loreta said:solarmind said:Laura said:Q: (L) Well, for days now, I've felt like a really big chunk of me was just torn out. Psychically. I mean, it's like I've been psychically bleeding. And I feel like I made terrible mistakes, and that everything that happened is basically my fault - from the past, to the present.
wow, was feeling last week just like that .... like all was my fault, and all was due to my terrible mistakes because of my lack of knowledge ... :O
thank you for this session, Love you all! and take care!
Me too last week I had a very perfect image of myself in a certain moment of my past and see how irresponsible I was, doing a thing that was very bad and and see it with a clarity that was very hard to accept but I had to accept that we can be plain or errors and acting in the past without conscience at all,
Yes, take care!
Thank you for this incredibly important session. Am so sorry to hear that you have all been going through yet another attack, and one that must have been so much rougher than any of us can imagine. Laura has given so much of herself and has literally saved lives by her tireless work and creation of SOTT and the Forum, that it must have been a horrific time for her to have felt that she could be at fault for anything. My heart goes out to you Laura and everyone at the Chateau. The knowledge that all your efforts have shifted the timeline gives so much hope in these times when things seem so dark.
I too have been experiencing intense feelings of sadness and remorse about so many things that I have not done, mistakes I have made and time wasted in unproductive ways. Today I thought about G's conscious suffering and how it is better to do this willingly now and to use this remorse as a motivating force to make every moment count from now on, because we really don't know how much time we have.
I also remembered there have been other times when the Chateau was under attack and it was only after the subject came up in a session, that other people began connecting the events to what was occurring in their lives. It's another reminder that we all should be networking more, particularly when life begins to spiral down. And I am the first to admit that I do not do this, even though I should know by now that it is not productive, particularly when others might be having similar issues that could benefit in a wider discussion.
Again – thank you all so much for everything you have done and are continuing to do – it cannot be said enough!