My experiences of EE this week are as follows. On Monday, yawning during three stage breathing, wet eyes and lightheadedness during BaHa; whilst Thursday was much more straight forward with nothing particular to report.
Outside of the sessions, recently I’ve experienced mild dizziness on getting out of bed in the middle of the night in a darkened room – disorientated and a lack of balance - and in the morning too, in a even milder manner, as well as when getting up from my mat at the end of PotS during the full sessions. Plus, the lightheadedness previously reported above during BaHa.
What is my body telling me? Is it a case of too much detoxing going on, of eating too much carbohydrate, or of a return of Candida? And, dizziness is also a form of postural hypotension – low blood pressure.
I certainly feel as if I’m continually detoxing.
Or, from a metaphysical perspective, it may be:
Lise Bourbeau in Your body’s telling you: Love yourself! said:
DIZZINESS
PHYSICAL BLOCK
Dizziness is characterized by a short-lived sensation of … unsteadiness with lightheadedness.
EMOTIONAL BLOCK
Dizziness may be experienced when you want to escape a situation that is causing you to re-live some old unhealed wound. …
MENTAL BLOCK
When you have a dizzy spell, examine what was said or what happened in the moments just prior to each spell or what may happen right after. Know that these dizzy spells are the result of surreal interpretations of events, of a fertile imagination and altered perception. You have unrealistic expectations of yourself. You have a tendency toward exaggerating events either due to tremendous fear or due to unresolved issues suffered as a child that have distorted your perception. The Universe has a way of giving you a second chance to look at past experiences so that you can come to terms with them once and for all through forgiveness.
Want to escape a situation that is causing you to re-live some old unhealed wound? Hmm, food for thought there re neonatal trauma, and resuming BaHa.
Well, I’ve certainly got an active imagination! And, I can identify with ‘unrealistic expectations of myself’.
‘The Universe has a way of giving you a second chance to look at past experiences so that you can come to terms with them once and for all through forgiveness. ‘ Could this be what my I Ching reading for 2011 was alluding to – The Arousing (Shock; the beginning of things in the Spring; opportunity to change direction, a forced change if you’re resisting change; set your life in order and search your heart for any secret opposition to the will of God)?
This, when coupled with ‘wanting to escape a situation that is causing me to relive …‘ seems favourite to me, along with manifesting as the physical effect of detoxing. In fact, it could be considered a required ‘detoxing of the mind’. Recently I’ve come to think that maybe I’m resistant to change - whereas previously I would have said the exact opposite - re posts on other threads about procrastination, internal consideration, impatience and letting go. Perhaps this is what it’s all about: coming to terms with past experiences through forgiveness; finally letting go.
To quote Yoda:
‘Train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose.’
And, as posted in another thread, what I fear to lose most is: ‘the loss of ‘fear’ itself and letting go of ‘life’’ – translated as ‘fear of the death of the Predator’s Mind’.
And, then there is this quote, which was part of a headline (re, uprising in Egypt) in a recent Sunday newspaper,
‘… we lost our fears and found ourselves.’
A very appropriate comment when it’s considered with the previous paragraph. Perhaps it’s time to do this now, or is that an ‘unrealistic expectation of myself’?