Philip Gardiner, Homosexuality and Alchemy Disinformation

[salleles]

How about a new signature, Laura: "When a man knows he is to be banned in a fortnight it concentrates his mind badly." :)

 

[North]

Yes, deleted his post and banned yet again. Like I said, it is really amazing to see Ponerology in action. The best part is it's "all my fault" because I'm angry or whatever. Sheesh. How can you be angry at deviants for being deviants? It's like being angry at mosquitoes for being mosquitoes. They can't help what they are, but you sure do get out the repellant or the bug killer when they come around.

And, as Sandra Brown pointed out to me, the biggest red flag of all is when they simply cannot see that they are doing anything wrong even if they are told again and again and again.

Again, you will try any trick to avoid discussion.

That's really the funniest thing I've read in awhile. I mean, quoting Jay Weidner as an authority? I haven't laughed so much in months!

Well, here is some Weidner. :)

'Fulcanelli's use of the word Chilaism gave us a clue. Chilaism is a Gnostic conception of the Christian Last Judgement in which a new existence, a spiritual reality, supercedes our flawed common reality at the extreme end of time. Many scholars (see Pagels and Couliano) consider Chilaism to be the most sophisticated of the many 1st century AD eschatological perspectives.

The Egyptian origin of this concept suggested to us the antiquity of its insight. Following this thread, we found evidence that Alchemy, as we have known it historically, is nothing more than a demonstration of the physics at work in the galactic core [which resides in our microcosm, according to the Paris 4/Rice]. The true inner core of Alchemy appears in this light as the ability to apply the physics of creation to the task of personal immortality. And with this, of course, would come the ability to survive the double catastrope.' [Jay Weidner and Vincent Bridges]

And indeed, it is time to wake up!

15.

"If the testimony of the Paris 4 is true, and I have no reason to assume it isn't, are we then living in the 'Latter Days'? Petrus Bonus, who still thinks one is to be resurrected from a grave by the way, Petrus Bonus tells us that the old philosophers discerned the Last Judgement in the germination and birth of the Stone of Alchemy, the agent to the Kingdom of God." [JRA]

16.

"This is what the Kingdom of God is like: a man scatters seed on the ground. Night and day, whether he sleeps or gets up, the seed sprouts and grows, though he does not know how." [Gospel according to Mark]

17.

"[That Kingdom] grows quite the way Jesus tells us it grows; like a plant, in the body, with the full grown chakra's as the flowers in the end." [The Paris 4]

18.

"The Paris 4 confirm that that seed sprouts and grows by itself. They tell us their gay man had no active part in his Work of the Sun. It was all done by the inner alchemist." [JRA]

19.

"All by itself the soil produces grain. First the stalk, then the head, then the full kernel in the head. As soon as the grain is ripe, he puts the sickle to it, because the harvest has come." [Mark]

20.

"But where does all this leave us, 'ordinary' people, not having been decapitated by Kali Ma? Are we the tares from Matthew 13 perhaps?" [JRA]

21.

"The kingdom of heaven is likened unto a man which sowed good seed in his field:

But while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat, and went his way.

The servants of the householder came and said unto him, Sir, didst not thou sow good seed in thy field [on September 4th 1986/Fox]? From whence then hath thy field tares? He said unto them, an enemy hath done this. The servants said unto him, wilt thou then that we go and gather them up? But he said, nay; lest while ye gather up the tares, ye root up also the wheat with them. Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of the harvest I will say to the reapers, gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn." [Matthew]

22.

"Because every tree [i.e. spine and brain/Fox] that does not bear good fruit [i.e. chakra's/Fox] will be cut down and thrown into the fire." [Matthew]

23.

"Without a parable he didn't speak to them; but privately, to his own disciples, he explained all the things." [Matthew]

24.

"It is clear that the secrets of the Kingdom of Heaven are about alchemy. - But 'why secrets?'(Nietzsche)" [Wood]

25.

"For whosoever hath [i.e. lightbody] , to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance: but whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken away even that he hath. Therefore speak I to them in parables." [Matthew]

26.

"Is Spitzer right then when he claims that 'a metaphysical theory is bogus, if that theory tells us that we are all, potentially or not, children or priests of God, and equal before Him?' Or are we to trust the CE2 who wouldn't be surprised 'if the gold of immortality is fetched by some for the benefit of many?'" [JRA]

27.

"But what about Simon Peter saying in Thomas 114 'make Mary leave us, for females don't deserve life.' - Then Jesus said: 'Look, I will guide her to make her male, so that she too may become a living spirit, resembling you males.' - In other words: can't females be resurrected because the microcosmic female [Kundalini] wouldn't be tolerated in the macrocosmic female?" [The Paris 4]

I shall be leaving this Forum now since I will have introduced those highly important letters to many people here. Most of them will be studying those Letters and not join the little choir of bashers. And that is good enough for me. In the meantime it is funny to see that my posts are that confrontating, that they are even deleted. With false excuses of course. Ah well, Vampires and photons...;)

 

[Art]

Have some shame man. You are really pathetic. All your little pieces here would be worth something if you instead were to tell who do you work for, who is paying you (emotionally or whatever) or where did your programming took place and how many of you were there.
THAT would be vampires and photons, and not these rediculous attempts of you to infect "many people here".
So you see, you FAILED....

 

[j0da]

Have some shame man

But, Art, how can you expect a psychopath to feel ashamed? He just hasn't got the wiring, but he definately has a bungee. Keeps bouncing back :D

 

[ScioAgapeOmnis]

Ah yes, but we're not here to achieve "personal immortality" as VB and JW are, we're here to seek truth and help others do so. Alchemy is not about personal immortality as VB says, it is about creating a self and the possibility of escaping this matrix, not to immortalize the personality or to immortalize anything - it is about creating meaning and a purpose to our existance, and creating in us the ability to contribute to creation - THAT is the driving force, not "personal immortality". Immortality, on a soul level, may be a result of successful fusion and creating a real "I", but it is not the goal at all. It would be like saying that the goal of building a house is so you can stand on the roof of something really tall. That may be a result of building a house and you may need to stand on the roof to "finish it", but it is wrong to say that it is the goal, that would be missing the point entirely. In fact, if that IS the goal, you will not build a house at all, just a big tall pole to stand on and call it a "house". All this will be a result of your inability to understand the true purpose, and therefore, inability to know exactly what goes into it and how it must be done and why. Desire-based imbalance anyone?

VB and JW are psychopaths, and as such, their goals are self-serving, and as such, all their "work" is distorted towards that end (nevermind that this means they have complete lack of any ability to do anything esoteric at all). Everything they say and do and think will be distorted and much of it will be outright nonsense (if not all). But it's interesting that they want "personal immortality" - do they have a gut feeling that they are but empty shells and does that make them nervous to think that when they die, they DIE? It would make sense for a psychopath to make it their goal to seek "immortality", osit. If there is ever an anti-aging pill, they will be the first to chug down crates of it.

Edit: This is a response to the newly-created user and post by this thread's resident schizoid psychopath, which will most likely be deleted very shortly (again), and good riddance. But I'm glad he's "in his element" - he found true esoteric work by true esoteric masters, both of whom are exactly on his level and so of course "resonate" with him. So you can't even call it brainwashing as it the case for normal people, because that would imply that there exists a potential to un-brainwash which isn't the case. He's not infected, he is the infection. At least he gives us an opportunity to observe the virus in action..

Not to ignore the ultimate irony of a psychopath claiming to be interested in spiritual matters. Only goes to show how "spiritual" those matters really are, and how easy it is to use "all the right words" in "all the wrong ways", and how hard it can be for a normal person to tell the difference between a source that uses those same words but CORRECTLY, and a source that uses all those words but is complete nonsensical drivel. Knowledge does protect, thanks psychopath.

 

[Rich]

it is funny to see that my posts are that confrontating, that they are even deleted.

he only seems interested in the effect of his postings in a self-serving narcissistic smugness, knowledge doesn't even register.

 

[Nienna]

Ah, well, you have to give him (hitch/counter/north) an "A" for "abnormal" though, he really excels in it. As do all psychopaths.

 

[Ruth]

VB and JW are psychopaths, and as such, their goals are self-serving, and as such, all their "work" is distorted towards that end (nevermind that this means they have complete lack of any ability to do anything esoteric at all). Everything they say and do and think will be distorted and much of it will be outright nonsense (if not all). But it's interesting that they want "personal immortality" - do they have a gut feeling that they are but empty shells and does that make them nervous to think that when they die, they DIE? It would make sense for a psychopath to make it their goal to seek "immortality", osit. If there is ever an anti-aging pill, they will be the first to chug down crates of it.

I think they really do quite a good job of serving their Masters, don't you?

Maybe they think this is their way to immortality? Many do... Well, if a person 'sells their soul to the Devil', they are obviously under the misapprehension that the Devil pays his dues. I don't think it quite works that way. It seems to be an illusion that if a person become a 'servant of the matrix' that he/she will be "rewarded". They will most likely be used, discarded and recycled. Thats what the sts system is all about and they chose not to see it or accept it. Thats the illusion. Its probably too late for VB to change (he made the choice a long time ago), but not necessarily for everyone.

Should they change their mind, they will soon feel what its like to have the matrix working against them...

 

[Novelis]

Carriers of this anomaly are hypersensitive and distrustful, but they pay little attention to the feelings of others, tend to assume extreme positions, and are eager to retaliate for minor offenses.

Sometimes they are eccentric and odd. Their poor sense of psychological situation and reality leads them to superimpose erroneous, pejorative interpretations upon other people’s intentions. They easy become involved in activities which are ostensibly moral, but which actually inflict damage upon themselves and others. [...]

Because of their one-sidedness, they tend to consider themselves intellectually superior to “ordinary…nbsp; people. [...]

Their tendency to see human reality in the doctrinaire and simplistic manner they consider “proper� , transforms their frequently good intentions into bad results.[...]

...doctrinaire people believe they have found a simple solution to fix such a world. [...]

These doctrinaire individuals characteristically manifest a certain contempt with regard to moralists then preaching the need to rediscover lost human values and to develop a richer, more appropriate psychological world-view.

Schizoid characters aim to impose their own conceptual world upon other people or social groups, using relatively controlled pathological egotism and the exceptional tenacity derived from their persistent nature. They are thus eventually able to overpower another individual’s personality, which causes the latter’s behavior to turn desperately illogical. They may also exert a similar influence upon the group of people they have joined.

They are psychological loners who feel better in some human organization, wherein they become zealots for some ideology, religious bigots, materialists, or adherents of an ideology with satanic features.

If their activities consist of direct contact on a small social scale, their acquaintances easily perceive them to be eccentric, which limits their ponerogenic role. However, if they manage to hide their own personality behind the written word, their influence may poison the minds of society in a wide scale and for a long time.

It’s funny, I’ve read these words many times, and at various places on this website, but it never made so much sense before…

I fit this profile in a very deep and personal way. In fact, everything that people on this forum have highlighted about characteristics and the perceptions of the schizoidal psychopath fits me PERFECTLY.

And, as Sandra Brown pointed out to me, the biggest red flag of all is when they simply cannot see that they are doing anything wrong even if they are told again and again and again.

This was the statement that brought my suspicions home, my friends have pointed out how little attention I pay to the feelings of others, along with other faults many, MANY times. I just become hypersensitive and ignore their advice, sometimes I notice myself doing it I must say, but I’m not convinced that I see the ramifications that really matter.

Is this some sort of confession? How can a psychopath confess to doing something he is unable to see in himself? Well, I don’t think I see in myself the extent of which the statements above are true, but from what I CAN see, it doesn’t look good. Maybe I am not an essential psychopath, but deviancy is definitely the road I’ve always walked (Preferred?).

I don’t quite know what I can say now, I suppose I can apologise (To the extent I can) for my attempt to hide my real character behind written words, I am sorry for the damage I might have caused. I hope people were alert enough to realise there was something “off� about my posts, and at least had suspicions about what I was up to. I do want to help, so perhaps this is the only way I can, by letting you all be aware of what I am.

Thats what the sts system is all about and they chose not to see it or accept it. Thats the illusion. Its probably too late for VB to change (he made the choice a long time ago), but not necessarily for everyone.

This gives me some hope that I CAN turn it around by reading about manifestations of their characteristics so I can (hopefully) notice it happening in myself. That’s all I can do, try catch such characteristics and stop them in their tracks. But, I have in my history always exhibited these signs quite innately/unconsciously, so I think it’s improbable I could ever see the full extent of it, but I can try…
I’m scarred to death of what saying all this will mean, which is why I had to say it.
I hope this post will provide some useful information on what to look out for in the future. I understand if the Mods want to bann me to prevent me from infecting what you guys have created.
For what it's worth, I admire what Laura et al are trying to do, it's the most beautiful thing I have ever seen.
Thank you everybody,
All the best,

Jason

 

[ScioAgapeOmnis]

Novelis,
The fact that you even say that is probably a good indication that you're not a "schizoid psychopath" - you may have been infected, but a real psychopath could never possibly question this and have any concern over it, nor would they ever attempt to change - they can't do that any more than a disease can stop being a disease. But those infected by the disease can cure themselves if they can see the disease in themselves, if they dare to open their eyes and look, osit.

In the pathocracy you'll find psychopathic characteristics splattered all over "normal" people, most of us have them to one degree or another so you're not alone in that department. All I can say is, don't stop now, don't fall back asleep. Feel the burn, embrace the burn, and see how much more damage you can do to your ego and predator by looking at it with sincerity and acknowledging it. But as Joe said, it's a foreign installation - like a disease that infected your mind, and that means that it's curable. But you cannot cure it without SEEing the disease, and just seeing it will cause you pain because the disease can only work when it is not acknowledged, when it can hide behind the ego, wishful thinking, various programs, rationalizations, and other shields that blind you and that it depends on for survival and effectiveness.

This is not a witch hunt. You're not going to be "judged" or attacked or vilified. My suggestion is to worry less about what the forum will think of you, that's internal consideration (which will be greatly enhanced by the predator to the point of incapacitating fear and/or paranoia if you let it!), but worry about what your disease does to others not only on this forum but in your daily life. The former, the internal consideration and concern about "what will they think!" will not lead to the cure, will only lead to hiding the disease behind more layers to avoid damage to it. The latter, the empathy and your understanding of what this disease does to others and to your own soul, is the only fuel that I know of that can cure the disease, not disguise it. And I don't mean to single you out like it's only your problem, because it really applies to all of us and the disease we carry within ourselves as a result of life on the big blue marble. Just some thoughts fwiw.

 

[Laura]

'Fulcanelli's use of the word Chilaism gave us a clue. Chilaism is a Gnostic conception of the Christian Last Judgement in which a new existence, a spiritual reality, supercedes our flawed common reality at the extreme end of time. Many scholars (see Pagels and Couliano) consider Chilaism to be the most sophisticated of the many 1st century AD eschatological perspectives.

The Egyptian origin of this concept suggested to us the antiquity of its insight. Following this thread, we found evidence that Alchemy, as we have known it historically, is nothing more than a demonstration of the physics at work in the galactic core [which resides in our microcosm, according to the Paris 4/Rice]. The true inner core of Alchemy appears in this light as the ability to apply the physics of creation to the task of personal immortality. And with this, of course, would come the ability to survive the double catastrope.' [Jay Weidner and Vincent Bridges]

Since you wish to quote those poseurs on the subject of Chiliasm, and since it doesn't take 2 minutes to copy and paste my text on the subject here, I will do so. Please read what Weidner/Bridges have written above, and then read the facts (with copious footnotes and sourcing in my text, none in theirs.)

In Fulcanelli’s Le Mystère des Cathédrales, a most mysterious chapter was inserted in the second edition, which discusses an architectural monument found at Hendaye, “a small frontier town in the Basque country.� Fulcanelli tells us:

…t is the strangest monument of primitive millenarism, the rarest symbolical translation of chiliasm, which I have ever met. It is known that this doctrine, first accepted and then refuted by Origen, St. Denis of Alexandria and St. Jerome although the Church had not condemned it, was part of the esoteric tradition of the ancient hermetic philosophy. […] We must recognize that the unknown workman, who made these images, possessed real and profound knowledge of the universe.

Here we have found the suggestion that the core of hermeticism, alchemy, is the doctrine of “primitive chiliasm.� Note the term “primitive.� [Skip several pages of discussion of Christianity and Judaism]

Early Christians are said to have believed that the end of the world and the reappearance of their Messiah were imminent. We are told that, from the earliest days of the organized church, anticipation of the millennium - the thousand-year reign of the returned Christ - was in conflict with ecclesiastical policies that were growing apace in the new church hierarchy.

In what is today Turkey, a man named Montanus claimed to have experienced a vision of a heavenly New Jerusalem about to descend to the earth. Montanus and his idea were perceived as a threat to ecclesiastical authority. Hippolytus, writing in 215 AD accused the Montanist believers of heresy, including listening to revelations from female seers. Montanism continued to spread, especially after Tertullian - the brilliant legal scholar who had been born in Carthage and converted to Christianity in 196 AD. - joined the movement. He too reported a vision of this heavenly city descending from the sky, a metaphor that has persisted for centuries.
The ubiquity of this vision is interesting for a lot of reasons, most particularly when one considers the possibility that these early Christians may have been interacting with hyperdimensional realities. While some Gnostic groups “spiritualized� the events foretold in Revelation, there were still those who insisted that this paradise was quite real and physical and could exist on earth. This idea became known as chiliasm, a form of apocalyptic vision that depicted the millennium as a physical and material period.

A Gnostic prophet named Cerinthus said that there would be an earthly kingdom of Christ, and that the flesh of human beings again inhabiting Jerusalem would be subject to desires and pleasure. He added, “The kingdom of Christ would ... consist in the satisfaction of the stomach and of even lower organs, in eating, and drinking and nuptial pleasures.� One writer described Cerinthus and his followers by noting, “there was great enthusiasm among his supporters for that end...�

No doubt.

Many chiliasts believed that in the millennium all manner of physical craving would be satiated, that men would find all women beautiful and willing to partake in carnal delights. Others taught that women would bear many children, but without the pain of childbirth or even the inconvenience of sex. It can be noted that there is a thread of sexual allusions in the millennialist vision that - through the centuries - has emerged again and again.

[Skip more pages of collateral discussion]

The question is: if the early Church fathers eliminated “primitive chiliasm� from Christianity, what ELSE did they eliminate? As noted, what we know as Christianity today is, according to many experts, little more than an amalgamation of many mythical representations of the dying and resurrecting god theme. More than anything, it reflects the Tammuz drama with a major overlay of the Egyptian religion of the time.

What is most revealing is the fact that the only writings contemporary to the times of early Christianity which mention it specifically, remark that it was a “vile superstition.� Yet, what we have as Christianity today is nothing more or less than the same religious practices of the peoples who branded it a “vile superstition.� Tacitus tells us that in the time of Nero:

There followed a catastrophe, whether through accident or the design of the emperor is not sure, as there are authorities for both views, but it was the most disastrous and appalling of all the calamities brought on this city through the violence of fire. …A rumor had spread abroad that at the very time when the city was burning, Nero had mounted on his private stage and sung of the destruction of Troy, comparing the present disaster with that ancient catastrophe....

In order to put an end to these rumors Nero provided scapegoats and visited most fearful punishments on those popularly called Christians, a group hated because of their outrageous practices. The founder of this sect, Christus, was executed in the reign of Tiberius by the procurator Pontius Pilatus. Thus the pernicious superstition was suppressed for the while, but it broke out again not only in Judaea, where this evil had its origin, but even in Rome, to which all obnoxious and disgraceful elements flow from everywhere in the world and receive a large following.

The first ones to be seized were those who confessed; then on their information a vast multitude was convicted, not so much on the charge of incendiarism as because of their hatred of humanity.

Pliny the Younger, who lived c. 62 to 113 AD, was sent by Emperor Trajan as a special representative to the Roman province of Bithynia in Asia Minor. His task was to keep the peace. When he had trouble dealing with Christians, Pliny wrote to the emperor asking how he should proceed against them describing what he knew about their religion:

However, they asserted that their guilt or mistake had amounted to no more than this, that they had been accustomed on a set day to gather before dawn and to chant in antiphonal form a hymn to Christ as if to a god, and to bind themselves by a pledge, not for the commission of any crime, but rather that they would not commit theft nor robbery nor adultery nor break their promises, nor refuse to return on demand any treasure that had been entrusted to their care; when this ceremony had been completed, they would go away, to reassemble later for a feast, but an ordinary and innocent one. They had abandoned even this custom after my edict in which, following your instruction, I had forbidden the existence of fellowships. So I thought it the more necessary to extract the truth even by torture from two maidservants who were called deaconesses. I found nothing save a vile superstition carried to an immoderate length.

The contagion of the superstition has pervaded not only the cities but the villages and country districts as well. Yet it seems that it can be halted and cured. It is well agreed that temples almost desolate have begun to be thronged again, and stated rites that had long been abandoned are revived; and a sale is found for the fodder of sacrificial victims, though hitherto buyers were rare. So it is easy to conjecture what a great number of offenders may be reformed, if a chance to repent is given.

So we have these clues:

1. Christians were hated because of their outrageous practices.
2. Their beliefs were described as a pernicious superstition.
3. The pernicious superstition had its origin in Judaea.
4. Christians were convicted because of their “hatred of humanity.�
5. Pliny describes their practices as benign,� but that the core belief was a “vile superstition carried to an immoderate length.�
6. This “vile superstition� was pervasive and apparently led to the temples and ancient rites including sacrifice being abandoned.

The question that comes to mind is: what would the peoples of that time have considered a “vile superstition� or “outrageous practices� when one is aware of what they considered normal religious practice which included dying god myths and gnosticism and sacrifice and all the other accoutrements of Christianity as we know it today? The only real clue we have is the remark: “not so much on the charge of incendiarism as because of their hatred of humanity - a vile superstition carried to an immoderate length.�

Their what?

“Their hatred of humanity.�

In Book III of his Gnosis, Boris Mouravieff discusses what he calls “pre-adamic humanity� and “adamic humanity.� Here are some excerpts of what Mouravieff has to say:

In the first volume of Gnosis, we already referred several times to the coexistence of two essentially different races: one of Men, and another of Anthropoids. We must emphasize the fact that from the esoteric point of view the latter term has no derogatory meaning.

…The Scriptures contain more than one reference to the coexistence on our planet of these two humanities – which are now alike in form but unlike in essence. We can even say that the whole dramatic history of humanity, from the fall of Adam until today, not excluding the prospect of the new era, is overshadowed by the coexistence of these two human races whose separation will occur only at the Last Judgment.

…The human tares, the anthropoid race, are the descendants of pre-adamic humanity. The principal difference between contemporary pre-adamic man and adamic man – a difference which is not perceived by the senses – is that the former does not possess the developed higher centers that exist in the latter which, although they have been cut off from his waking consciousness since the Fall, offer him a real possibility of esoteric evolution. Apart from this, the two races are similar: they have the same lower centers, the same structure of the Personality and the same physical body, although more often than not this is stronger in the pre-adamic man than in the adamic; regarding beauty, we must not forget that pre-adamic man and woman were created by God on the sixth day, in His image and after His likeness, and that the daughters of this race were beautiful.

By identifying himself with the ‘I’ of his Personality, Adam lost consciousness of his real ‘I’ and fell from the Eden that was his original condition into the same condition as the pre-adamics… The two humanities, coming from two different creative processes, later mingled on the level of organic life on Earth… From then on, the coexistence of these two human types, and the competition, which was the result of this, became the norm…we can see that throughout the centuries, even in our own day, adamics in their post-fall condition, have been and are generally in an inferior position to the pre-adamics.

…For the moment we will restrict ourselves to repeating that contemporary adamic man, having lost contact with his higher centers and therefore with his real ‘I’, appears practically the same as his pre-adamic counterpart. However, unlike the latter, he still has his higher centers, which ensure that he has the possibility of following the way of esoteric evolution. At present, pre-adamic man is deprived of this possibility, but it will be given to him if adamic humanity develops, as it should during the era of the Holy Spirit.

So now we come to an idea that just might fit the bill of a “vile superstition� as well as an explanation for the remark that the early Christians had an “excessive hatred for humanity.� We also have a sudden flash of insight about some of the odd remarks attributed to Jesus such as “I come not to bring peace, but a sword,� and his address to the Pharisees that they were the “children of their father, Satan…�

We also come to a fuller understanding of Fulcanelli’s remark about Primitive Chiliasm. Quoting and paraphrasing Mouravieff:

The Era of the Holy Spirit has two faces - one of Paradise regained and the other a Deluge of Fire... We can even say that the whole dramatic history of humanity, from the fall of Adam until today, not excluding the prospect of the New Era, is overshadowed by the coexistence of these two human races whose separation will occur only at the Last Judgment. It is to this that Jesus referred in parables when he spoke to the crowds, but described in clear terms for the benefit of his disciples; the most noteworthy description is the parable of the tares and the good seed, on which he made the following commentary:

He that soweth the good seed is the Son of man: the field is the world: the good seed are the children of the kingdom: but the tares are the children of the wicked one: the enemy that sowed them is the devil: the harvest is the end of the world...

The coexistence of a race of Anthropoids and a race of Men, confirmed here, is necessary from the point of view of the General Law, to maintain uninterrupted the stability in movement of organic life on earth. It is also necessary because of the principle of equilibrium. The first race is a counterbalance, which allows the race of Men to pursue its esoteric evolution. Jesus confirmed this when he spoke about the End in the following terms:

Then, shall two be in the field; one shall be taken, and the other left. Two women shall be grinding at the mill; the one shall be taken, and the other left.

Tares grow without having to be cultivated. Good seed, on the other hand, demands a great deal of care if it is to bear fruit.

Pre-adamic man was never an Individuality. Created as a Personality on the 6th day (symbolically speaking), he is deprived of every possibility of direct, “individual individuation� - if one may put it thus - for his existence was placed under the law of collective Individuation, which is governed by [the Thought Center of Non-being] with the aid of a whole hierarchy of spirits who are subject to its authority.

Pre-Adamic man does not reincarnate. Not having any individualized element in himself, he is born and dies but he does not incarnate, and consequently he cannot reincarnate. The individualization of pre-adamics is collective, and is directed in groups by certain spirits of the hierarchy. This does not, however, prevent pre-adamics from entering the evolutionary field that forms the experiences of adamic man in great numbers, and since adamic man suffers from a lack of discernment because of his corrupt state, this disturbs and slows his evolution.

Because of the Principle of Equilibrium, humanity on this earth is divided into two equal parts - adamics and pre-adamics. The equilibrium between them is automatically adjusted to follow fluctuations of the incarnations of adamic souls. However, if the adamic race, by casting its pearls to the swine, denies its divine nature to an inadmissible degree, this balance will be broken in favor of the tares. In the parable of the talents, Jesus foresaw this possibility of such a degeneration - where the servant buried the one talent entrusted to him and, on returning it to his master without having made it multiply, was told: “Thou wicked and slothful servant ... and cast ye the unprofitable servant into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.� There is no need to emphasize the esoteric meaning here...

When the two humanities were created, they were placed under different authorities. The Fall necessitated special measures and thus the Staircase was provided. From that point on, Adamic man was subjected to the law of birth and death and kept only a dim consciousness of his higher self in spite of the almost complete obstruction of his channel of communication with the higher centers, which still exist in him. This gives him the possibility of a choice. If he hears the Voice of the Master, the higher intellect, and resolutely steps onto the Staircase, and if he reaches the Fourth Step and resists the Trial by Fire, then, when he crosses the Second Threshold, he will be welcomed as a Prodigal son... it is an event that will be understood only by those who have accomplished it.
If the adamic humanity, en masse, abandons the combat that leads to restoration of their former estate - Ascension - and if this desertion goes beyond the tolerances of balance, the good seed can be progressively stifled by the tares. The world will then head straight into catastrophe - which this time will take the form of a Deluge of Fire.

If the equilibrium, which is already in jeopardy, were to be reestablished, then with the integral and simultaneous incarnation of adamic souls, the Time of Transition would enable Adamic man to enter the Era of the Holy Spirit[ – a reality where one was in constant touch with the Creative Principle, 4th density.] Then would follow a thousand years consecrated to the perfecting of the TWO races, and after a second millennium, the reign of the Androgyne, the Last Judgment would definitively separate the tares from the good seed. At this point, Adamic man would begin an even higher evolution, and would at last attain the Pleroma, [6th density.] At this point, and only at this point, will the Tares of the present time cease to be tares and be promoted to the ranks of “good seed.� They would begin their own long, evolutionary course that the adamics have already achieved. Then they, in their turn, will receive the higher centers of consciousness which, given them in potential, would be the talents they must make fruitful.

At this point, the Adamics who degenerated into pre-adamics, would also have the possibility of taking up their abandoned evolution again while an equal number of the most able pre-adamics would receive the talents that were initially given to the former and this would help them leap forward on the road of esoteric evolution. They may be compared with gifted, hardworking students who get a double promotion while the incapable and lazy ones do another year in the same class.

Meanwhile, the two races are totally mixed: not only nations, but even families can be, and generally are, composed of both human types. This state of things is the belated result of transgressing the Biblical prohibition against mixed marriages.

The dominant position of the pre-adamics that is a result of the esoteric failure of the adamics is now creating a critical situation of unprecedented gravity. The remainder of the Time of transition offers the last chance for humanity to reestablish the threatened equilibrium and so avoid a general cataclysm.

If we do not take this opportunity, the tradition of “Solomon� will finally overcome the tradition of “David/Perseus.� Then, deflected from the goals of Ascension, and even going beyond the limits of what is necessary and useful to feed the Matrix, the false prophets and their followers, thinking that they are right, will hurl pre-adamic humanity - the children of this world - against the adamics - the children of light - and will provoke a final frightful and useless struggle.

If this should happen, if the adamic humanity does not manage to quell the revolt against the Love of the Son, a resistance that would ensure victory, the balance will finally be broken, and humanity will be destroyed in the Deluge of Fire.

Mouravieff’s description of the “Fall� of the Adamic race also follows the same lines as the description given to us from the Cassiopaeans where we see that this is a symbolic version of the “Fall� of our consciousness unit.

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The adamic race with its full set of DNA, with its connection to the higher centers in place and functioning, is what the C’s describe here as 3D density STO living in a “semi/sort of� 4D state aligned with 4D STO. That sounds very much like a “Golden Age� when man “walked with the gods.�

In making the choice to experience greater physicality, the consciousness unit fractures and “Falls� from the STO state, loses its connection with the higher centers, and finds itself more or less at the same level as the pre-adamic race, those who have no possibility of reaching the higher centers because the DNA hardware isn’t in place. However, because this new 3D STS existence was not the “natural habitat� for a body with the potential to reach the higher centers, the fallen race is at a disadvantage compared to the pre-adamics.

[Skip several more pages of discussion]

And so it is, according to the most ancient secret tradition, there are two types of humans on our planet. In the above quoted session, the Cassiopaeans confirmed that, once the Biblical gloss was removed, Mouravieff’s description was accurate. The most important thing about the Cassiopaean comments is, however, that they were able to deepen our understanding by situating the pre-adamic race within hyperdimensional reality and the Matrix control system. Let’s look at four points they raised:

The pre-adamic race serve as portals between levels of density.

They are “very efficient machines� and “The best ones cannot be discerned except by long and careful observation.�

They steal energy from souled beings so as to emulate them.

They make-up one-half of humanity.

One-half of humanity. Stealing energy from souled beings. Think about it. Sure does sound like what most people would consider a “vile superstition� and a “hatred of humanity.� Not just then, but now as well.

But if it is true, it explains why the teachings of Jesus say what they do. It also explains why it had to be covered up. Because, if it is true, it means that the two races have been interbreeding for a very, very long time. [...]

According to the ancient tradition revealed by Mouravieff, the DNA of these two races is so mixed that both can be found within the same families. Jesus pointed out that he would turn a husband against his wife, a child against the parent, and so on. And we now begin to really understand what this might have meant, again, assuming this information to be accurate.

We wish to insist on this point so that the hard of thinking will not take this idea and use it to underpin any racist attitudes. The two races are so intermingled that it is a question of the individual genetics of each person on the planet. [...]

We repeat: The DNA of these two races is so mixed that both can be found within the same families. Your brother, sister, mother, father, daughter or son. Not somebody “other� across the world or across the street worshipping a different god or with a different skin color. It may be somebody you live with every day of your life, and if so, they have but one reason to be here, to drain, distract and deflect souled beings from evolving. And it is important also to note that this cannot be “conscious.� Such individuals are as little aware that they do NOT have “higher centers� as those who do except, perhaps, that the latter may feel something is “missing� in their lives.

The way back to the activation of the DNA necessary to attain the contact with the higher centers is not through genetic manipulation, which is seeing the question through the lens of Matrix influences. The way back is through the ancient spiritual science, the real work of the alchemists, which through the heating of the crucible, the neo-cortex, rewires the brain so that the ancient and broken connection with the higher centers can be reestablished. It is the fusing of the “magnetic center,� the “birth of the holy child,� the real “I� . This is natural “genetic modification� in terms of enhancing the feedback loop between the Thought Center of Being rather than the Thought Center of non-being. Big difference. [...]

That there exists a soulless race, now numbering close to 3 billion inhabitants of this planet, certainly helps explain why the Earth is in its current state. That this soulless race are portals used by the 4D STS to maintain their control over us further explains the depth of the manipulations and why it was essential to cover up the teachings of the man we now call Jesus, but who the Cassiopaeans have said was actually named Jesinavarah. Organic Portals are the terminal connections of the geographic overseer sub-units of the Thought Centers of non-being. It is through our relationships with them that we feed and maintain the Matrix.

Organic portals are generic vehicles or portals, in human form, open for use by a variety of forces, which is why they make excellent matrix puppets. It just so happens that they’re being used now by 4D STS to control 3D STS / 4D STO candidates through “clapper� and “vampire� functions - keeping us locked into a behavioral pattern matching the orchestrated norm, and being physically close to us to sap our energies and to keep us from having enough “escape velocity� to remove ourselves from the Matrix Control System’s tug, via development of our magnetic centers.

Thus we see that the “natural� function of the OP of imitation of the soul energy assumes a specific character with the STS development stream of collecting the soul energy of souled individuals in order to pass it along the feeding chain to 4D STS. The principal role of the OP is now to prevent the genuine seeker from advancing along the Way. [...]

This suggests to us the possibility that the figure around which the Jesus legend was wrapped was presenting a teaching that denied everything that all of the other religions promoted. Such a concept denies the value of sacrifice to the gods; it denies the value of appeasing the gods, honoring the gods, praying to the gods, expecting to be saved by or cleansed from sin by any of the gods. It places the important lesson squarely upon the human being as described in the Parable of the Prodigal Son. It describes the son as going to a Far Country. It describes the “Fall“ as “a famine in the country.� It tells us how the Prodigal Son went to a “resident of the Far Country� to ask for help. We can easily see that this resident represents the God of this world in his three monotheistic permutations. And what did the God do? Sent the Prodigal Son to live with the pigs. And there we see the clear explication of the Organic Portals in our lives. And we also understand the use of the term in the saying: do not cast your pearls before swine lest they turn and rend you in pieces. And speaking of pearls, we begin to understand the reason that the “pearl� was used as the metaphor for the magnetic center “buried� in a field and the necessity to sell all you own to obtain the field with the pearl of great price. A pearl is formed over time, layer after layer, around a seed, a kernel, a grain of sand that is an “irritant.� In this world, souled beings ARE irritants, but in this world they have the possibility of “growing a soul,� and ascending.

If we just learn to “make nice and get along� and suffer as nobly as possible and forgive and forget while maintaining close “feeding relationships� with Organic Portals, then we are wasting our time. Forgiveness and understanding are, certainly, important. But what is most important is to not use such as a pretext to prolong the feeding relationship. The big problem is: discerning the difference between the children of the Kingdom of Heaven and the children of a “lesser god.�

Such an idea, and only such an idea, would have been most definitely a “vile superstition.�

In fact, we have something of a parallel in some remarks about Pythagoras. He was accused of believing the “vile superstitions� of the barbarians, that a soul is born over and over again into different bodies. In the Cathar Gospel of John, the following passage tells us something very important:

And after that I, John, asked of the Lord, saying: How say men that Adam and Eve were created by God and set in paradise to keep the commandments of the Father, and were delivered unto death? And the Lord said to me: Hearken, John, beloved of my Father; foolish men say thus in their deceitfulness that my Father made bodies of clay: but by the Holy Ghost made he all the powers of the heavens, and holy ones were found having bodies of clay because of their transgression, and therefore were delivered unto death.

And again I, John, asked the Lord: How beginneth a man to be in the Spirit (to have a spirit) in a body of flesh? And the Lord said unto me: Certain of the angels which fell do enter unto the bodies of women, and receive flesh from the lust of the flesh, and so is a spirit born of spirit, and flesh of flesh, and so is the kingdom of Satan accomplished in this world and among all nations.

And he said to me: My Father hath suffered him to reign seven days, which are seven ages.

And I asked the Lord and said: What shall be in that time? And he said to me: From the time when the devil fell from the glory of the Father and (lost) his own glory, he sat upon the clouds, and sent his ministers, even angels flaming with fire, unto men from Adam even unto Henoch his servant. And he raised up Henoch upon the firmament and showed him his godhead and commanded pen and ink to be given him: and he sat down and wrote threescore and seven books. And he commanded that he should take them to the earth and deliver them unto his sons. And Henoch let his books down upon the earth and delivered them unto his sons, and began to teach them to perform the custom of sacrifice, and unrighteous mysteries, and so did he hide the kingdom of heaven from men. And he said unto them: Behold that I am your god and beside me is none other god.

And therefore did my Father send me into the world that I might make it known unto men, that they might know the evil device of the devil.

[...]

At one point in the Gnostic gospel of Thomas, the disciples ask Thomas what Jesus told him when he withdrew with him and “told him three things.� Thomas said to them: “If I tell you even one of the things he told me, you will pick up rocks and stone me. Then fire will come forth from the rocks and devour you.�

By now we have an idea of what was so controversial about what Jesus was saying in private that even some of his closest followers could not be told. At another point in this text, Jesus says to his disciples, following a rendition of the parable of the sower: “This is also how you can acquire the kingdom of heaven. If you do not acquire it through knowledge, you will not be able to find it.�

Repeatedly throughout the Gnostic texts, the seeking of knowledge - in the sense of Truth, or the unseen reality behind the symbols of our world - as opposed to belief in salvation from a “god out there,� was emphasized. That was truly heretical in those days. In fact, it is heretical now.

If “three day deaths and resurrections� of savior gods was so commonplace throughout the Middle East, why was Jesus saying:

“You miserable people! You unfortunate ones! You pretenders to truth! You falsifiers of knowledge! You sinners against the spirit! Why do you continue to listen when from the beginning you should have been speaking? Why do you sleep when from the beginning you should have been awake, that the kingdom of heaven might receive you? I tell you the truth: it is easier for a holy person to sink into filth, and for an enlightened person to sink into darkness, than for you to reign.�

At one point, in the Gospel of Thomas, Jesus makes a rather astounding comparison:

‘They saw a Samaritan carrying a lamb and going to Judea. He said to his disciples, “Why is he carrying the lamb around?� They said to him, “So that he may kill it and eat it.� He said to them, “He will not eat it while it is alive, but only after it has been killed and has become a carcass.� They said, “it cannot happen any other way.� He said to them, “So also with you: seek a place of rest for yourselves, that you may not become a carcass and be eaten.�

That’s a far cry from the accepted Christian image of the “Good Shepherd.� The point is, the Gnostic gospels, obviously the “other Christianity� that was abolished and buried by the church, had, as the centerpiece of their teachings, that the gods of the many religions down through the ages were merely different manifestations of the negative forces of the hyperdimensional reality and that this realm of evil gods acted on souled beings through the intermediary of Organic Portals.

The section actually goes on for some time. You would learn so much from Secret History that is factual, based on evidence and authoritative documentation that you will never get from Weidner and Bridges and Gardiner and that whole gang of COINTELPRO Poseurs. Additional information you should have is the fact that Vincent Bridges was in possession of all of my material on alchemy, the Cs transcripts, etc, at the time he was writing the Bridges/Weidner book. I was rather dismayed to see material I had provided to him show up there in a somewhat distorted presentation. (And I can prove this, by the way.)

Like I said, get the book and stop wasting my time. I'm working on volume 2 and I have better things to do.

 

[anart]

Novelis, SAO is right - manifestations of this type of behavior can simply indicate that you've been exposed to and affected by it - ponerized, if you will. To some extent, everyone in a ponerized society exhibits some of these symptoms. I'm not discounting your concern at all, I'm simply saying that if you can see this about your behavior, then chances are very high that you can figure out the root of it and change it - which also means that you are not 'essentially' this way. fwiw.

 

[salleles]

In fact, everything that people on this forum have highlighted about characteristics and the perceptions of the schizoidal psychopath fits me PERFECTLY.

Hi Novelis, that's quite a confession indeed. I must say that, after reading some of your older posts, nothing points in that direction. You ask honest questions and interact in a quite 'normal' way with other members. In the end, a schizoidal psychopath would only be here to manipulate, to a greater or lesser extent. Again, I don't see this in your posts. But like you indicated, things might be different in real life.
Anyway, it sounds you have some tough self-exploring ahead. Good luck and all the best.

 

[j0da]

Novelis, what you have just wrote is one example of the difference between the "infection" and the "infected", to use SAO's parable. Look at this pathetic guest of ours - Hitch/counter/north - what does he bring to the forum? Dude comes here in his cold steel armor of self-righteousness and persistently, without any sign of doubt, shame or remorse, tries to force his usless ideas down our throaths. He plays his little manipulative games of wits, like this forum was his land to conquer. He does it in complete disregard for forum rules, politeness, and without even a glimmer of respect for a woman, who spent her whole life on gaining knowledge and sharing it with others.

And here you are - you come and stand "bare" before forum members, saying sincerely "guys, I think I might be completely screwd up", so fragile, so full of doubt and uncertainty, ready to question yourself and be questioned by others. It's a sign of great courage and a hope. When one stops beating around the bush and finally hits the bush, looking and SEEING for what he really is, it means one is SERIOUS about one's undertaking - of seeking the TRUTH, despite the sheer terror his discoveries might bring. This is what separates you from this lowlife who just happened to "stumble into the wrong bar".

Keep up the good work, Jason.

 

[Iron]

Since this is a "dead" thread, i do not know if this is the right place to ask, but i will ask anyway.

I wonder why the COINTELPRO guys, and others groups or indiiduals who aim to throw seekers off their way, do not do a more through job. I mean they do such a "sloppy" job ( not degrading the work of research of Laura and others) that one is able to, with great effort, to assemble clues.

Hope all understands my question, since english is not my primary language.