Hello dayrider47!
I cordially welcome your presence here in the forum! I am a very recent Newbie myself.
It's good to see that you're not out of options in finding solutions to your condition. Everything is lessons and by the looks of it, to me, this is looking like a crucial one for you, to have the choice of using your free will to take to heart and select that which promotes the lesson at hand and your path.
As a professional shaman with demonic forces and negative entities as a specialty I am in concord with those who voice suggestions that you should primarily focus on, and study, what these perceived attacks are doing to you on a mental level, and choose to mentally act in a counterbalancing way, thus finding new perspectives, new ways of behavioural actions perhaps new to you, or perhaps ones you realised you didn't consistently take to heart and practise, in your mental response to your condition.
When perceiving attacks, counterattacking is not the solution, but counterbalancing is, to disarm the attacker from the very reason of attacking. But you need to gain new perspectives and consistently practise this awareness, because all of this situation is pointing to what you need to do more of, and what you need to do less. Listen inwards and learn from your condition. It's a gift to understanding your lesson.
Do not worry, or be concerned, about the origin of what you are experiencing. Focus on your mental reactions, emotions and thoughts arising in these circumstances, and look for repetitive thoughts, emotional patterns and figure out new ways to respond to the triggers, ways which are constructive and which you realise you didn't consistently try out before.
To be consistent is the key.
Negative forces are weak forces, but consistently provocative, and completely dependent on your mental response to your perceived condition. When you are consistently mentally not responding in the expected ways, these forces will soon run out of options, all the while you are gaining more strength, spiritual stamina and wisdom in this trial of yours.
Glad to know you have the various appointments. Go to these appointments for support, and do follow the advice already given in the thread. As far as I can gather you have already been offered all the keys to successfully handle the situation. It pleases me to know from reading through the thread that you have been given a lot of very good advice to choose your path of action from, towards resolving the situation.
We are all learning, even when professional. Nobody has all the right answers for every situation, because everything is lessons for everyone. But we can support one another in our personal endeavours the best way we can according to our present knowledge. You are your best medicine and you will learn more about yourself from what is happening to you, and from the advice you choose to follow, what, in practice, being your own medicine means in your current process.
You are never alone on this path as we are many here who are with you in Oneness to support you through this current process. 🕊
Looking forward to following your progress in this thread!
Thank You!
