No! Not for this car, but should carry my personal one more often. Thanks!
Thanks! Yeah, it was intense for sure, but manageable.
All good points, it is a ‘96 that’s been in the fam since ‘99 and just crossed 250k miles, it’s got all kinds of quirks. I know the car well hence my surprise at how the issue occurred. May have been a blessing in disguise - put “take car into shop” at the top of the list…
Agreed, I think now of it as more a “parental test” — keeping myself and son calm. There were dozens of other moments that occurred that caused my emotions to spiraled out of control. I think I did well setting the right example…
Pattern recognition can be useful and a form of defense and is strengthened by being aware so we can navigate within our environment safely and with proper discernment. It’s that “run amok” part that needs to be held in check or it can become debilitating or psychotic at worse — numbers and symbols everywhere telling me to run for president! Perhaps, these “specialness narratives” (great term!) can inflate the ego to the point where one is opened to feeding or if you can remain objective you can separate the noise you may get better sense of your path in life.
A purpose of HAARP may be just that — to disorient and block each persons true potential or even tune their “polarity” into “self destruct mode”. Everyone born has an opportunity to make an impact here for the better. (Reminds me the Cs phrase “nobody's a nobody”) And maybe one reason it was turned on was the potential for auroras to inspire and wake people up - interesting that they kinda of announced it
Anyway, just some open thoughts, could write a whole lot more, but don’t want go off topic.
