davey72
The Living Force
herondancer said:davey72 said:I have realized that i often also feel a pressure in the forehead,due to reading about it in this post. I have felt this without the breathing though, and thought that it was just the way i was concentrating. Like maybe i was tensing muscles, or something. Concentrating on it right now i can feel this pressure as i write this. It is always right in the center of my forehead.
Also, something i have observed in myself is a very strong (can't think of the right word) inclination not to fully belly breath. Not while doing EE, but i have learned to belly breath as a natural way to breath. I often notice that i am breathing shallowly, and it takes great effort to fully expand my belly. I do believe that it has to do with stress, and anxiety that is coming from a sedentary lifestyle for me. I haven't been doing a lot lately.
Very good observations, davey72! Is there maybe a pattern to when you notice your stress and anxiety, versus being unaware of it? It might give you a clue to what things make you dissociate and what brings you back to yourself.
I have been working on this already. The biggest difference i have found is that i am more aware of when i am dissociating. It always brings me down. I am pretty hard on myself, but have been learning to try to keep my emotions about this in check, and simply observe. I have also been thinking of, and trying more healthy ways to dissociate. For example, i just got a new kitten yesterday, and when i have no motivation to do anything but watch tv, i try to at least watch documentaries, or The Dickens BBC series that have been mentioned on the forum. I also finally was able to get the knowledge, and being video # 5 finally, and am looking forward to watching it.
Lastly, i just want to say hi to you personally Herondancer, and say that i hope things are going well for you. :)
I also still get a lot of facial muscle twitching when pipe breathing that becomes quite pronounced when i haven't done it for awhile.