Shocking dream about Laura.

anart said:
Jeremy F Kreuz said:
On the topic of being vigilant. This weekend I felt a sudden urge to attack the forum and in particular Laura. Some voice (who came out of nowhere) told me to write a book and expose the whole thing as a scam. This is not the first time this has occurred (I fell for it on the topic of MMS). I always had the desire to write a book (and become famous and rich) and so appealing to this is definitely a weak spot in my defense system. This time I told that voice to back off. I am not falling for this trick any longer. I recognised it for what it was: an attempt to vector me. It took three attempts to stop that voice from urging me to come back to the topic.

Interesting, Jeremy - and impressive that you saw it for what it was!

Yes it is. And I think it was great that you had the courage to post this here as well.
 
Thanks StandingOnTheEdge and SolarMother,

Interesting that both my partner and I are going through similar things and she's a Scorpio and I'm on the cusp Scorpio/Sagittarius. I've never put much faith in horoscopes but recently have seen some interesting and applicable readings that go beyond "it would apply to anyone reading it." Since the C's mentioned the horoscope had been adulterated, that originally there were more houses, I wonder how accurate they would still be.

Thanks again,
Gonzo
 
I had 2 more Laura dreams recently (they just keep coming!). I don't know if it's now spurred by this thread or if it's more beaming (by the sound of what Jeremy is going through, the answer may very well be the latter), but here's a brief synopsys.

Between thursday-friday I had a dream where the C's were contacted, and I was at the board with Laura and some other people, and it was one of those things where group members took turns so that everybody gets to ask questions. And I asked lots of questions about technology and the future of technology - like computers, artificial intelligence, etc. Then it occured to me (after Laura pointed this out) that those questions are not of universal importance or helpful for our goals/progress as a group, and more geared towards satisfying my own curiosity than anything else, so I felt bad after having asked them (I don't remember the answers).

Then on the night of friday-saturday I had another Laura dream, this time I was just making lots of posts on the forum in different topics and Laura reprimanded me about it, saying that I was basically going overboard with posting and not really thinking about the discussions that ensued before posting in another section, nor was I doing enough research on my own before posting, nor was I truly considering whether my posts contribute to the topic at hand, so again once I realized this to be the case I felt bad/guilty.

So 2 dreams where I let my mechanicalness/selfishness guide my interaction with the group, and both times Laura pointed it out which helped me realize it and then feel bad about it. It's hard to say if it's beaming, or because of this thread, or because of my own possibly repressed feelings that I had the dreams, but just thought I'd share.
 
SAO said:
So 2 dreams where I let my mechanicalness/selfishness guide my interaction with the group, and both times Laura pointed it out which helped me realize it and then feel bad about it. It's hard to say if it's beaming, or because of this thread, or because of my own possibly repressed feelings that I had the dreams, but just thought I'd share.


I have the impression that these dreams were merely a hint for you to look into those very aspects in real life, that the dream-Laura alerted you about.
Why would they beam things into your dreams or head if those are helping you to see more clearly concerning your mechanicalness? Not logical. fwiw
 
Last night I had a dream where I was talking to Laura. We were inside a quite large apartment with big windows. Laura was trying on a new strange looking hat (it was mostly bue and sort of crown shaped) and she had a lot of strange looking makeup in here face. She said:"You know with this new hat and this strong makeup they don't stand a chance of hurting me!" I understood that 'they'meant the nasty STS forces.

As soon as she had finished saying this there were lights of flashlights scanning the apartment through the windows. We knew instantly that she had been wrong and that they had found us and were coming to hurt us. I heard the front door opening. My instinctive reaction was to confront the intruders. I heard myself screaming this very loud roar and I dashed towards the front door. That's when the dream ended and I woke up.

I was quite upset with this dream and my first thought was that some unexpected mode of attack is coming. I hope I'm wrong and that this dream was nothing more than a dream...
 
Puzzle said:
I have the impression that these dreams were merely a hint for you to look into those very aspects in real life, that the dream-Laura alerted you about.
Why would they beam things into your dreams or head if those are helping you to see more clearly concerning your mechanicalness? Not logical. fwiw
Good point, and you're probably right; these definitely need lots more reflection. One thought that occurred to me is that maybe they're betting that if Laura "reprimands" me that I won't take an honest look at myself and instead act out of my ego and be upset at being told I'm doing something wrong? Maybe it was a way to get me to have negative feelings towards her, but it backfired? Although if that's the goal, it would've made more sense if she did something completely mean and unreasonable in the dream, not something that actually was true and pretty obvious to me after she said it. And she wasn't even mean when she pointed those things out, it was pretty matter-of-fact.
 
I also had a interesting dream of Laura and others on Oct. 28.

We were all standing in front of a castle like building. Laura and Ark came out wearing clown costumes with big, long ties. She said this meeting we were to have some fun. We all went inside. I was handed a can full of drill bits and understood it was a snack. So I ate one. It was light like a wafer texture. I was about to eat some more when I noticed other people sitting at a table looking at me expectantly for me to pass on the snack of drill bits. So I did. Then the dream ended.
 
Kniall said:
Last night I dreamt that forum member Ottershrew died. I don't remember the context but I woke up feeling devastated.

I've had a bad "feeling" about a member being lost too, someone I don't know well enough to ping...living North of me. The clearest bit of the flash I was able to hang on to was how devastated the forum was.

The scaly Boogers are out and about :mad:
 
Data said:
Bo said:
Last night I had a shocking dream about Laura, I was trying to figure out what it meant, but I hope you are doing okay.

I remember the shocking part the best, most of the other parts I have forgotten,

Laura started to walk towards an edge and she stood there, it was mountain like in a place somewhere on earth, and she suddenly jumped off the mountain edge and hit the ground very hard.

I was completely shocked asking why and how? Laura stood up and her face was bruised. She stood up and said ''it's OK.''

I have been worried and you have been in my thoughts.

Jesus! I just had to struggle to not fall from my chair while reading your dream!!! In the same night as you (from 27th to 28th of October) I dreamt about the group which was at a kind of a hiking day. It was a beautiful landscape with a big mountain. Group members were all over the place. I was standing on another mountain and observed one particlular member which shortly after that fell from the other mountain edge into a not too deep, rocky lake. I was horrified watching this, thinking that that person is now dead. And I was even more horrified when the lake turned red from the blood.

On the night of the 28th I dreamed that there was a group of hikers on top of a rocky and steep hill. One of them was a young woman who was either ill, weak or mentally ill, and who had a rope attached to her waist in case she fell. And she did, but in falling she hit the rocks many times so it was obvious (and upsetting) she was dead. I thought that the rope would only be good to retrieve the dead body. :( I had already read about those two dreams above, so I could have been influenced by that. But this is not the first time that I dream that people who are significant to me fall and die, and it's always quite upsetting to watch. Every time I've had these dreams they have been symbolic of real life situations involving the people in the dreams. The difference is that in this dream I didn't know who this girl was.

Approaching Infinity said:
No dreams about Laura here. But I did dream last night that I was in a hospital/institution-like setting populated by a variety of monsters. It wasn't scary, but I had to escape the building. I think I even had a shotgun to protect myself. Turns out I forgot something and had to re-enter the building to get it. That's when that particular dream stopped. The rest of my dreams that night were pretty surreal, including one very sexual dream, which is rare.

That same night (28th) I also dreamed that I was running through the rooms and halls of a large empty house which was full of ghosts. They were not evil (nor good), but it was a bit spooky. As I passed each room I turned on the lights, as it was my duty to prepare the building to be 'open for the public', or something along those lines. I thought it represented hidden things coming to light, in general.
 
There is definitely weird energy going on. This is the third attempt I'v made in the last 20 minutes to post to this thread, and the previous 2 disappeared. In the last week, there has been weird stuff going on in California's capitol, people acting weird, creepy energy. I have been in a major depressed funk, and now think it's likely the "beaming activity" going on to get rid of the hope I'd been starting to feel! Friends and family around me have been acting insane (literally); fortunately not Shazam, who has also noticed the extreme weirdness. I've had the feeling that something BAD was in the works.

Anyway, my thoughts to all of you - stay safe.

Sonrisa
 
Well well, there seems to be a lot of group dreams this month!
I just have to add mine although it was in the middle of October but I think it belongs in this thread.

I'm outside somewhere walking with some people and have the feeling of being followed. I see there is someone sneaking around and staying close to us.
The scene changes and I'm at the airport looking into the problem trying to see who or what is going on and so I walk inside and see this huge baggage conveyor and on it are these weird car-machines, kinda like the ones from Mad Max (remember that old movie with Mel Gibson?), and I think ohhh nooo they are arriving....
their machines are already here.. and then I see a big "motorcycle gang" just coming out of the plane, like from another world and I realised that they were here to try to get me and all those who have a magnetic resonance! (or so that was what a voice said in the dream.)
Weird right! Well I woke up thinking I must stay alert. Didn't think of posting it until I read this thread.

Strength and vigilance to all of you,
take care, Gaia
 
I don't know if this is any way related to the strange dreams and illnesses that seem to have struck lost of people recently but on the 30th of October I was suddenly struck with a very sharp headache and nausea that lasted for most of the rest of the next day, leaving my bedridden. I believe it may have been food poisoning of some kind however after reading this thread the synchronicity is weird because it left as soon as it came!

Also, I too have noticed a strange tension in the air that seems to have appeared over the last week. Hum!
 
FWIW, and it may not be much, I haven't seen any dreams lately. But as with Jeremy, I've had also thoughts lately about the whole C's being a cult thing, which is ridiculous if I know what cults are. I didn't give them much weight however.
 
Devar said:
I don't know if this is any way related to the strange dreams and illnesses that seem to have struck lost of people recently but on the 30th of October I was suddenly struck with a very sharp

headache and nausea that lasted for most of the rest of the next day, leaving my bedridden. I believe it may have been food poisoning of some kind however after reading this thread the

synchronicity is weird because it left as soon as it came!

Also, I too have noticed a strange tension in the air that seems to have appeared over the last week. Hum!

Although, personally, this period is perhaps much better than before in some aspects (inner state and resolutions wise, for example) it does seem like something tense and confusing is in the air. My mind is foggy and less focused (have so much to do but not able to keep up as time just slips through the fingers), energy levels are lower, have slight pains and sensitivity on the right side of the abdominal cavity (not sure if it's gallbladder or liver) and all kind of "isolating" thoughts that are nothing but noise, really. And I am not in the mood to be focusing on them. :mad: Had several dreams with some forum members in them, or dreams that depicted my inner thinking patterns. Have been processing and integrating a lot lately, so the general feel is that there is a light in the end of the tunnel, but still have to battle the self-isolating factor that does nothing but drain. It's like when there is a time when it is possible to deal with things by connecting with others (even if only in thought) and drawing support and strength from such a connection, I again enter the victim mode of thinking that there is no hope for me, or place among others, unless I'll be able to deal with it all on my own and without asking for help (networking and getting feedback, to be exact). It is so predictable and old, that there is little patience left. Been through a lot to remember not to trust my own mind.

Just want to send good thoughts, hugs and wishes to everyone who's having bad dreams/feelings out there. It will pass eventually, no doubt. :)

Also, perhaps totally not related but interesting non the less, two days ago there was a major Internet shut down in Israel due to the damaged electrical fuse and power loss and then Internet and VOP infrastructure systems restarting along with electricity in people's houses. The damaged fuse was located in the small village near Rehovot and Nes Tziona (center region). Israel's Electric corporation said that the damage and influence were local while in reality almost entire country experienced it. I was at work at that time (in Haifa, Northern region) and remember seeing the lights flipping for a second before the wave of calls from customers hit us. It can be something mundane or just one of those technical problems, but since the source of the problem was located near the aforementioned cities, and somehow affected entire country, I thought that perhaps there could be something more to it.
 
Interesting thread. It seems everyone is having weird/strange dreams.

I dont usually have nightmares but over the last 2 weeks I have been having them. And by nightmares, I mean dreams being more tense than scary. Like things in the dream are very tense. I cant exactly say what was happening, as I cant remember what was going on in most dreams - I forget my dreams within minutes of waking up nowadays . All that I remember is that they are tense or have fear (contained fear), not fear that over-runs you. So it might have been something bad happening in the dream and I feel afraid but the fear doesnt get to a point where it makes me wake up, it like gets to a point where it simmers so you get up in the morning and you know you had an intense dream.

Another weird thing that has been happening of late is waking up at specific times. Acouple of nights back, for like 4-5 nights in a row, I kept getting up at the same time regardless of what time I went to bed. I kept on getting up at like 6:10-6:20 am. It doesnt matter if I went to bed at 11pm or 3 am. I kept getting up at 6:14am and surprisingly didnt have trouble getting back to sleep so I usually just closed my eyes and slept a further 2-3 hours. Happens every now and again and I am wondering what is the cause...
 
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