Since my "
exorcism" dream my EE experience changed. I no longer have the burst of energy during the meditation, like I was feeling in the last year, but now it seems that I'm back to the "phase 1", as I called it in this
post.
The difference is that now, when that energy enters my body, I can feel the warmth all around my body, not just localized in a center of the body like before. And I can definitely feel the entry of that energy when that happens so I'm sure that I'm not imagining things. I can also feel the flow of energy on my palms and soles, and even on the top of my head.
The only difference to the period when this was happening in the first time, several years ago, is that now I can feel this energy every night (before I could feel it only once in four or five days) and now it starts much faster, after only two or three EE meditation cycles (before I needed much more).
And the only downside is the same as before, this energy wakes me up so I cannot fall to sleep for long time after, even if I was tired before meditation.
In the previous year while I was having this burst of energy (after a couple of years of pause with no energy) I was able to fall asleep with no problem, but there was a lack of energizing effect, so I think that something was wrong with that. At this point my theory is that, if I really had some sort of spirit attachment that is now removed, that that entity or energy block or whatever, was creating some kind of "short circuit" in my energy production while meditating so I was not able to produce the full effect.
If I am correct about this, then I hope that I will be able, after some time, to advance again to "phase 2", as I explained it in the above linked post, where the energy influx is much shorter but more intense.
Whatever is really happening, it seems that crystals definitely changed something in my bioenergy structure.