Lyrics below in case anyone is interested. I actually used the original vocal that I recorded at 3am because of the emotional content. (the night before the breakup) You can actually hear me lighting a cigarette at the start of the track too
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Here I am in all my ugliness, in all my beauty, take me as I am
Coz I see you and your complicated heart, in all your mystery, and I want in
Antique skies and all these songs
A life of trials, the dust of fate blows on and on
Reminiscent of Venus, A brilliant light that shines, you’re the morning star
Here I am in all my tenderness, in all my callousness, take me as I am
Coz I see you and your enduring heart, in all your majesty, and I want in
A tender rant, the wise one knows what must be done
As the candles burn
Inside the void the voices brighten the way
As her flowers bloom
Here I am in all my certainty, in my ambivalence, take me as I am
Coz I see you and your prodigious heart, in your magnificence and I want in
Here I am in all my ugliness, in all my beauty, take me as I am
Coz I see you and your complicated heart, in all your mystery and I want in