Buddy
The Living Force
I had a very cathartic emotional release during today's full session. It started towards the end of the Ba-Ha when I simply started flowing with tears for no apparant reason. Not enough to lose my composure or intefere with smooth breathing, but it was still very emotional.
During the transition between the Ba-Ha and the Prayer of the Soul, I felt like I was in some kind of 'communion' state. My perceptions could best be described as: every single note of the music, whether it was ascending or descending, as well as every single word and every breath Laura was taking, every sound - absolutely everything in every single way was absolutely perfect! Everything seemed perfectly choreographed, perfectly timed - just perfect in every way and the beauty of this was a bit overwhelming. I started to cry, but still not enough to interfere with the breathing.
Then, in my inner field of vision, I saw energy fields within energy fields, shaped like an egg. At the bottom-center of this field, was a little boy, looking around in wide-eyed wonder, mouth slightly open. Kinda lost, really, with no one and no Work to guide him.
I felt such compassion and warmth for the little guy (myself in the past - or a symbolic representation), that I naturally enveloped him with my energy field with the idea of giving the equivalent of an energetic hug.
At that point, the image dissolved and I completely lost it. I was bawling like a baby and making so much noise that if anyone had been around, I'm sure they would have been embarrased for me. But that's allright. That was my moment and it felt so good.
I'm sure there'll be more to come and I'm looking forward to it. I absolutely treasure every second of this program and just wanted to share that.
During the transition between the Ba-Ha and the Prayer of the Soul, I felt like I was in some kind of 'communion' state. My perceptions could best be described as: every single note of the music, whether it was ascending or descending, as well as every single word and every breath Laura was taking, every sound - absolutely everything in every single way was absolutely perfect! Everything seemed perfectly choreographed, perfectly timed - just perfect in every way and the beauty of this was a bit overwhelming. I started to cry, but still not enough to interfere with the breathing.
Then, in my inner field of vision, I saw energy fields within energy fields, shaped like an egg. At the bottom-center of this field, was a little boy, looking around in wide-eyed wonder, mouth slightly open. Kinda lost, really, with no one and no Work to guide him.
I felt such compassion and warmth for the little guy (myself in the past - or a symbolic representation), that I naturally enveloped him with my energy field with the idea of giving the equivalent of an energetic hug.
At that point, the image dissolved and I completely lost it. I was bawling like a baby and making so much noise that if anyone had been around, I'm sure they would have been embarrased for me. But that's allright. That was my moment and it felt so good.
I'm sure there'll be more to come and I'm looking forward to it. I absolutely treasure every second of this program and just wanted to share that.