I have to get this off my chest.
I wrote my version of the POTS last year some time. When I finished it, I sent it to Laura, and told her that she could have it. Then, a couple of nights ago I was listening to the great versions that others had written and shared here, and wanted to share the one that I wrote.
So I went ahead and shared it, not thinking about the fact that it might have been inconsiderate of me to do so, since I had given it to Laura.
I sent Laura a PM telling her what I had done, and apologized for it. I guess I wanted to know if she felt I had done something thoughtless or inconsiderate, but she didn't answer my message. I wasn't sure whether that was because it's just silly of me to be worried about this, and she's so darned busy and this is just a trivial matter. Or if it was for another reason.
What I realised is that
I feel it was inconsiderate to post it without asking her if that would be okay, and it was stupid of me to ask her about it after the fact, whether she feels this is a trivial matter or not, because I had intended it as a gift. I think it was my ego wanting so much to try and impress, show off, or to get others' admiration or something, that I went ahead and shared it without considering her feelings.
Maybe I'm just worrying about nothing, but I'm disappointed with myself just the same.
So, with my most sincere apologies to Laura, I am taking my version off of mediafire. Sometimes I learn things the dumb way.