 

[meadow_wind]

That short resume is very inspiring; your life is worthy of an indie feature film. Denis Villeneuve would make something awesome. All your memories would then be preserved forever :)
If ever you have time and strength, you should write your memoirs...