It was a dense session!
For me, the energy was pretty intense, and honestly, during and after reading the transcript, I felt really, really low... incredibly sad, a deep heaviness. Part of it was a response to Laura's words and how she was feeling I felt really sad to know that was happening for her... but at the same time, for me, it was as if the heaviness came not from her, but through her (as if being projected by something else). Part of the sadness and heaviness was also (for me personally) just the mind boggling horror of the agenda, everywhere we look and the many people that seem to be a reflection of the walking dead, part zombie/part cyborg these days that have absolutely no idea or interest in what is going on.
I did wonder if Laura has recently been under some kind of intense attack energetically - I mean more than normal - because honestly if she is not being attacked directly herself, someone close to her seems to be. All her life dark forces have tried to prevent her from her soul questing (as well as attempting to do the same to many in the Fellowship/Forum I am sure), but clearly Laura and those closest to her are made of much tougher stuff than the shadow agenda ever anticipated.
I get the feeling these forces are always trying to do something to derail Laura (et al), so they will stop poking those complete psychos right in their '3rd eye' (my silly analogy for how much Laura and those closest to her irritate the heck out of them - but particularly Laura
). I wondered if this possible 'attack' (if that's what it actually is) has been more subversive on some levels, in terms of Laura and others close to her. While I realise that generally many people are just utterly exhausted and overwhelmed by what we see happening and dismayed at the lack of awareness of so many around us, I have to say this energy felt like it was emanating from a 'source' with intent to sabotage things on some level, to drain and wear everyone down. To coin a phrase from the 60's: 'It was heavy, man'. (I had been feeling absolutely fine before I had read the session, so it was very noticeable, and in some ways, it felt like what might be described as a form of 'beaming'.)As I felt the emotion, and what felt like darkness and a heaviness washing over me I had tears streaming for quite some time thinking about all the suffering (and not just human) that has been experienced on this planet for so long - even though there is 'no time' and we have been told the cycle just keeps repeating over and over... and over... and over. I allowed myself some time to feel that and release it to some degree, but felt strongly that I needed to get a handle on it and not let myself get carried away, dragged down by it. I wanted to pull my energy back to a place of witnessing, being more objective, doing all I could to keep the emotion out of it and see the bigger picture, but energetically it was a struggle. I went to post something about it on the forum but I could not write anything that made sense so just left it. For the rest of the day I did not feel so good, I was really flat energetically and emotionally, and by the next day I was really unwell, spent part of the day in bed in intense physical pain. My eyesight was affected and I had terrible headaches for days.
During the next few days I was reflecting on the session and the heaviness that flooded in after reading it (I think this occurred while I was doing something radical like the dishes... but again it happened today when I was driving). I saw an image in my mind in connection with these thoughts about the session. I will try to explain it clearly (but wish I could create a moving visual image):
I saw a torus shape, with something long and thin and dark coiled around the torus. I felt it was a snake but I could not see the head - it was hidden from where I was observing. I could not see the whole torus, I was focusing on the right side of it. So the torus was moving, but also the 'snake' was coiled around it, moving with the torus but also rotating around independently of its own volition, while coiled around the torus, as if having its own separate experience but riding on the energy of the torus.
That probably sounds really weird, but that is what I saw.
It looked like the 'snake' was not an Ouroboros, I had the impression it was more like a parasite in the way it existed. (Well, that part sure made sense!) I felt like the torus represented the energy of the Universe. It moved in a very consistent way, it was like seeing waves moving through the torus, constant motion from the centre outwards as if 'expanding'. The 'snake' seemed to be trying to make its way past the surface of the torus, like it was seeking an entry point, and I wondered if it was even perhaps a representation of STS trying to find an entry point to move 'back' in time, or possibly even seeking some way to get at Laura?
(Just theories based on reflecting about the session / the energy felt.)
The C's have confirmed that STS have tried to alter the outcome of events repeatedly, but I guess there are universal laws around that, which affect the outcome of the things they try to change - it appears this action on their part creates a whole new set of dynamics they have not / cannot possibly anticipate.
Session: 24 June 2022
(Ark) Yes. Suppose we can build a time machine. What would be the beneficial uses of such a device?
A: Not many. STS uses tech to control and manipulate, but each use causes negative impact cascades.
Q: (Ark) The logical ‘not many’ that there may be some beneficial uses. I would like to know examples.
A: Changing trajectories of history on many scales so as to eliminate extreme suffering.
Q: (L) So when you say, “many scales”, you mean like in an individual life, in the lives of a family would be another scale, and the life of a town or community, a city, a country, and the planet. Those are different scales?
A: Yes and cosmic as well in rare cases. For example, we are time travelling right now.
Q: (Joe) That suggests that time travelling can be described as being able to communicate with the past or future… but only communication.
(Ark) Does such a machine need a human special operator, or is it just a machine?
A: First option.
Q: (Ark) Is it the case that if this machine would be operated by STS, it would kill the operator?
A: No.
Q: (Ark) Can one prevent somehow STS to misuse or to use such technology?
A: No.
Q: (Pierre) But they already time travel at will, messing up our timeline…
(Ark) But if we can also do this, we can mess up their messing up, no?
A: Intent must be pure STO for best results.
Q: (Chu) But no human is pure STO, so a human shouldn’t be the operator.
(L) Well, a human can have a pure intent. They just can’t hold it for very long.
[...]
(Joe) Could someone with a time machine go back and actually be present at a certain point in the past? Embodied?
(Andromeda) Like Bill and Ted?
A: Yes
Q: (Joe) And then they get stuck there.
(Ark) Is there just one main history that you can view, or there are many alternative histories?
A: Latter.
Q: (Joe) So then the past you’ve viewed, is that what happened or just a possibility?
(Ark) I mean, how can there be a past that’s an alternative to me being born in 1943??
A: You are here now as the result of following specific branching events that manifest as a result of choices.
[...]
(Pierre) The warning at the end of the last session two months ago, is it still going on?
A: Yes. Beware of quiet spells!
As I read this extract above I was thinking:
'quiet spells' - a form of attack... could reflect something akin to 'dark magic' or whatever you want to call it...
a subversive energy unleashed when people are distracted or 'vigilance' has softened in some way momentarily.
Regarding Ark and the two caps and their vanishing act... could that be linked to the 'quiet spells' comment in some way, but also related to the specific branching events mentioned above? I am not sure when they disappeared.
I have posted this partly because of the image I saw in my mind described above in italics, but also I am wondering if anyone else felt incredibly low after that session - whether it was those who participated actively at the time (and felt intense heavy energy at the time or later) or those who read the session later and felt the energy while reading or just after.
Any comments on my wandering thoughts above are welcome also. Even if you think I am certifiable.
THAT'S been said many times in my family so I really won't be offended.
