EmeraldHope
The Living Force
Here's the thing Truthseker. I know how hard of a time I had getting to where I am. I have a 9th grade education and a GED. I was always smart and always read though. It still comes out here, as I cannot write all that well, in an academic intellectual sense. I can not even begin to tell you how much time I have spent on practical study to keep up here- history, politics, some science, some myths, etc. I am not saying that they are not ever going to get it, but I do think that the chances are slim. I paid all and paid in advance. I pretty much have done nothing but read for the last six years to digest enough of everything to flip my magnet. I lost everything, but it was a do or die type of thing. Life or death. I was stuck in nigredo/dabrowski ambivilance so I had no choice- psychosis or suicide was no option.
I just do not see very many people doing more than that even , to make it, especially when they are more damaged and less educated. It is a shame to me, because there has got to be a way to get people healed enough though some type of video for both spiritual and psychology concepts and instruction to get them stable enough to up their reading skills to go further. I just cannot figure out how to do it yet.
Added: And the amount of spiritual material and reference was ghastly. I gave up on that early in life as many do who have been abused. Never heard of the divine feminine, never read the bible past the little I did to know I ddnt like it,, no clue what a gnostic or sufi was. No myth references. To actually see things that are GOOD- you have no idea how much that means to someone who has never seen "good"
Laura was the first really "good" person I ever saw.
I just do not see very many people doing more than that even , to make it, especially when they are more damaged and less educated. It is a shame to me, because there has got to be a way to get people healed enough though some type of video for both spiritual and psychology concepts and instruction to get them stable enough to up their reading skills to go further. I just cannot figure out how to do it yet.
Added: And the amount of spiritual material and reference was ghastly. I gave up on that early in life as many do who have been abused. Never heard of the divine feminine, never read the bible past the little I did to know I ddnt like it,, no clue what a gnostic or sufi was. No myth references. To actually see things that are GOOD- you have no idea how much that means to someone who has never seen "good"
Laura was the first really "good" person I ever saw.