It sounds like you have described entropy
(Laughter) I don't think so, it is already written but not by me, It just doesn't seem as messy to me now as it used to because of the lack of clarity we have at first trying to connect so many things at once. Although perhaps I was not very clear and apologize for it and the entropic was me, more for chaos than for describing something. When it comes to this work I think we exaggerate things because of the very magnitude that comes with the realization of the chaos we are through coupled with the chaos that we have inside of ourselves as we go along and accompanied by the roller coaster of emotions. And besides that we are not only trying to know ourselves but on the fly, learning from comets, gravity, hyperdimensional realities, Cesar / Jesus, quantum theory, EM, neutrinos, psychology, electrical universe, climate... turn around all that we have been presented as good and it is not, go back to review everything, we arrived surely the majority only thinking about lizards and martians nothing more... AND GOD! look at the whole existential journey they've shared with us in these books alone.
To me these sentences are the main starting point for understanding myself and the word "reflection" is self-explanatory, is part of the reason for all this, the rest are the tools needed to understand them through us and that it is difficult to return to descomponernos and re-arm ourselves with either stockings, know yourself, to be able to perform an interaction with the reality as balanced as possible and to continue understanding more and more and more:
- Life experiences reflect how one interacts with God.
- You will see that in life you receive exactly what you give.
- Lessons is all there is.
And many others that point in the same direction in our lives, well where else are they going to point, right?
I've always wanted to talk openly about everything, but people usually just want to talk about parties, sex and alcohol. So just the problem of not being able to communicate as you want, is a signal of control and impediment to the flow of information that generates a small "spark" of mental discomfort necessary to motivate others to investigate on their own. Talking about life and its mysteries is not a topic of conversation at the bar.
05-03-97
Q: [...] The way I understood it is that a person can be an EM vector. Is that possible?
A: Vector means focuser of direction.
Q: Could that mean that EM waves can be vectored by a human being simply by their presence? I also noticed that several of us have been involved with persons and relationships that seem designed to confuse, defuse, and otherwise distort our learning, as well as drain our energy. Basically, keeping us so stressed that we cannot fulfill our potential. Is there some significance to this observation?
A: That is elementary, my dear Knight! [...]
Q: One of the things I have learned is that these individuals seem to attach via some sort of psychic hook that enters through our reactions of pity. Can you comment on the nature of pity?
A: Pity those who pity.
Q: But, the ones who are being pitied, who generate sensations of pity, do not really pity anybody but themselves.
A: Yes...?
Q: Then, is it true as my son said, when you give pity, when you send love and light to those in darkness, or those who complain and want to be "saved" without effort on their own part, when you are kind in the face of abuse and manipulation, that you essentially are giving power to their further disintegration, or contraction into self- ishness? That you are powering their descent into STS?
A: You know the answer!
Q: Yes. I have seen it over and over again. Were the individuals in our lives selected for the extremely subtle nature of their abilities to evoke pity, or were we programmed to respond to pity so that we were blind to something that was obvious to other people?
A: Neither. You were selected to interract with those who would trigger a hypnotic response that would ultimately lead to a drain of energy.
Q: (T) Well, it is a fact, because my energy is sure drained. (L) What is the purpose of this draining of energy?
A: What do you think?
Q: (T) So you can't concentrate or do anything. You can't get anywhere with anything.
A: Or, at least not the important things. [...]
Q: (L) Why is it that it seems to be one of the primary things about us that prevents us from acting against such situations, is our fear of hurting another person? [...] Why are we so afraid of hurting someone's feelings if they are hurting us?
A: Not correct concept. You do not need to "act against them," you need to act in favor of your destiny.
Q: But, when you do that, these persons make you so completely miserable that there seems to be no other choice but a parting of the ways.
A: Yes, but that is not "acting against." Quite the contrary. In fact, remember, it takes two to tango, and if you are both tangoing when the dance hall bursts into flames, you both get burned!!!
Q: Why is it that when one trys to extricate from such a "tango," why is there is such violent resistance to letting you go when it is obvious, clearly obvious, that they do not have any feeling for you as a human being?
A: It is not "they." We are talking about conduits of attack. [...]
Q: Is it true that being in the presence of such people, that one is under the influence of an energy, an emanation from them physically, that befuddles the mind and makes it almost impossible to think ones' way out of the situation?
A: It is the draining of energy that befuddles the mind.
Q: Where does this energy drain to?
A: 4th density STS.
Q: They drain our energy from us and 4th density STS harvests it from them?
A: "They" do nothing!!!! 4th density STS does it all through them!
Q: (T) Well, I would like to know what is it in us that makes us attracted to such people.
A: It was the idea of 4th density STS.
Q: That means that they can control your thoughts and emotions, put ideas into your head, and you think it is a good idea to "save" someone. You don't know. It is taught in our religions and culture to give until it hurts, and, in fact, to give because it hurts. The whole situation is designed and controlled from another level. Any further comment on this subject?
A: Once you have truly learned the program, just plug it in.
Q: I guess once you have truly learned what is being said here, just plug it in...
A: No. We mean that all you have to do is learn the patterns of behavior, the subtle signs, and you will always have the ability of avoiding it. Your own as well as others. [...]
Lesson number 1: Always expect attack.
Lesson number 2: Know the modes of same.
Lesson number 3: Know how to conteract same. [...] When you are under attack, expect the unexpected, if it is going to cause problems... [...] But, if you expect it, you learn how to "head it off," thus neutralizing it. This is called vigilance, which is rooted in knowledge. And, what does knowledge do? [Cassiopaeans]