Thanks for another important and vital session everyone.
As it happens I have been thoroughly immersing myself in all the deep psychology items put out lately as well as Jung anima/animus Shadow etc. I am really enjoying this and having many aha moments, feeling that it is the best thing I could be doing for energy/aim atm. Also being aware of my weaknesses and those around me/possible vectors.
I have to say that automatically more vigilence came about, as nobody is a nobody. I questioned the necessity of every 'excursion' meeting transaction etc. Also deeply feeling that none of us should make unnecessary trips especially flights nowadays. I must have picked up this need of carefully selecting where I put my attention and energy from all the articles, interactions on Fb, forum and networking thank goodness.
However, the strangest thing is the total sudden loss of my energy from around 6pm every night. For no reason so totally drained I took to my bed early, feeling some sort of 'attack' or even mild virus (however why so sudden draining in the early evening when doing the activism?) The session corroborates my thoughts.
I actually felt the worst timeline was the few weeks after Russia got involved in Syria and the PTB are bad losers. This I felt was the time when all hell would break loose, which it damn nearly did. Posting it was Mossad/energy games at the time that brought the plane down, I kinda knew Putin was on the case but that things had shifted into a different gear. More like warnings rather than all out WW3 end scenario, but that more are seeing the ploys. Plus Sott et all were also on top of the case right away so we could share like mad!
Today something told me to check my followers on Twitter and to my surprise, many have tens of thousands of followers! It kinda answered for me, well 'be jezus' it sure is getting out somewhere and I didn't even suspect! I just kept on keeping on with confidence. Yes I do feel confident except for the above time - which just made me MORE DETERMINED rather than feel and FEAR. It worked to substitute fear for love/doing what I could. Constantly the mantra (aka Caesar) kept playing - Fear nothing, be fearless.
Helping in this is purposefully de-cluttering my head (which the study of Self helps enormously with), maintaining Focus on what best to be putting my 'energy' to at any time, and applying myself to that - and by keeping my life/home as simple as possible. This has sure lifted me above any depression or many negative thoughts. Maybe a kinda objective way of self calming? Dunno. Also I have been networking locally about ANY potential danger zones/decisions that come along - mainly on the 'to do' tasks necessary here 'financially/domestically' because I feel it is important NOT to trust my thinking, alone, especially when I don't know 'who could be talking' in my head in these times. I constantly think/align myself with FOTCM and everyone on the forum. I feel this helps cement our group energy as well as afford a little 'protection' even if it is nothing more thank thinking twice before acting/doing anything aka self remembering/observing. And POTS of course!
FWIW the following quote REALLY does some up totally where I have been in the last 2 weeks! No kidding.
I think it must be something like: you Work on yourself, so that you can know yourself (love yourself), so that you can, among other things, control yourself and act rightly. Through knowing yourself, you learn a huge amount of information about others, too.
And you must also be constantly doing all you can to learn all you can about everything. And knowing yourself removes biases and filters and improves the reading instrument so that what you take in and process and conclude is much more objective.
The main goal of this is greater awareness of oneself and others, built on knowledge and confirmed through experience and practice, so that one can become as conscious as possible, understand as much as possible, and then be able to act towards others in the best way possible.
Something like the above seems to me what it means to be loving. External Considering comes from knowledge. It can be an act of love to act in ways that cause others emotional pain, if that action comes from a choice of not allowing oneself to be manipulated.
If love is knowledge, then constant application of knowledge with regards to oneself, others and the world we are connected to, must lead to a greater chance of loving actions and attitudes.
Thanks for posting this.
Could we be more connecting with the collective consciousness? That thought keeps arising for some reason.
With more obvious 4DSTS 'appearances' I feel that their need to 'intervene' is more out of desperation now. This is - and always has been - our real ' adversary'. So time to really batten down our hatches, starve them of our energies, and knit our group as tightly as ever!
