I am truly appalled. Not at being caught out only, but at seeing myself clearly from an objective 3rd party perspective. I didnt consciously set out to perpetrate my selfish scheme, which means that lack of awareness makes me even more of a liability to myself and others. I do now see how destructive it could have been and I'm trying not to hide from it.You think? You don't even seem appropriately appalled after being caught out for such a selfish scheme. Were you also expecting the Chateau to feed and provide whatever else for your family the entire time you were visiting? Not sure how you framed that in your mind.