It has taken me a long time to get back here--I am sure it is my "do it prefect or not at all" program kicking in. But, I have made some progress and here is my report:
I have be doing the POTS portion religiously (pun intended:)) almost every night since last October. Sometimes I fall asleep before I can get all the way through--I don't remember what it is like to fall asleep without Laura's soothing voice.
I have been on and off with the rest of the program--I would get it all in for a couple of weeks and then slide back to doing just the POTS for a bit.
Lately what seems to work best is doing the pipe-breathing, warrior's breath, and one round of the POTS in the morning before I get out of bed, and the BA-HA and full POTS at night. The yoga stretches I work in now and then when my body demands it. I used to do yoga daily years ago and I want to feel that response and well being again. Being more disciplined with doing the regular stretching is the next behavior issue to tackle. It feels so good to do it that once I get in the habit of it again, I know I can maintain it.
I find the pipe-breathing very relaxing. I have noticed that many times when I am inhaling, the expansion of my lungs will produce gentle adjustments of my spine from pressing on it from the inside out--it feels very good. With my eyes closed, I have seen some intense bright colored geometric images in repetitious patterns like Escher prints floating by now and then when I am doing the breathing regularly every day.
The warrior's breath is useful to do during the day while working at a desk to wake-up and oxygenate myself.
I have not had intense emotional releases yet from the BA-HA breathing, but I envision the "bad" stuff leaving as I exhale and feel like I have had a work out when I am finished. I have done a lot of emotion release work in the past with a variety of modalities and think this may have taken the pressing edge off, but I suspect there is some deeply buried stuff that will surface with time.
EE breathing is a wonderful program that I talk up to others and direct them to the EE web site to check it out. I would like to have the training to teach it sometime—maybe by Fall when I can “walk the walk” a little more steadier. Good Luck to all!
shellycheval