Phill4
The Living Force
Numerous engineered conditions of our usual external world has so many ways to effectively keep us under continuous and heavy stress and pressure. And when we are consciously or unconsciously identified with the external world reality at an extreme extent, we are gradually depleted of our vital resources, weakened, traumatized, and controlled.
I believe that we should each have a subjective/inner/personal field of reality to protect ourselves against many certain external instrusive and manipulative influences. Don't we already try to do this all the times naturally and automatically?
But, of course, we have our own "internal" negative thought/belief programs. I try to observe those of mine and try to figure out what exactly they are, how they function and what to do with them. I'm still in the process of questioning these. I feel or believe that as long as I can't create and maintain an inner/subjective reality of profound confidence and joy, I'll not be at peace with myself and with the external world. Interestingly, when I try to extend my concept of "external world" further to include my concept of objective/external Universe, the latter imaginatively tends to curve and blend with my individual/subjective universe. This also intersects with my subjective concept of "I'm the Creator" in connection with the Branch/Tree relationship and/or "I'm All there is. There is nothing but me. I'm existence itself. How can there be anything further than me?"
Frist, thank you for sharing your experience bozadi, i have been trying to figure this out, and as all have issues that contribute to certain biased thinking from submerging in life and lacking the unity to sustain the state of uniform attention in and out of a meditative state.
It is a process, to try an acheive unity within.
I picked this portion of what you wrote because this is one of the programings that build certain comvictions and false beliefs about reality, we all have been lied to, for christians, calling god a being sitting somewhere is limiting the creator to human form in their minds. Some people visualize him as a person in a cloud, which is a limited perception.
Thiis is an illusion.
Thinking we are not an expression of God, because of the indoctrination we all suffered from people who were also unaware of the lying, is also an illusion,
The first thing is to discover what we believe God is as an illusion, and start looking at the idea that we all are an expression of the creation, and an expression of God. And that inclueds STS and STO beings from every density.
Density, inplisitly tells us the state in which we, as a vibration of God.
Like energy in different states.
I don't have the quote at hand where the C's explained how matter and light are an expression of energy in different form, in different density And in different expression of the same thing, and light, as bjorn quoted, is love is knowledge..
We need to address these illusions, to be able to see better.
This illusion can prevent us from looking at things in the perspective that One, the Logic of God in unreachable to us on our level of awareness and two that we are separate, what separate us is the big illusion which is 3D and smaller illusions that correspond to our inner world.
If the mind contains all, we need to rid the illuions that form these perceptions and assumptions, in order to see beyond them.
Something that came to mind while reading the avobe is an idea i that came up after certain experiences,
One is addressing problems while in the state of normal life
Two is the silencing of the voice in the head
Third the voice in the head in itself.
Addressing the porblems while in normal life:
When we deal with our personality in normal life by means of learning or deal with certain blockages that affect our personality we grow in awareness.
Dealing emwith certain blockages is very important and we should pursuit the discovery of them, be research, therapy, or whatever the means depending on the life situation of the individual, in order to be able to have better awareness of ourselves.
Silencing the voice in the head:
When i was learning about meditation the idea was sold to me as keeping the mind silent... Whatever that meant, so i made efforts to silence every thought and word and it took me some time to get it..
I did this in conpmete unawareness of the process, how we produce an inaudible voice in thought?
What is the process?
From what G. Said it is a function of the intellectual center the emotinal center in a certain configuration which express themselves in the person as, visual images, voice in the head, daydreaming etc etc.
these are the centers used in such way.
So what about arranging them in a way that allows the person to access this state at will?
This is why the work is important and spend some time internalizing or learning the concepts, because then we can have a framework to explain what "the voice in the head" is.
I linked a thread avobe about "silencing the mind", i think there are some important clues there.
Just some thoughts