The Living Force
I'll wait for some more info, but that sounds very much like my problem. :/(parallel) How can I process or work with the emotions that I feel are underneath, but which sort of get stored under a certain layer in daily life, and so never get processed?
(L) Never get expressed or processed? Because they're not being expressed, or they have never been expressed in any way? How can you deal with the emotions that block you, or something like that?
A: Keep in mind that you have dealt with things the same way for so long that there are very deep tracks in the brain. At the same time, there are circuits that have been little or never used. This must change!!! Super efforts are needed or you will deteriorate rapidly!
Q: (parallel) Can I ask about these tracks, and how to work with them? Jump out of them? What ways I can...
(Perceval) When they say, "very deep tracks", does that mean anything to you?
(parallel) I just think of habits.
(Perceval) Like what?
(parallel) Maybe disregarding when I get like a signal when I sit alone. I think, "Okay, you should really sit down and have a think about this," and it disappears. It's just dissociation.
(Perceval) Losing a thought or idea...
(L) That's one thing that Martha Stout talks about. When you dissociate, it becomes habitual. That may be what they're talking about...
Q: (L) What they're talking about is the habitual dissociation. Paying close and careful attention to what's outside, and responding to it, is what you've almost never used.
A: You live your life from inside a bubble.
Q: (Pierre) A bubble that is between you and interacting with reality.
A: Entropy awaits if you do not take advantage of the present opportunities.
(L) You have all this emotion going on...
(Ark) Do you talk to yourself in your mind?
(parallel) It takes over, yes.
(Ark) Does it happen often? When you start talking, I mean...
(parallel) No, it's not conversations. I bring up a point, and then that I guess I need to think about it. It's not very deep especially not these days when I'm working physically a lot.
(L) Is there anything else that you can give parallel right now, or should we come back to this topic at another time?
A: Let him think, work, network, and see later.