Jedi Council Member
Actually it is not the emotional aspect I am talking about, it is the delineation of judging what is wicked vs good. And about becoming desensitized by continually political rhetoric between what is being told about a situation and what is actually happening.Are you saying that you feel you are not ready because the suffering of others effects you, and you can't see everything in it's 'oneness'? Empathy is not something that holds us back, it is quite the opposite. Empathy is where our power lies, it brings us together and stops us from internally considering.
I have empathy for even an insect that I do not want to squash just because it is in my home. Usually if I can I take it outside. Though with all honesty a mosquito I would squash in an instant ;)
What I mean about not being able to graduate to 4D is that yes I can see that there may be things on a bigger picture relating to individual life lessons and I am not in a position to judge, what gets me is seeing the psychopathic/ponerological actions and not being able to say "that's life, that's their lesson" but to say or think how evil an action is like bombing a building filled with children because it is in enemy territory (for example) and say "well the 'enemy' was hiding behind a bunch of kids, we had no choice but to bomb them". That is just to me, an evil action!
So the hardening of my heart statement, I guess is the result of trying to cope with the lies and lies and more lies of the ptb. Instead of having a knee jerk reaction, like yelling at a TV, I say to myself it's just BS and change the channel. During the presidential debates here the lying coming from both sides was appalling as if the American people were just plain deaf and have terrible memories.
I trust this clears things up.