Historic session I gotta say. I had a feeling one was coming. Just as I had the same feeling of pressure and foreboding like many here, including Laura.
I thought my stress levels were up because of my increased business activity and risk taking, but it looks like it's not just that.
My view is that we should still live like there's plenty of time ahead of us, and not get all defeatist or, rather, fatalistic. Prepare for the worst but not let that define our course of action in the present in a way that precludes a brighter future.
I agree and I already shared the words 'Prepare for the worst, and hope for the best' with friends here last night! 'Upstairs' especially my Dad and Son have been helping, encouraging and guiding me a lot just recently. I was blown away after meeting new like minded friends again dad had 'put me in touch with' because as soon as I joined them in a local restaurant I had the need to continue sharing our knowledge with them, and was encouraged to keep sharing through answering their questions. Once we came back to my home I was reading to them from the last post I read prior to joining them. It was so on topic about not letting our past mistakes shadow what we are doing now etc. I then checked if we had another session, which I was expecting and all of us were blown away as practically all the topics discussed, barring the Roman time deceptions, I had only just covered in detail in the restaurant!! It was like the C's session was clarification to all I had shared with them! For me this symbolizes not to worry if the net goes down as we CAN be given such information with the right intention and discernment!
I certainly felt things were hotting up now towards a crescendo to our show, which is a relief really. Though I feel we should also maintain our intentions/plans, though with hindsight try to speed them up a bit? There is possibly still a New World to be created and holding such intentions in all we do I feel will be very helpful.
I wish to share some of the info that my family 'upstairs' needed to get to me over the last 10 days in response to questions I was having:
Via my daughter: 'I don't see you mum coming back to England. I don't see her going back, no I don't. She will die where she is'. (fine by me!). 'We all have to die one day, but when the time comes I don't feel she will come to this country' ( I intended to visit occasionally but this will not be possible anymore).
'Tell your mum not to worry about her mum and the heart operation - which she must have and will live to a ripe old age, because her mum will be fine, and her father will be there during the operation and watches over her anyway'
'Your mum's brother is saying to me about your mum, that her mind is work,work,work (our knowledge/sharing work - I treat each day as if it is my last whilst I can Do and Learn all that I am able this lifetime -plus STO deeds and knowledge are what we CAN take with us too. However without an STS self benefit intention behind it, more a gratitude for the gift of this lifetime and to utilize my'time' in the best way I know how).
'She has got to sleep' (my brother flashes my bedside light if I am still reading Caesar after midnight!
'And she is still thinking, thinking. So her mind is like a computer and she is like if you put a hamster in a hamster wheel - that is what her mind is always doing!
They keep telling me to chill out, enjoy life and do all the things I enjoy in life more, though I feel quite happy with my gardening, animals, swimming etc. However, can now see that this was meaning enjoy the calm whilst you can, before the storm!!
'She is going to be fine, though does have some health problems, but one thing that she MUST do is accept the land exchange offer that she has just been given. Let it go because she will not get a better offer. It is time because something is going to built around there and that is going to devalue the land as well, so to move quickly' (My mum's land). (They had previously told me to move from my flat in town to our village house just days before lockdown - for which I am truly truly grateful despite the stress in doing so. I also have been told to sell the flat now as I will need the money now!
On Sunday 19th I was at our group meet up Plandemic picnic. New residents who plan to do similar project idea to me arrived with their mum. She said she felt strongly guided to sit next to me even though they had brought along their own chairs. She later told me that she had just recently started receiving visions and messages from above. Barely had she sat down than my father came through. To keep this short he gave many images, tone of 'speech' throughout and info.
He said he had brought J here because I dont have anyone here I can truly 'trust' - they need to have the same spirituality knowledge and awareness for me to truly trust them. He brought J to and, and to sit next to me, as he knew I would trust her.
He is so proud of me and my chosen path. He specifically asks J to give me a very very strong and caring hug from him, like he would give me atm if he were in physical body. (He knew that the one thing that had temporarily upset me, on hearing I could never visit my family in UK again, was the realization that I would never receive hugs from my family here again - even though we give each other verbal hugs and love daily by phone). That I really need and miss that 'hug' and so lovingly described to J exactly 'how' to hug me or I would not believe it was genuine.
He asked her to emphasize that I am never alone. They are all here and waiting for me there in spirit, and that when I go back there will be a huge celebration for me as I have stuck my course, my path and done well here - felt like a 'congratulationary' celebration.
Dad said really well done (as if it is not too long before I am 'home' again. My sister has since told me that he came very bright and happy to my brother 3 months before he passed - of which I was not aware). And that he would have done exactly the same path/course of action etc if he were still here.
J was so deeply moved by the deep deep caring love that he was sharing through her to me that instantly tears were streaming down her face. It was such a powerful love being conveyed to us as she was explaining that she felt such love and admiration and pride for me coming through. And that she that I had been through so much and she felt that too.
'Dad is with me and advising me and will tell me which ones I can trust or not, but I need to be really careful. He also knew that the only things I had been worried about leaving behind were all my notes, files and books/knowledge that I wanted to be in the right 'hands' - and he said we had been brought together for this.
She said she felt we were ore than sisters and so overwhelmed by the contact, so moved that she wanted to 'nourish' (cant think of the exact translation from German for this) it all as it was such a special contact for her to experience. So spontaneous and such a strong loving energy. She saw him sitting and standing so proud and upright with a huge smile on his face and love towards me. Said to be happy, relax and do more things to make me happy as I have actually been quite depressed but have been putting a brave face on it to the world.
That I must take all our knowledge and share my wisdom etc now for the new world - to keep my intention for the new world whatever happens.
I keep a mental connection with Home/5D, DCM and the C's to keep remembering my true 'I'. I know too my dad is guiding me, and was told a while ago that my son is with me all the time now, because of the deterioration in my health re the Lyme, and also gives me a lot of 'reminders' and needed energy now. Prior to my sharing vital info this last month with peeps and family I was concerned that Lyme had affected my pineal/endocrine system channeling etc, however, not sure why but I got the impression that consciousness is not just confined to the 'brain' and that the right words/advice are still 'getting through' when sharing/advising family and friends. As well as many 'confirmations' of this sharing arising from many disparate sources, especially on the next forum thread that I just happen to click on!
Much more has been shared with me but I felt the need to share this today as I think this applies to everyone here. Our animals are also helping us and for me they are so much more loving and aware and take turns to sleep next to me each night - the kittens ensuring I get the benefit of their purring as I fall asleep.
Whatever happens I have made my peace with the world and am psychologically prepared, in fact very relieved, that the'show' we have been patiently waiting and preparing for is finally about to happen. In whatever form or guise that actually occurs. The icing on the cake being that 'they wont succeed' but we know that they will strike out at anything and everything in their desperation. Rats jumping from a sinking ship spring to mind!
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