Artisan Well
Jedi
I have been dealing with a strange sensation, and I use the word precisely because it does not feel like an emotion, that I perceive to be just outside my physical body a few inches (though it does penetrate the body somewhat) in the solar plexus (or lower at the umbilicus area). It is not necessarily unpleasant. It is intermittent and seems unrelated to any thoughts or events, other than sometimes just as I am falling asleep (but not only). The closest thing I could describe it to is a falling sensation. As I think about it, I wonder if this is what anxiety feels like?
The first time I noticed this sensation was when my mother was dying in Summer 2019 and I was with her in the hospice facility. At that time I wondered if it was a spirit attachment, or maybe something related to the umbilicus due to losing my mother.
I practice yoga and this seems to alleviate the sensation temporarily. Also, I've started practicing EE with this in mind as one of the things I would like to clear. The day after my first full practice on Zoom with the group, it came back after a long period of not experiencing it very often.
My intention is to feel it, breathe into it and let it move through and out. I also ask what I can learn from it. Sometimes I wonder if it isn't a positive thing, like an opening or expansion.
I am 58 years old and I have done quite a bit of work on myself throughout the years, processing emotions, removing triggers etc. I would say I am in excellent physical health and my life is going very well.
The sensation feels like a field of energy, maybe current or electrified or just excited, activated. It is annoying, but not uncomfortable or painful or particularly icky. I am starting a notebook to record when I feel it, time of day, activities & thoughts, and recent food or beverage in-take.
The first time I noticed this sensation was when my mother was dying in Summer 2019 and I was with her in the hospice facility. At that time I wondered if it was a spirit attachment, or maybe something related to the umbilicus due to losing my mother.
I practice yoga and this seems to alleviate the sensation temporarily. Also, I've started practicing EE with this in mind as one of the things I would like to clear. The day after my first full practice on Zoom with the group, it came back after a long period of not experiencing it very often.
My intention is to feel it, breathe into it and let it move through and out. I also ask what I can learn from it. Sometimes I wonder if it isn't a positive thing, like an opening or expansion.
I am 58 years old and I have done quite a bit of work on myself throughout the years, processing emotions, removing triggers etc. I would say I am in excellent physical health and my life is going very well.
The sensation feels like a field of energy, maybe current or electrified or just excited, activated. It is annoying, but not uncomfortable or painful or particularly icky. I am starting a notebook to record when I feel it, time of day, activities & thoughts, and recent food or beverage in-take.