Looking back on this thread, domwatts23, perhaps you are able to see the role that unmet expectations created. I imagine you had an expectation of how your post was to be received. In fact, you had concerns how it might by misunderstood and went through efforts to mitigate against that through caveats and other methods in the hopes of meeting the expectation.
Fueling the expectation was the enthusiasm and excitement of having experienced something that you had never experienced before which, to say the least, must have seemed amazing and of great importance to share.
I have had experienced something similar only a few times, where I had a form of instant comprehension of things I earlier could not explain. This is especially startling when it occurs with other people and lasts for several days.
However, in my experience, the knowledge wasn't something I was able to take back with me. It was more like I was in a state where I was part of a stream of knowledge, but upon returning to ordinary reality, all that remained were a few strands of a fabric I could no longer access.
This knowledge, I have found, is of minimal value without having first dealt with all of the programs, the filters of perception and reactions of the little I's.
Ironically, the responses you received and your reactions to them have provided you insight into the first layer or two of your reactive mind. In the end, you will hopefully see that dealing with your programs will serve you and humanity better than the phenomenon you experienced ever will.
I wouldn't say the phenomenon is a distraction. Rather, it is evidence of things we don't yet understand, like 4D bleedthrough, the universal field of symbols, the cosmic mind. As well, it could be indicative of a form of manipulation or even attack, be it from this density and dimension or others.
There comes a time when you have to work with what you know and put all else in perspective of its usefulness to your goals.
In a nutshell, I believe you experienced something phenomenal, but what occurred here as a result of you trying to share it will prove to be of greater value to yourself if you work with what has been revealed.
I want to emphasize that your reactions here are common. You had/have a fear of being misunderstood and react when you feel misunderstood. This is a clue to, perhaps, a situation or environment you encountered in your younger years.
You use passive/aggressive tactics which are often learned as a child trying to express itself when such expression can be dangerous ("yes,... but" and the use of apologies to soften the effect of your stance, which becomes aggressive because of perceived injustices). Your defensiveness followed by lashing out is also another pattern behaviour, I suspect, related to early childhood.
It seems to me, a common tactic used by our controllers, to provide us with access to or glimpses of, aspects of the other side of the veil. I suspect this is done to turn us into prosletizers, crazed teachers who will not be taken seriously by the world and to distract us from self development. But such phenomenon could also occur more naturally, through meditation, for example. But without a vessel to carry such information in an objective manner, both the message and the messenger are tainted and doomed to be unfulfilled.
Gonzo
