Devar said:
I don't know if this is any way related to the strange dreams and illnesses that seem to have struck lost of people recently but on the 30th of October I was suddenly struck with a very sharp
headache and nausea that lasted for most of the rest of the next day, leaving my bedridden. I believe it may have been food poisoning of some kind however after reading this thread the
synchronicity is weird because it left as soon as it came!
Also, I too have noticed a strange tension in the air that seems to have appeared over the last week. Hum!
Although, personally, this period is perhaps much better than before in some aspects (inner state and resolutions wise, for example) it does seem like something tense and confusing is in the air. My mind is foggy and less focused (have so much to do but not able to keep up as time just slips through the fingers), energy levels are lower, have slight pains and sensitivity on the right side of the abdominal cavity (not sure if it's gallbladder or liver) and all kind of "isolating" thoughts that are nothing but noise, really. And I am not in the mood to be focusing on them.
Had several dreams with some forum members in them, or dreams that depicted my inner thinking patterns. Have been processing and integrating a lot lately, so the general feel is that there
is a light in the end of the tunnel, but still have to battle the self-isolating factor that does nothing but drain. It's like when there is a time when it is possible to deal with things by connecting with others (even if only in thought) and drawing support and strength from such a connection, I again enter the victim mode of thinking that there is no hope for me, or place among others, unless I'll be able to deal with it all on my own and without asking for help (networking and getting feedback, to be exact). It is so predictable and old, that there is little patience left. Been through a lot to remember not to trust my own mind.
Just want to send good thoughts, hugs and wishes to everyone who's having bad dreams/feelings out there. It will pass eventually, no doubt. :)
Also, perhaps totally not related but interesting non the less, two days ago there was a major Internet shut down in Israel due to the damaged electrical fuse and power loss and then Internet and VOP infrastructure systems restarting along with electricity in people's houses. The damaged fuse was located in the small village near Rehovot and Nes Tziona (center region). Israel's Electric corporation said that the damage and influence were local while in reality almost entire country experienced it. I was at work at that time (in Haifa, Northern region) and remember seeing the lights flipping for a second before the wave of calls from customers hit us. It can be something mundane or just one of those technical problems, but since the source of the problem was located near the aforementioned cities, and somehow affected entire country, I thought that perhaps there could be something more to it.