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The Living Force
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Maybe the memory of some people isn't that susceptible to "damage with age" and "usually altering with time" - as is common knowledge amongst psychiatrists.
When I had small jumps in awareness, in some cases I think a switch from the old reality to the new one happened. The switches always came with me remembering prominent [in the immediate environment], remarkable parts of the old reality = that were hard real facts, hard real data [belonging there] that WERE NO LONGER VALID in the new reality! "Here", where the data has been changed. IIRC, it was mentioned in articles about the Philadelphia experiment that poor sailors went crazy, because their minds couldn't process two eclipsing realities..
These small jumps in awareness were mostly preceded by Dabrowski's partial dissolutions / disintegrations and reintegrations. It felt like my brain became melting slippery onion layers slipping apart. Felt like losing my mind, then the layers reorganized and stabilized.
For example: I frequently remembered things form the old reality, like I could swear that the light switch on the wall was three inches farther from the position than it is "now". Movie scenes were changed in the new reality, they played out differently - I checked a couple of these "new reality scenes" from classic movies to make sure -, but my stored memories were about the old scenes [from the old reality] and the new scenes are NOT like I remembered from the old reality.
Names, hard facts, that I occasionally mentioned here as well, has been changed in "this" new reality and those old data were no more valid "here" and I was told that I misquoted, misremembered things, when those were memories of hard real facts - only belonging to the old reality, I think, but in the new one - "here" - they are no longer valid data.
As the mind progresses in the new reality, I think, it concentrates to prioritize storing the new memories over the old ones about the same event / place / data and the old memories slowly, um, get buried?
Maybe the memory of some people isn't that susceptible to "damage with age" and "usually altering with time" - as is common knowledge amongst psychiatrists.
(Galatea) I've been having memories of things that never happened before, as if I was walking in another reality and then came into a new one. I could have sworn that something happened that didn't happen. I'm wondering if our reality is merging with different realities?
A: Oh indeed! You will achieve so much clarity once the bugs are gone!
Q: (Galatea) It's so weird! It's like I walk into a new reality, and I remember the old, but I'm trying to get used to the new one. But it didn't actually happen. It's creepy!
(Data) Can I ask about the recent crop circle that looked like a half moon with a star? Crescents and a 4-pointed star.
A: Eclipsing realities coming soon!
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(Pierre) The crop circle looked a bit like an eclipse.
(Andromeda) How do realities eclipse though?
(Perceval) Crossing over, maybe?
(L) Well, we have a whole session on the subject of eclipsing realities.
(Ark) Okay, I have a question.
(L) Yes?
(Ark) Did we really have as I think a reality split concerning differences in remembering of me seeing this girl who visited recently?
A: Yes
Q: (Galatea) So in one reality you did, but in one reality you didn't.
(Ark) So, the following question: Was this something unique, or we should expect more reality splits?
A: Expect more! Be aware and alert! Unify or some may be left behind!
Q: (Scottie) So maybe the splitting reality thing might also explain why I remembered the girl’s name as something completely different?
A: Yes
When I had small jumps in awareness, in some cases I think a switch from the old reality to the new one happened. The switches always came with me remembering prominent [in the immediate environment], remarkable parts of the old reality = that were hard real facts, hard real data [belonging there] that WERE NO LONGER VALID in the new reality! "Here", where the data has been changed. IIRC, it was mentioned in articles about the Philadelphia experiment that poor sailors went crazy, because their minds couldn't process two eclipsing realities..
These small jumps in awareness were mostly preceded by Dabrowski's partial dissolutions / disintegrations and reintegrations. It felt like my brain became melting slippery onion layers slipping apart. Felt like losing my mind, then the layers reorganized and stabilized.
For example: I frequently remembered things form the old reality, like I could swear that the light switch on the wall was three inches farther from the position than it is "now". Movie scenes were changed in the new reality, they played out differently - I checked a couple of these "new reality scenes" from classic movies to make sure -, but my stored memories were about the old scenes [from the old reality] and the new scenes are NOT like I remembered from the old reality.
Names, hard facts, that I occasionally mentioned here as well, has been changed in "this" new reality and those old data were no more valid "here" and I was told that I misquoted, misremembered things, when those were memories of hard real facts - only belonging to the old reality, I think, but in the new one - "here" - they are no longer valid data.
As the mind progresses in the new reality, I think, it concentrates to prioritize storing the new memories over the old ones about the same event / place / data and the old memories slowly, um, get buried?