Hello everyone, I am writing this inspired by the C’s advice to air things out and in the sincere hope that it may help others in a similar situation identify the problem and find the solution. The story can also serve as the acknowledgement of another hit by the C's.
Session Date: March 21st 2015
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A: Neeileigl of Cassiopaea. Keep faith with each other.
Q: (Andromeda) What does "keep faith with each other" mean?
A: We notice that there are members of your forum who are not doing this.
Q: (L) In what respect?
A: Covertly antagonistic.
Q: (L) So there are people who are covertly antagonistic. Why are they covertly antagonistic?
A: Little respect.
Q: (L) So they have little respect.
(Chu) I'm assuming that means for you or us?
(L) In other words, they don't have respect for the group?
A: Yes
Q: (L) Us particularly?
A: Yes
Q: (L) Anything more than that?
A: You especially.
Q: (L) Why?
A: Inspired by negative discarnate entities with connections to 4D STS "handlers".
Q: (Andromeda) Are these people a danger?
A: They are looking for opportunities to manipulate weaker members away.
Q: (L) So, what is it that makes somebody weak?
A: Mostly ego.
Q: (L) Okay. Anything we should be doing about this?
A: Just be aware. Members should also be aware and alert to invitations.
Q: (L) Invitations? What kind of invitations?
A: To express dissatisfaction when feeling disaffected due to lack of faith in the process.
Q: (L) Well, I think everybody gets into a period where they feel a lack of faith. Sometimes it's just a chemical feeling, like when you're depressed and everything is black, nothing will ever be nice again, your life is crappy, and that sort of thing. So I think that anybody can be vulnerable to that.
A: Yes. It needs to be aired out.
Q: (L) So, if people would just talk about it, that would help?
A: Yes
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I want to set the record straight from the beginning and to clearly state that I am not critical of any part of the information or content of this forum, the group or Laura’s work, and to emphasize my appreciation and love for all those involved, and lastly but not least, my sincere faith in “the process” that I have now retrieved and strengthened after the events further described.
Also, I have recently had the opportunity to listen to the voice recording that has initially triggered this new “adventure” in self knowing and learning and had the sincere joy and relief to finally experience this recording free of previous “programming filters” and confirm my analysis and conclusions.
This is my story.
Since I have started to participate in the Eiriu Eolas group, I had an experience that has had profound implications with respect to my faith in the process initiated by Laura and the Cassiopeans.
In her kindness and sincere desire to help any practising E. E. students and following the C’s advice to use the power of her voice, Laura has made the recording of “The prayer of the Soul” to be used during the E. E. sessions.
Unfortunately for me, or maybe as another valuable opportunity to benefit from this powerful process, listening to this recording has resulted in an uncomfortable feeling generated by the very perception of Laura’s voice. The voice sounded to me very unusual for such a learning device, it had a dispassionate and uninterested tone, suggestive of disrespect and condescendence towards the listener, producing a clear sensation of discomfort and distrust. As I said before, I did listen to this recording recently and I am seriously ashamed and embarrassed to admit that it sounded to me like that. Nevertheless, in the interest of accuracy and truth, that is the extent to which the power of the intrusive programming was able to modify my perception of reality at that point.
These perceived characteristics of Laura’s voice have suddenly began to alter my initial favorable feelings and hopeful faith in the process and determined me to start doubting and questioning Laura’s sincerity and the accuracy and validity of the C’s material. I was asking myself if this isn’t just another trap for honest seekers, set to first attract them and then to derail their efforts to seek truth.
At the same time these sudden feelings, as strong as they were, were also in stark contradiction with my previous impressions and perceptions of Laura’s work and the C’s communications content. I had found real value in Laura’s writings, the SOTT website and the information received from the C’s. So I was very confused.
Until the March 21 session, in which the C’s have stated the quoted fragment.
Some of the C’s affirmations were a bit too harsh for my situation as I did not feel “covertly antagonistic” or “looking for opportunities to manipulate weaker members away”. My respect for Laura as a well-intentioned source and especially my “faith in the process” were somewhat shaken and on less firm grounds than before.
Luckily for me, I might say, the thing that attracted my attention the most in this communication was the mention by the C’s of the influence of “negative discarnate entities with connections to 4D STS “handlers".”
This immediately rang a loud bell in my mind and after suddenly reviving my hopes, strongly galvanized my efforts to find out the truth of this matter.
Just as a parenthesis, it is clear to anyone kind enough to be reading this that I did keep enough faith to trust the unconventional mention of discarnate entities and 4D STS handlers concepts, as well as keep looking for a solution right in the Laura’s and the C’s material.
To make a long story short, I instantaneously made the connection to Spirit Release Therapy and Laura’s videos on the subject. In one of those I encountered the mention of Edith Fiore and William Baldwin as some of the top references for the subject.
I purchased the books and started reading them. After reading Edith Fiore’s “The Unquiet Dead” I moved to William Baldwin’s “Spirit Releasement Therapy” and when I had almost finished I decided to have an SRT session myself to see what it reveals.
Engrossed and fascinated by the subject of my lecture, I had forgotten about the issue that has determined me to seek answers in these books and all I could think about at that time, was how I can apply this knowledge to helping some of my friends and maybe others as well, and also of memories from my own life that could indicate a high probability of me also needing this processing.
I was fortunate enough to find someone close and inexpensive enough to fulfill this desire quite soon after that.
Needless to say that the experience was strongly colored by my doubt and partial lack of faith in the validity of my own sensations and perceptions which had been incidentally re-stimulated by the situation with the voice recording. Nevertheless it was fruitful and offered me a great learning opportunity also.
I would like to describe in more detail the part of this session that directly applies to the situation described here. Those who are not convinced of the validity or reality of the process involved, please bear with me and allow me to present things as I perceived them at the time, even though as this story is intended to show, perception can be distorted by programming. Hopefully, I am not plagued by too many...
During the scan of my body I have found a few elements of interest including an object on the top of my head covering the location of my 7th chakra. I did not call it anything yet, just found it laying there for some reason. Further, I’ve been reminded of the image of a threatening figure that I had glimpsed a few years ago during a Reiki initiation session that had determined me to abandon the group that was providing it, due to the fear that my subconscious was providing me with an image of something connected with the said group. The figure looked like a giant human but for some obscure reason was accompanied by a strong sensation of reptilian contact. I am trying to describe as accurately as I can the sensation that I instantly received at the time and then remembered during the session. Later in the session, as I shared with the therapist the strong doubt that I was experiencing relative to my perceptions, he asked me a brilliant question. He asked me if this doubt is mine. Instantly I knew then that the doubt was not mine and soon after I had a perception of this doubt being poured in my brain by the giant, angry looking human through the object previously discovered at the top of my head.
I hope I am not boring anybody with my easy acceptance of these unconventional and unscientific concepts because, honestly I do believe in the power of my subconscious mind to bring to light elements of its content that may help my understanding and progress.
Getting back to the action, the therapist further directed me to remove the “cap” by imagining that I push it away. I did imagine that and in my mind eyes I saw myself pushing the cap with both my hands. The mind picture developed at that point and I clearly “saw” the being strongly pressing on the cap as I was trying to push it away. I informed the therapist of this and he directed me to push harder, which I did. At that point I started to “see” that underneath the cap there were structures like tentacles and roots that seemed to be deeply implanted in my brain and were not allowing the removal of the object.
These are the details glimpsed in my mind’s eye at the time and which helped me understand the situation later, when after the session, I tried to analyze and understand further.
Not a lot was accomplished in that session with respect to releasing any entities but a lot was accomplished for me with respect to increasing my understanding and belief in the validity of the process as well as the reality of the information transmitted to my conscious awareness from my subconscious mind.
At this point in time as I was returning home I was reviewing the information gained and it is then that I understood the meaning of the subconscious metaphors. It became clear to me that the “cap” was a program placed and maintained by the giant human figure with the purpose of slowing down and preventing as much as possible any spiritual progress or gain. I asked myself how can I get rid of it, I purposely addressed the question to my subconscious mind and the answer came instantly in my conscious awareness: Eiriu Eolas.
That is when the circle closed, and I gained an even bigger picture of the present situation in view of the C’s statement. Everything in that statement and in my perceptions started to make sense.
A negative discarnate entity with connections to the 4D STS controllers, is what I had perceived. The giant human figure, angry looking and mysteriously reminding of reptilians even though it did not look such, using the program already placed in my brain to instill doubt and modify my perceptions in order to prevent any spiritual gain and understanding.
Now, with my regained respect for Laura and her work, and renewed faith in the process, I intend to continue my SRT (Spirit Release Therapy) quest as well as participating in the E.E. group.
Thanks for reading, to those who did and please excuse my unpolished writing style. I'll get better.
Peace on the planet and inside everyone
Mod's note: Added the quotation boxes and blank lines between paragraphs to ease the reading. 
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