Angela said:
Last night was the first time I did the full EE program in quite awhile. During the 3 stage breathing it was hard at first to stay focused because my mind kept wandering. Half way through I started to focus on the breathing and it went well after that. My head felt like the top of it was buzzing, and I felt extremely energiqzed and relaxed at the same time. I am so glad I did the full program, and will do it again Thursday.
Yes, doing EE consistently (or as consistently as I can) seems like it's own reward, Angela. Whenever I miss doing the full program I really miss it - and make it a point of doing as soon as I can.
I have to say that doing EE consistently has been a tremendous help to me in a couple of clear ways. A close relative recently had a serious health concern that required some amount of immediete attention. I was able to address it and help him a lot (along with strong support from other family members) and things seemed to have stabilized a bit for him, thank goodness. When the initial shock of it was more or less over and he got the help he needed I realized - and got feedback about it - which confirmed that I handled this situation well; calmly and clearly. When I stopped to think about it, I realized I really owe it to EE! I was pretty level headed and it helped to get a handle on things right quick!
On a related note, I was reading this article a few days ago on SOTT: http://www.sott.net/articles/show/208168-Freak-Arctic-Weather-Precursor-to-the-Coming-Ice-Age- which has a couple of minutes of video of Laura speaking on the high probability of a coming ice age. For some reason, after watching this, I was moved to re-watch the video Laura made called
Knowledge and Being that came a couple of years ago (is it that long already??).
Anyway, after watching about twenty minutes of it, I soon did some pipe breathing and POTS, and off to bed I went. Minutes before waking up the next morning, while still in the realm of sleep though, I became aware of myself processing thoughts. I wish I had journaled my impressions of it because they were highly specific and felt
constructive. It wasn't like I was in a dream reverie or dreaming nice happy dreams or anything like that. Rather, it seemed as though my thoughts and self were undergoing a process of some kind. Again, I wish I could be more specific about it since it felt really constructive, but there it was. Subtle yet unmistakable.
That night I re-read the transcript section that discusses the benefits of Laura making videos (linked above) and wondered if watching the video had some kind of nice synergy with doing the pipe breathing and POTS afterward. I'm leaning strongly towards yes - and it makes sense that it would. Aside from that, just watching the Knowledge and Being video again has been kind of kewl. Like any good text, it bears watching and re-watching again to help glean whatever was missed originally. And there were some things she said, of course, that I did experience more richly than when I first watched it sooo many months ago.
It would be incorrect to anticipate anything coming from doing anything in particular, of course. At the same though, who knows how watching this and other videos with Laura in it can be an aid the process - and a nice supplement to doing EE on a consistent basis.