Ana said:
ignite said:
Ana said:
You may want to devote some time to organize and clarify your post, you have mixed responses from nwigal with mine and it has become pretty chaotic. :)
Yes, but I will leave it as it is. The two became one and were addressed as one. :)
If you were externally considerate you would at least modify the quotes so that each one of them was making reference to the person who said it, even if later you decide to answer generally because the two have similar approaches.
Talking of receiving knowledge from the higher not being able to communicate in a clear and organized way with us is contradictory, although not unusual.
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ignite said:
I will attend to making the reference to nwigal.
Thanks :)
I wish to try to fix my errors as an act of clearing and reconciliation.
I was ignite, but the fire seemed to burn my brains out. Certainly the drug I was taking was disabling my poorly developed critical thinking, but thankfully I had enough sense to remove myself from the forum while I was so toxic.
I wish also to say that I am sad to see that nwigal has also apparently removed her/him self from the forum and I hope that nwigal will reincarnate here again to continue the Work. Damn I am sorry. :(
The posts are messy and I hope that this attempt to set things right, if that is possible, will appear in a readable format for you, Oh DCM, never again, please!
Re: Session 22 July 2010
« Reply #260 on: August 13, 2010, 03:20:25 AM »
As for the Russian guys with the seed bank - just eat the seeds. Just hope like hell there is Buckwheat and Quinoa. No corn please - I'd rather expire!
This statement in particular exposes an inhuman attitude, and I am very sorry that the sacrifice these very human people made for others was downgraded by me in such an offhand manner. Their exemplary human act is something I have reduced to stupidity in my STS state. This has now become a badge of shame and a seed in me to try extra hard to clear myself that I may contribute to the emancipation of their fellow humans whom they obviously loved.
Re: Session 22 July 2010
« Reply #263 on: August 13, 2010, 05:11:00 AM »
Quote from: Ana on August 13, 2010, 04:04:43 AM
Be aware of the hypocrisy of the ego, who pretends for himself the beauty of the soul.
Ignite’s reply: Ego has nothing to do with this concept. What existance do 'I' have without 'you'. Perhaps I have offended 'your' ego.
Actually, in retrospect ego had everything to do with this reply and reveals my unrealised sense of self importance. All is lessons, but this one has been very hard for me to learn. My ponerisation is deep and there are many dodgy circuits to fix yet.
Re: Session 22 July 2010
« Reply #270 on: August 15, 2010, 01:54:07 AM »
Quote from: ignite on August 14, 2010, 05:02:24 PM
Quote from: Ana on August 14, 2010, 09:47:22 AM
You may want to devote some time to organize and clarify your post, you have mixed responses from nwigal with mine and it has become pretty chaotic.
Ignite’s reply: Yes, but I will leave it as it is. The two became one and were addressed as one.
I am sorry about my arrogance, now the posts have become so muddled I am finding it very hard to reply in an easy to read format. I regret this immensely.
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from Ana: If you were externally considerate you would at least modify the quotes so that each one of them was making reference to the person who said it, even if later you decide to answer generally because the two have similar approaches.
Talking of receiving knowledge from the higher not being able to comunicate in a clear and organized way with us is contradictory, although not unusual.
Thank you Ana. In my ‘state’, I was open to STS influences and I have channelled them into this forum. I can only express my regret and say that the state has passed and hopefully will never return. I have since been able to remove the drug from my life and have dedicated myself to sobriety, external consideration and self vigilance.
Re: Session 22 July 2010
« Reply #267 on: August 14, 2010, 09:47:22 AM »
Ana
Ana, your post quoting stalking from http://www.cassiopaea.org/cass/stalking.htm and the work of Ibn al-'Arabi was very useful to me. Also Michael Topper’s article on “What is Christ Consciousness” at http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/ciencia/topper/topper16.htm played a huge part in my escaping from the state I was in. What can I say except thank you for the quotes and thanks to Laura for the subtle (indirect) direction to Topper’s articles.
Re: Session 22 July 2010
« Reply #269 on: August 14, 2010, 10:46:33 PM »
Quote from: ignite on August 14, 2010, 05:02:24 PM
Thank you, this quote helps clarify matters of orientation, but was unnecessary. What I have said is not about orientaion as such and is clear enough.
Anart’s reply: Hi ignite. Judging from the responses you've received, it appears that what you have said is not 'clear enough'. Perhaps you could try to clarify not only for the benefit of others, but for your own benefit?
It is still very messy I am afraid Anart, but I do see both your points. I was a mess, and this series of posts just shows up so many flaws in my approach to communication on this forum. I intend to be much more considerate and to think very carefully about what posts I make in future. I have to admit that this series of posts by me were reactionary and really showed my low EQ at the time. I expect this lesson for me will etch deep and it has shown me a real disconnect in my psychology. I am shocked, but I am more concerned for nwigal who I suspect has found my inconsideration too much to bear. Bugger! But then, what do I know about it – more assumptions on my part I know, but I still feel for nwigal nevertheless.
When I first signed on as jacksun, Laura described me as disingenuous. Well, stupid me, I should have looked up the word to understand what it meant – there was a lesson that just passed me by. More fool me.
I wish to thank other forum members for showing their external consideration in not making the waters any more complex for me to address here. It is a great example of true companionship and you have all humbled me with your loving non-involvement in my unclear posts.
Divine Cosmic Mind bless you all, and if anyone is in contact with ngiwal, please forward my sincere apologies. Also please, may I extend apologies to others that I may have caused psychological discomfort to through my lack of external consideration.
Once jacksun, second ignite, finally LIMIT. In relation to the absolute infinity, I am indeed limit - just as Michael Topper so eloquently taught me. Thanks Mick wherever you are. :)